Confession

[Mistress Dalisay]

Being raised in a religious household had made me walk cautiously throughout life. I used to live as if judgment day would soon be upon me, but the temptation to freely sin haunted my mind with so many possibilities. Small acts of rebellion just didn’t settle my nerves…I wanted to see suffering.

What else could tastes as sweet as forbidden fruit? Even Eve was tempted to take a bite of the unknown.

And yet, a part of me still tells me that this is all so wrong. That I should hide in shame from what I’ve done.

But the euphoria is addicting; From each flick of a whip, to every bruise I inflict. I ascend deeper into this pit that contradicts what I should believe. And now I tell God to look at me, all of me, and accept who I’ve become.

I cannot change even if I wanted to. Would you? To give up this bliss just to agree with your past?

I am choosing to not live in the innocence I have left and I will be consumed in my greed for power that I’ve had the privilege to possess.

Mark my words; We will all suffer remarkably. Tell me, do you believe yourself worthy?

Edited November 8, 2025 by Mistress Dalisay

[applicant11]

3 hours ago, Mistress Dalisay said:

Being raised in a religious household had made me walk cautiously throughout life. I used to live as if judgment day would soon be upon me, but the temptation to freely sin haunted my mind with so many possibilities. Small acts of rebellion just didn’t settle my nerves…I wanted to see suffering.

What else could tastes as sweet as forbidden fruit? Even Eve was tempted to take a bite of the unknown.

And yet, a part of me still tells me that this is all so wrong. That I should hide in shame from what I’ve done.

But the euphoria is addicting; From each flick of a whip, to every bruise I inflict. I ascend deeper into this pit that contradicts what I should believe. And now I tell God to look at me, all of me, and accept who I’ve become.

I cannot change even if I wanted to. Would you? To give up this bliss just to agree with your past?

I am choosing to not live in the innocence I have left and I will be consumed in my greed for power that I’ve had the privilege to possess.

Mark my words; We will all suffer remarkably. Tell me, do you believe yourself worthy?

I am worthy. I am the sweet fruit of temptation.  I am pit of euphoria in which you ascend.

Hahaha

See you soon!

[Mistress Dalisay]

On 11/8/2025 at 4:34 PM, applicant11 said:

I am worthy. I am the sweet fruit of temptation.  I am pit of euphoria in which you ascend.

Hahaha

See you soon!

I now have high expectations. Good luck to you.

[applicant11]

9 hours ago, Mistress Dalisay said:

I now have high expectations. Good luck to you.

🤩🤩🤩

Show me with whips and bruises the magnitude of suffering you truly enjoy. I want to feel your appetite for sadism and bathe in the euphoria of pain.

If anyone else is curious, ask me and I'll report back how it goes 😆