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On 3/28/2022 at 10:52 AM, Dannyboy said:
We have to go through those rites of passage when we pursue life in this scene. As a first timer you are so fortunate to begin in the Fortress and with a beautiful and skilled Mistress. That's the best place to start and you may never need to enter any other dungeon as long as the Fortress remains in existence.
Please let us know how the session went.
Dannyboy
Hey there DB, how are you. Been a while. Hope all is well with you and yours.
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Have to be honest. I guess I have always felt that whether consciously or not, most male/female relationships are. Seems to be the natural order.
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Didn't want to start a new topic. Welcome back, Mistress Zito.
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On 9/1/2019 at 1:13 PM, Karl said:
GS with consumption is very humiliating for me -- so much so that it's sometimes a hard limit and sometimes not.
I had one unusual humiliating experience. I had a session (not at the Fortress, sorry) which the mistress conducted while wearing typical leather fetish gear. Afterward, we were talking while I dressed. She was planning to leave the dungeon. As part of her changing into street clothes, she casually removed her top. She had not been bare-breasted during the session.
Normally, a woman would think nothing of exposing her breasts to another woman (changing after a swim at the Y or whatever). She would not do so in front of a man except deliberately, as in vanilla sex, or in session with the clear context of domme and sub. This mistress sent me the message that, as far as she was concerned, I was NOT a man. Therefore, she could change in front of me without it meaning anything.
It was more humiliating than anything she'd done during the hour that I'd paid for.
Your last comment about her post-session changing REALLY resonated with me. I remember MANY years ago (in college) having 'friendships' with two women I had an interest in. 'Friend zone' wasn't in my vocabulary at the time. While I think guys often put themselves in the friend-zone one of them definitely was toying with me, the other, when I reacted like 'whoa, what are you doing' when she stripped in front of me replied 'this bothers you, really? It's never bothered any other gay buddy I've had.' When I told her, I was straight she actually got very upset with me and suggested I deliberately hid my 'unconvincing heterosexuality' to have access to ogle her. She made me swear on my mom's life that I was hetero. When I asked her why she assumed I was gay, she said that straight guys who 'are getting some' just have a different vibe - and that women could tell. She asked me to leave immediately and we were cordial when we met on campus but in a very short time she definitely awarded me 'stranger' status. My last interaction with her was on the quadrangle and I approached her to make a peace offering. She literally snubbed her nose at me and held her hand palm out and vertical in the universal sign for 'don't approach me'. It was a gut punch but I was also terribly aroused. Years later she was still a staple in my spank-bank.
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I always have found relationships to be female-led in general.
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On 12/24/2020 at 5:26 PM, JustAGuy said:
Oh, and Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays!
Meant to ask Mistress Kang, do Chinese-Americans get Jewish take-out for Christmas?
I would hope not! Jewish take-out is aptly named - ultimately, it WILL 'take you out' LOL
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GULP........I have no doubt of that Mistress Jung.
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On 7/19/2020 at 10:12 PM, Mistress Mina Jung said:
Stay healthy and can’t wait to discipline you again ? I can't imagine the back sliding that has occurred over all these years!
Thank you,,,,I can't wait either.
As to the backsliding, yes much has occurred I must admit. Some notable backslides are as follows:- I have tried to engage verbally with women and worse, made eye contact in the process [You'll be pleased to know that I was rejected every time]
- As my female colleagues have moved on since and are in relationships I have not had the honor of providing domestic services to them. Worse, I have not sought out new opportunities to serve.
- Several months after your departure I had my metal chastity removed. My bad 'habit' returned.
I will provide a full account when I see you.?
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On 7/22/2020 at 12:44 PM, Mistress Kang said:
This is awful, e2e ?
Sorry Ma'am. Isolation breeds bad judgement.
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Hmmm..Maybe re-name your quarantined extra-frisky self Mistress Corona. She's restless and she will inspire your most 'feverish' fantasies. She will test you, that's 'positive'. You will ache for her. She will take your breath away and you will not seek relief through a ventilator. OK, not my best.
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On 1/1/2018 at 10:42 PM, Lilbitchbobby said:
Forgot her name but the chic from ncis. Is very kinky looking
Oh, 'Abby', meh. That goth/bettie page look is workable in your 20s and is too stereo-typically dommy for my taste. She just announced her retirement from acting this month.
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Very impressed but not surprised by your precautions and your cited sources. Always felt the Fortress was exceptional in its looking out for Dommes and Clients.
I was hoping to return to the Fortress at some point to see Mistress Jung but will wait till its healthier for all of us.
Stay safe and well everyone!
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Dear Ms. Jung:
I feel like Morpheus at the end of the Matrix trilogy. "I have dreamed of this day......."
You may remember me by my prior forum ID, JungsJewBoy?? So I guess I needn't explain how I feel about your return? LOL
Welcome back.
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On 2/4/2019 at 12:46 PM, Mistress Kang said:
What a coincidence, Mistress Rey and I were just talking about him the other day, how he's great with storytelling comedy and accents LOL
He really is good. Very different from Jon Stewart but he found his audience.
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1 hour ago, Mistress Kang said:
Hindsight is 20/20. I think you were right to request some time to think about it since HB IS a serious commitment. How can one agree to such a commitment on the spot with someone they just met. To answer so immediately without thought is by definition not taking it seriously. Sounds to me she may have felt personally slighted by the request to mull it over.
It is, agreed. It has always been my nature to take my commitments seriously but it has also been my nature to be eager to please , and deferential to dominant women. So, it's natural to think of that as a lost opportunity. To be truthful, looking back , even given more time I probably would have declined. Not for lack of interest but I don't think I was ready then. But she had an overwhelming presence, it was hard to think with a 'tractor beam' locked on you! I have always admired your very pragmatic nature, your clarity.
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Well, in terms of mistakes with a Domme, there's one that I particularly regret, MANY years ago I sessioned with a domme (NYC based) who has now been based in FL forever. We really connected and after the session she said she had a really good feeling/instinct about me and asked whether I had any interest in being her houseboy. She cautioned me that this was a serious commitment. Her prior HB had disappointed her by not realizing she must always be his top priority. She understood family and work obligations but if she called you she expected you to drop everything. I asked if I could think about it and she said 'No, it's not the kind of thing you can 'think about'. I have the open position. Do you agree to fill it?' I declined. Kicked myself for years!
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On 1/2/2019 at 12:17 PM, Footboi12171 said:
LA- doms more laid back
Chicago- has a great fetish scene and most Doms that do FTT
Vegas- very weak and not much of a scene
NYC- has great Doms but be careful they are not as sincere
Not surprised to hear that about Vegas. I suspect they have mostly 'escorts with whips' rather than dommes. As to NYC...'not as sincere'? Can you elaborate?.
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If I had to choose I would say British and German. For me, it's always been the tenor and tone of the voice as opposed to accents. Trevor Noah does a great set on accents - https://binged.it/2G4OIrH
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The J, O and I. Hmmmmm
- submissive formerly known as JJB
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Dannyboy, Been a while. So prosaic. Oh, and that's Mistress Ice Flo to you.