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I sure hope you do ;))

Firstly, Mistress Varela was wearing a simple black outfit that was stunning. She walked in and immediately I felt comfortable. No effort needed even though my nerves were running wild after I walked in the front door of the building. I felt like I didn’t take as much as last time, but after seeing all the marks still left behind after getting home, I think I’m wrong lol. While I have many marks to remember her by from today, I wouldn’t need them because Varela is so good at what she does that she’s unforgettable.

The session today was amazing and while I feel like I didn’t handle as much as last time, I feel accomplished. I'm gonna have a few sore spots for while lmao

I don’t think there’s anything wrong with that. The domme/sub relationship requires a lot of vulnerability so having that seen and recognized by dommes and/or other subs can mean a lot for sure

I think we talked about this years ago. I HAVE seen, though not for decades. I thought it was legitimately great. Horror movie spoof of commercialism, and the scenes where the kid's brainwashed family are going to use force to make him eat it are for real scary! Kind of puts a weird spin on the session in retrospect.

Has anyone ever seen "The Stuff" (1985). It's one of the few movies my parents took me to see in a theater- why, IDK. I would have been extra amused if that Pink Fluff started oozing out of Useless Unicorn's face holes 😄

And now I have two green circles, neither from a Mistress. Green circles are the new blue balls.

Neither is this one 😂

Yes. Sorry this little green circle isn't from a Mistress.

Feels a bit ridiculous to admit this, especially at my age, but I definitely get an endorphin rush when I log on and see the little green circle at the top right hand corner of my screen. It means I’ve been seen, I’ve been approved, I’ve been recognized. And if a Mistress (especially if I’m thinking of a particular one) deems fit to either respond to me or to quote me, well, just call it a good day right then and there. Anyone picking up what I’m putting down?

Yeah, went for a run today on my lunch break so stretching tonight and tomorrow morning is gonna be key

Subspace is kind of like a vacation in a way lol

I feel your pain/excitement as I often get the jitters right after I book a session. It like “welp…there’s no backing out now”. Then I focus on the preparation in the days ahead. Stay limber, keep hydrated, eat healthy, always moisturize, etc.

Anticipation is part of the experience. Sorta like the period running up to vacation. (using “vacation” in a really stretched way in this metaphor)

I used to get them, but now my pre-session feels more like preparing an offering for a temple. Ritual cleaning, quiet travel, arriving on time, deep breaths, carefully removing clothes, kneeling and entering a sub space. More meditative than anxiety now. I sort of miss the giddy anticipation, but overall I think I appreciate this stage even more.

Absolute control. Just that feeling from the jump that you are in the presence of someone who is so completely and totally in charge. A stunning Mistress.

Ever watch a show and a gorgeous character shows up and you’re like “Oh, she is so sweet and … and warm.” And then you catch something in her eyes and you’re like “Wait, maybe not. There is something else there. She might be the cat burglar or the spy!” And then you’re like “No. I was wrong. She’s so genuine!” …and then she strikes. Anyway, that’s how being around Mistress Dalisay feels.

Ha! Well said.

Oh Mistress, you are much too kind and now all of those fun jitters just came rushing back lol