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Growing up, I wasn’t exactly a model child 😛 Of course I would be disciplined like everyone else. Mine usually consisted of a few good hacks on the hand(s) of whatever was nearby; book, hanger, walis tingting, etc. ANYTHING they could get their hands on quick. I’m not quite sure if my pain tolerance just increased or I realized it was all just fear, but one day I decided that it could no longer scare me. So the next time I was beat, I stared directly into the depths of my aunt’s eyes with no reaction. Which of course caused her to beat me harder, but that was the day I realized that pain wasn’t so bad. I actually felt joy that I could withstand it! Now things turns a little psycho. Why did my mind shift to, “I wonder how everyone else would react to pain?”. And I was determined to get an answer. So my types of experiments included: *Sharpening my nails with safety scissors and scratching people in class. *Going in for a hug and trying to squeeze as hard as I could, even if it hurt me. *Getting volunteers to run over with those tiny cars. Yes, I did make a few cry. Did I feel too bad? No. Why? The one thing I realized was that kids kept coming back for more. They all wanted to challenge themselves. And I learned how much I liked seeing someone wither in pain. xoxo 💋

For the month of October, I have been watching a movie everyday that resonates “Halloween” for me. Spooky, gory, thrilling, etc! THIS MOVIE HOWEVER - made me queasy 🥴 THERE ARE SOME GREAT MONEYSHOTS IN THIS and it’s great for being an adaptation of a manga! If anyone has some movie recommendations for me to add to my spook-tober moviefest, please comment below!

I am going to be in NY for the marathon and set up my session with FF and seeing Mistresses Kang and Lovely. This is my first time seeing Head Mistress Kang and my second with Mistress Lovely (whom I saw when training). I am excited for this session but totally drawing blanks for inspiration. Definitely looking forward to session. Any suggestions for situations Mistresses Kang and Lovely enjoy?

Mistress Ito's photo shoot was so fun. My favorite set was the one by the lockers. These two photos have a very voyeuristic feel to it. Which one is your favorite? One of the few times that there is no wrong answer LOL https://www.fortressnyc.com/players/mistress-ito/schoolgirl-ito-gym-outfit-in-the-locker-room/ https://www.fortressnyc.com/players/mistress-ito/nurse-ito-latex-in-the-purple-room/ https://www.fortressnyc.com/players/mistress-ito/mistress-ito-office-lady-in-the-hallway/ https://www.fortressnyc.com/players/mistress-ito/schoolgirl-ito-leather-in-the-steel-room/

ITS YOU!!!! You're willing to let me get my hands on you again? Lol Maybe I’ll break you next time…💋

Had a great time with mistress dalisay, checked most things i wanted to explore and was very kind but strict. Knew to push my limits and always respected whenever I went yellow. Definitely looking forward to an extended mummification session where I could be teased and made to suck on anything I'm ready for more

You did well for a first-timer. Next time, I expect even less hesitation… and maybe no safe word at all. Until then, keep that promise and keep thinking of me.

I don't think I've been there yet, but I hope to experience it. I imagine it will feel like vacation.

I had originally booked a 2 hour appointment yesterday with Mistress Ito. But when I saw her in person, and saw how beautiful and commanding she was, I just knew I had to get more time with her. So I extended it to 3 hours. This was my first ever bdsm session, so I was nervous and didn't know what to expect. When she opened the door and walked in, I saw the most gorgeous woman I had even seen my whole life. She was wearing the exact outfit requested. She immediately ordered me on my knees and made me look up at her. I had mentioned in my emails that I wanted to speak to her before we started. But in that moment, kneeling in front of her, I forgot everything I wanted to say. But she was really patient with me and gave me time to express everything. I had requested an exploratory session going through a lot of fetishes and also wanted her to push my limits and test my tolerance for pain. Mistress Ito is REALLY good at what she does. She knows exactly what to say to you to put you in your place. She knows exactly how to pin you down so you can't move. And she knows exactly what games to play with your head. In the 3 hours we had together, she pushed every single one of my limits. She relentlessly inflicted pain on almost every part of my body until I was forced to say the safe word. In the end, I couldn't take as much as she wanted me to, so I promised her I would try harder next time. One of the most memorable moments from our session, at least for me, was when she helped me reapply a bandage I had on my finger. She went from cruel and sadistic, to gentle and caring, and then switched back like it was nothing. Also, she was a completely different person after the session. She had a cute, innocent that almost made me forget the cruel torture she had subjected me to just minutes earlier. Thank you Mistress Ito, for the most memorable 3 hours of my life. Like I said to you after the session, I will remember you forever. - Adam

Vacation for sure. I can’t say I always get there but when I do it’s an incredible feeling. The Head Mistress once sent me there so intensely, for about 5 hours after we parted I felt like I was in an altered state. I was absolutely insane.

11 years in and I still get nervous. Just don’t get cold feet. I feel like it’s a huge emotional and psychological step to actually enter into this world, but it’s worth it. You’ll regret it if you don’t go through with it. Honestly my earliest sessions were a bit stilted but were enough to keep me going. Over time you’ll get a sense of what works for you and what dommes you connect with. The more tome you invest in the experience the more you will take from it. Best of luck and welcome to the “scene.”

Every sub's dream to be at kitty's position

Don't know about sub space but I get domspace sometimes when using the whip🥹

You did a good job today! Don't forget to do your "homework" until next time

Hahahaha so real

I wish it was home. But it’s more vacation.

"I think I'm going to be shaking and trembling" Lucky you, that is a bonus.

With the right Mistress, it is more like returning home.

When a man’s greatest aspiration is self-aware sleaze, my job gets too easy. He degrades himself on autopilot.

This is me, when I walk into a session:

You want a side of fries with that? Tsk tsk, all that talk of ceding control…