LiamD
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Welcome back wonderful Mistress Zito!!!! You were sorely missed! Best & cheers, Liam
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My first mistress was a West Side neighbor. I started with "If you want I'll get you started for free with some trainings."
"OK".
"Call me exactly at 7AM on Saturday morning". I called. Allison had a thing about a call, a buzzer, a starting, a something at exactly 7AM Saturday mornings. Seconds off meant strokes. My instructions were conveyed then regardless of start time.
She was a great teacher and I was puppy puddy in her hands. I'd get very sweetly and seductively lectured on acute attention to her subtle gestures, my expected behaviors, understanding hand signals and finger snaps, then She'd touch me and asked "now you can do that for me, can't you? 10 hard strokes..... for me? Can't you?" I always could.
In about 6 weeks, my training had progressed to where I'd ring up her apartment, undress, very very neatly fold my clothes, and secure myself naked, on hands & knees locked in at ankles, wrists and collar. And wait. Wait for Her genuine loving touches and Her Plan for me that day. I so loved hearing Her Plan.
Trainings ensued and this went on for some lovely weeks time until THE GREAT HUMILIATION AH HA happened.
"I want to whip you for my girlfriend's birthday." My mind went 10 alarm panic numb, my entire body blushed purple red, my heart started pounding so loud I could hear it, I wasn't sure and then... "You've haven't taken My whip yet and I'd really like her to see Me whip you for her birthday."
For the first time I actually tried to break free. To no avail. Every cell of my body said NO.
more later........
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On 6/20/2015 at 4:36 PM, Manpeach said:
we used to play game like this on Halloween, except with toilet paper. It was fun to bust out of it at the end
Oh Ma Ga!!! This is all at once frightening, hypnotic, alluring, fearful, cock hardening, heart pounding, and over all sign-me-up!
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Greetings lovers 'o FF,
Amidst this temporary Deep State Nazi mind-fuck mask bullshit, the sacred integrating caduceus 'o Enki/Enlil, Urge/demiurge, FF/us rocks on. Some recent fun-ness I found include
https://flrjoy.com/Home.html a Female Led Relationship site with a wonderfully seductive kink bent. I so resonate with this site, I feel I could have written it decades ago!
AND this lovely, focus-assisting FLR post-grad thesis enforcer
https://www.amazon.com/Monster-Silicone-Density-Realistic-Suction/dp/B081ZTKK1W?th=1
as shares which might entice and intrigue.
Pardon if this a surprise, but covid is a Deep State hoax. The CDC and WHO have admitted so. Get the heck away from corporate mind-fuck MSM and take in some actual truth. Orthogonality related, check out rockin' Adam W explain some seriously requisite mental and emotional growth knowledge. https://illuminatiwatcher.com/raised-by-wolves-analysis-pt-2-cult-of-mithras-explained-occult-breakaway-civilization-destroying-this-world/ .
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On 3/16/2020 at 9:39 AM, submale89 said:
Grazie!
❤️?????
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6 hours ago, submale89 said:
Man! I'd be up for an evening of drinks and food to compare our experiences! I've given up on trying to tightly outline and define who I am; who I want to be; who I think I should be.
It's the fluidity of potential that makes my life interesting now. The challenge was to embrace all of me and not just the public me. Still a struggle at times but I'm much more at peace with myself since becoming a part of this community of kinkster-philosophers!
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Hi and thank you for the kind and sincere invitation. I'm an old fart and wouldn't be kinkish-speak good company. I'm focused elsewhere.
However "who I am" is a great space. Human consciousness is undergoing an massive transformations now and that's a great place to be.
If I may, humbly, I'm going to suggest David Icke's book "Everything You Need to Know, But Have Never Been Told". You may find it mind blowingly interesting and engaging.
Best & cheers,
L
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On 3/10/2020 at 5:46 PM, submale89 said:
Between you and Danny Boy, I think we have enough material for a few seasons of a NetFlix original: NYC Kink, a twisted look back.
Thank you for the kind words.
So, continuing the Alley story, I call at 7:27AM on Saturday morning. We spoke freely for half an hour, neither one bringing up the roof incident. I was definitely too up tight and naive. But also felt an enormous freedom. She eventually explained that she and her boy friend had been spying on me several times from the roof. I felt mortified. I asked. She answered. She matter of fact-ly recounted numerous spying incidents. Duel mortification and relief washed over me. And finally she said "you know ....I'll do some trainings with you for free ..if you want". That's how it started. I'll never forget those exact words.
I hold light and dark, kink and spiritual, elevation/ascension, submission/corporal, my stumbling, zigzagging path as a humorous-serious, entertaining, sacred look-back life-gem. At least for me.
As much as I experimented out of the mold here, I meditated and purified out of the mold there. Blessings and gratitude to and from both directions. I feel confident that I could write a good essay, book, movie, screen play, series, but other things interest me much more now. If you do go looking for fun vignette material, do come back.
