Dear Mistresses and subs,
This isn't really a question posed to the whole existentialism crowd. It is more of a question of why you do what you do. What main influences or factors or events drive you to be dominant or submissive?
What made the beautiful women here wish to become dominant? Was it out of being idolized by everyone you meet? Was it a desire for more control over your situation in a world that almost runs itself unopposed? Every story has an opening line, of course, how did Jessy Kang turn into Mistress Jessy Kang?
Is it a natural instinct to submit to someone? Or is it the pack mentality to follow? Or is it merely a raw manifestation of sexual urges? In a primary role I've always sourced my masochistic tendencies out of taking damage to myself to alleviate someone's rage or sorrow, I'd rather someone I care for strike me than strike themselves.
This isn't meant to be too probing, I'm just curious by nature. And when you're curious by nature you ask questions to satiate your curiosity. Maybe my view of the world is slanted, after all, I did make the domme who first broke me cry with seven words. I'm not emotionally jaded, I'm just experienced. And no, I am not a shielded individual, I know things that I wish never learned.
-Monokuro, Observer of a World in Black and White
PS: Mistress Choi, I don't think we'll end up meeting, we got new management at work. FML.