jack29

I sometimes fantasize about being a house boy or sissy maid for someone. Just going to their house, stripped or dressed a certain way and cleaning for them. With an occasional checking in and direction. A standard disciplining theme, Not for doing a good job or bad, but because that's my place, below you. Now if i were to do a bad job, punishment and possible loss of the privillage of cleaning for you.. Granted this is not a situation I could do permanently. Just A casual monthly cleaning. for anything more, it would become more of a relationship, which Iifferent needs get involved. i also wouldn't mind some public display of dominance in the subtle for of a foot rub in the park as Mistress Sunya suggest or carrying shopping bags.

twister would be fun especially with an opponent. Like a Mistress or female sub could be it's own reward, well worth most punsihments. Although having to male subs take turns for a mistress could get awkward quickly almost it's own punishment.

It's so true she really does! It is an amazing quality. Uno has 4 colors. Red, Blue, Green and Yello. each could be a catagory, Red :embarassed during a Role/tasks(sissy, pony,dance, sing, spitton, toilet other task or role), blue: bruised after impact play(spank, paddle, flog, whip, cane etc), Green: how sub will be feeling after CBT/ball busting (kick, punch, squeeze, tie) and yellow: ? for devices(restraints, ropes, clamps,humbler, plugs, gags). each color has numbers 0-9...this could represent amout of strokes, time and/or a specific method,device, tool, role . Also there are specialty cards, like Wild andwild draw 4's that change color of ... the wild draw 4's when played also makes the other player draw 4 cards each of which must be show to the mistress and she enacts the activities on her victim as she wishes. draw 2's would work similarly. the person takes 2 cards and the sub is punished acording to their # and color. (if another specialty card is draw, she can pick her punishment) reverses...would change direction of play...but be the only reward for the submissive...maybe a single kiss to area of mistresses desire. skips make the sub take a punishment for skipping their mistress. at the end, when a player has 1 card left they must say Uno, or some phrase that appeases their mistress. If they forget, the punishmet is to draw 2 cards like the game, but they are punished accordingly to card #'s and Colors. To end the game one player must get rid of all their cards...the other player is left with cards in hand. the mistress gets to punish accordingly with color and # of remaining cards either in her hand or her subs. Interesting twist could be if they are in subs hands she uses them as face value...if they are in her hands they are worth twice as much because everything she touches is more valuable. the catagories can be anything you'd like, these were just suggestions, What would your 4 catagories be? What would you have the numbers mean? skips, wilds, draw 4's, draw 2's and reverses?

I did not become aware until i was older. more recently. but i look back on my life and see things and think how could I not be into fetish and things started to make sense. Admittedly my mother didn't cut my hair until i was 2-3...she used to dress me as a girl for halloween. Had worn hand me downs from my female neighbors. Jeans with no space in front are tought to wear as a young 5-6 yr old guy. It also was obvious that my mom prefered girls and gave most of her attention to my sisters. Now my father was always disappointed that I was not more stocky and strong. i was skinny. I began to try and prove I was tough and manly. Now I am bigger and still have the stigma in my mind of being skinny and weak. Even my Job is a job for masculine males..both parents left me feeling the need to impress them in different ways. which caused me to seek approval and want to please. Even an early relationships had affects on me to. My best friend growing up till i was 8, was a the girl next door. I am not sure how or why, but i used to let her put things down my pants. filling them and exerting pressure on my groin. It was not quite ball busting or cbt, but it made me feel good the slight pain, attention she gave me. One of my early sexual relationships, I had a girlfriend who was totally into teasing me and denying me, making me beg. She also has kind of started me off on a more cuckold type fetish. Being that she cheated on me and I still had strong feelings for her for a long time. Of course I realize now, that I was turned on by her lust and sexual appetite, but her lack of honesty and trust had a very negative affect. Which is a huge difference in cuckolding. Granted I have not been in a cuck relationship, but it has been a fantasy that has developed. The whole inadequate male, woman loves you but needs a man to please her. another experience, was also the first time a girl surprised me with a finger you know where. It felt good, but was taboo, for a guy to things shoved up his ass. Eventually, the type of women who enjoy that tend to be more aggressive, sexually open/free and alpha types. Which led me to crave ass play, then strapon. Always conflicting my need to prove myself as a man, with the feelings of doubt and inadequacy about liking anal play. Brought me back to stuff my mom used to do as she literally cross dressed me. I am super turned on about forced sissification. It stricks a cord with my need to prove myself as masculine bravado, embarasses me. Women who enjoy this manor of control drive me wild. There are also some physical abusive affection, I will not get into...meaning a reason I crave discipline. I think it's because it was the most attention I recieved as a kid. So craving parents attention I turned to look for punishment and negative praise to fill the void normal support brings. All of these factors are clear as day in retrospect, but I was not aware of them until I reflected about why I enjoy certain activities. I find it very intriguing I can remember an experience from my youth that shaped my fetish cravings.

Just curious about how you ladies like to mess with our heads? My most intense experience was intense, i was really pushed past a hard limit without actually breaking that limit. It left me confused, humiliated and embarrassed. Which i loved. I truly was panicked and was totally helpless, unable to stop what i imagined was happening. Until i realized it was all just a trick. But left me craving that truly helpless feeling. Not really sure i can get into the details. But the pg version...i had visited a friend. She had this fantasy that happened to be a hard limit of mine. All week she kept suggesting ways to sweeten the scenario for me if i consented. But i was sticking to my limits. So she started to water fown her fantasy and adding some rewarding benefits for me until i agreed to her lesser not limit breaking scenario. So my last day of the visit her tactics weakend my resolve and i consented to this lesser non limit busting version. She was excited ans wanted to play. It was late and she wouldn't be able to set up the watered down version anyway i thought. Boy was i in for a surprise! I was tied up and blind folded, then 20 minutes into playing. She got a phone call and it seemed her original fantasy was about to unfold. I protested and struggled but in the end could not stop her! She punished me physically trying to get me to move forward and then just actually grabbed me and made it happen...but i quickly realized it was a trick. No limits were broken and she was laughing her ass off at my confusion and teased me that i totally would have broken my limit if she had wanted. Suggesting that it wasnt that difficult to get me to and maybe i really wanted to do it. It was such a mind bending experience. I have never felt like i had such little control, it was amazing and left me hooked on devious evil mind fucking plots.

Mistress Kang, so if prisons have a name for the bottom spot in their hierarchy. Does the fortress have a name for it's. Lowest members? Do you rank some subs below others? How would you pick the lowest sub? Back to spit. I love the imagery of a woman grabbing my hair, pulling my head back, forcing me to look up at her as she forms a huge dripping wade of spit on her lips and slowly lets it fall down to my face and mouth. Laughing at me for being to pathetic to stop her, but thanking her and enjoying it. Laugh as she suggests maybe its not just her spit she'd like to see dripping down my face. Letting me know, she is in charge and will put whatever she wants on me, from whatever sourse she wants and when she wants to. Maybe she has a shot glass full of something she saved just for this occasion. Maybe it's her spit...maybe its something more devious. All she says is open wide as she grabs a handful of hair and make me more aquanted with her gift.