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On 2/29/2020 at 8:01 AM, submale89 said:
Ok, you HAVE to spill the beans on this. The closest I've come to this "fantasy" is on PornHub. In my 20's I had the hots for a neighbor who was a hot goth type and might have been in the scene. We hung out a bit but nothing ever happened outside of head!
Step into me web.
Me Wall St. boss, as a thank you for a s load of money making trades, said that he'd set me up with the receptionist (whom he had the unrequited hots for) at the company's law firm. "Believe me kid, I'm doing you a favor." OK. Alley and I meet for a drinks date. She's a statuesque blonde looker. Mysterious. Riddle in a conundrum. Great fun date. We hit it off. More dates. She got weird. We couldn't arrange to go out in my neighborhood West 70's, only hers, East lower 60's. Turns out, can't make this up, she was dating/quasi living with a guy who lived on W 69th St. & I lived on W 70th St.. I didn't know that yet. Our windows in sight of each others. 7th floor over to 2nd floor.
Summer night. I hadn't shelled out for a window air conditioner yet. Turn off TV, pleasure myself. Phone rings immediately. "Are you just going to leave that on your stomach?" My blood froze, and I see this black slax white shirted blonde on the opposite roof top walking away with what was then ~ 8 lbs cell phone. "Call me exactly at 7:27AM on Saturday morning." That's how it started.
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On 2/9/2020 at 1:14 AM, Mistress Alexia Zito said:
You like the leather toys! It's beautiful, but don't know where to find it
Hello dear Mistress AZ,
I trust this note finds you well, happy and thriving with all the FF Mistresses in all ways. Thank you for your kind thoughts.
I certainly do love me corporal discipline toys! I didn't find that exact paddle, however the amazing John of LeatherThorn on Etsy made this beauty for us, below, in natural paddle and oxblood handle, me favorite colors. 5.5 inches wide and 13.375 inches long. Yummmmmm.
Our yummy custom oak Christmas paddle with air holes marked me more severely than I'd ever been crimsoned. When I was trained by a neighbor in me 20's, she would have me come over and 90% secure myself for my corporal training. Part of my advancement was to move past the need to be secured. With the wooden paddle and this leather paddle and the rolling of dice, I've asked to be secured for the first time in many years. 2.5 - 3 months for healing.
Best & cheers,
L
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Greetings dear FF Enthusiasts,
Who can tell me where to purchase this absolutely delicious leather spanking paddle???
As seen at http://punishmentvideo.com/videos/be-imparted-in-all-directions-murder/index.html
Yummmmmmm, can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
L
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On 12/20/2019 at 10:36 AM, ConsentOptional said:
Reminded me of this wicked (if correct...) femme fatale.
Eons ago, I found out that in an impassioned post-climax moment I liked going down on my girl friend. Next time "you're not going to just leave me like that, ARE YOU??" It started all manner of nice traditions. L
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On 12/20/2019 at 10:44 AM, ConsentOptional said:
I was not into them either for the 1st half of my, um, career(?) Cross-dressing first occurred mid-session, not at my request or even expressed interest. But unlike other activities one isn't so sure about, it doesn't leave marks, scars, risk infection, etc. So I went with it. Have been interested ever since. And have come to accept that, while I am the submissive, I must allow the submission itself to be defined by Someone Who Knows What Is Needed. That's never me. And since I'm usually gagged anyway, any recommendation I would make would come out somewhat unintelligibly....
These $27 B cup liquid silicon breast forms are a STEAL. Very real feeling. Prices go up slightly with cup size. Adhere to skin with medical adhesive. Wonderful giggle in a lacy bra.
https://www.amazon.com/IVITA-Crossdressers-Mastectomy-Prosthesis-Transgender/dp/B07PLX9NGV/ref=sr_1_5?dchild=1&keywords=ivita%2Bbreast%2Bforms&qid=1577299428&s=apparel&sr=1-5&th=1
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A fetish that never gets old is..........
A NEW ONE!!!
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On 11/26/2019 at 2:10 PM, Mistress Alexia Zito said:
is the foot fetish!! Many of my loyal subs know that foot worship is one of my absolute favorite activities, so I thought I would gush a little about why I'm so fond of it
I love when subs incorporate a skilled massage, or act as my foot stool while I relax. You aren't permitted to make a move without my consent, if you want to switch feet, remove a shoe, or worship differently you must ask. If I'm not pleased with your work as my personal foot servant, I may just tie you up tightly and trample you and force you to kiss my toes from your predicament position. There are so many fetishes that can crossover with foot worship: sploshing/foodplay, trampling, objectification/neglect/human furniture... and so. much. more. Most of all, foot worship is one of the ultimate ways to pay tribute to your mistress like a goddess. A foot fetish isn't mandatory to indulge me, but it does help! I like to think I've converted some of you non-fetishists into foot lovers...
Have you ever indulged your mistress in a fetish you didn't share at the time? What form of play never gets old for you?
Mistress Alexia Zito is awesomely awesome. She knows how to make us beg...... for her training. :)
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Love all seasons!
Early Spring into Dec can be great biking; East side 34th St. to Battery to West side Greenway to Inwood Park, ferry to Atlantic Highlands and 24 mile Hudson Trail to Freehold,. East Hudson up on Old Croton Aqueduct to Poughkeepsie to Hudson-on-Hudson - take a train back from many Hudson towns; FDR residence & Library, Val Kil, Top Cottage, Vanderbilt Mansion Mills Mansion are all must see. West Hudson 9W to Bear Mtn, to New Plaltz on to Phoenicia. Or South & North County trails from Van Cortlandt Park to Brewster & train back. 64 miles of paved trails from Kingston to New Platz to the Traps, Mohonk & 92 miles of wooded carriage trails to Poughkeepsie to Hopewell Junction. Many bikers still don't understand the NYC Hudson biking riches.
I'm biking in Autumn colors all Fall, mid Sept to mid-Nov.. Start high and work my way down for 3 months, Albany & the Erie canal down to amazingly colorful Yonkers, then Central park in mid-late Nov.
Winter freeze = museum time and indoor sumptin sumptin.
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On 6/29/2019 at 1:19 PM, Mistress Alexia Zito said:
Nolan I had so much fun meeting you! You even introduced me to some toys I’ve never heard of before. Was a pleasure giving you a birthday beating among other things
hurry back!
O M G WHAT were these toys that the great and AMAZING MAZ had never heard of before. L
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Hi dear Mistress Kang,
I did watch it. People should certainly apply their own filters. I agree with you about Siamese twins. I thought the pics and some of the commentary shed light on the history, subculture - well beyond personal choice, prevalence, and practices of men dressing as women. It sure changed my understanding of Aunty Strict cartoons feminizing their disgruntled little sissy boys.
I shall Locktober in July for a full week by means of reparations.
L
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This is pretty interesting, eyeopening and informative
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RHkQhy5u0gI
regarding the history of men dressing as women.
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another f'n hot memorable session. Ouch! https://www.heavy-r.com/video/216604/Strict_Prison_Officer/
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Great question and great sharings! Multi-bene for all of the honest testimonies.
For me, there was evidence of prior sexual feelings, but as an 8 yrs old I heated a carrot and slowly slid it with lubricant where the sun don't shine. No explanation. Love ladies. But also liked warm penetrative butt attention.
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Lots 'o good guidance here. Your path is your path. Grow as much and as comfortably as you are able. Many, like me, took ages. Not needed now. Relax, have confidence in your desires, have fun, and grow fast.
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I was probably 13. Spent lots of time at a buddy's house, 7 kids.5 brothers, 2 sisters, sisters probably 2 and 3 years younger than Dennis and I. I was alone, down stairs, kid cave with bumper pool, big couch, TV. Nothing unusual, had spent many many hours there over the years. One of the sisters sat down close next to me. I don't even remember which one. I put my arm around her and pulled her over my lap. I became completely overwhelmed and cracked her ass with my bare hand, hard, maybe 20 times. I know it hurt. I remember she had tears, no words, she got up and left. The spanking and tears part, are the only clear memories.
I don't remember which sister. I don't remember the before and after. I just remember being overwhelmed to spank her ass hard once I started. I probably left. I almost assuredly shut it down mentally, incapable of dealing with possible consequences. There were never awkward moments after the fact that I remember. I'd probably compartmentalized into some hidden recess of my psyche. She, apparently, didn't tell. I viewed myself as a pretty all American kid. I think the power of that image didn't allow me to surface lovely alt-desires until 15 years later.
Over and out.
L
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19 hours ago, Mistress Sabrina Riva said:
Wow! These answers fascinate me. I think I myself receive that intoxicating feeling of mental release when I’m in role— though, I never find myself going too deep due to my responsibility to remain alert while playing.
Have either of you seen the movie R100? They actually visually depict this phenomenon throughout.
R100 is ... is ..... at least very interesting..... definitely ambitious, and depending depending ...... very successful to ground breaking! Definitely check R100 out! L
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Psychological Domination...breaking you from inside out
in Fortress Guest Forum
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I was trained by a West Side neighbor some very long time ago. "If you want I'll start you off with some free training...." She owned me for ~2 years after that. I'd come whenever she called or scheduled me. Sessions always started with me kissing her feet.
"Do you want to kiss me here????"
"Why don't you come and kiss me there....".
"Are you going to be a good boy and take a nice strong corporal for me??" "Let's hood you and take you over and open the window".
Angel Allison was not shy about demonstrating her seductive prowess to the subculture of neighborhood windows with line of sight that used to perform for one another. Seeing my first show was how I got involved.