b.e.

I have been sessioning for over 10 years. Most of my sessions have been non-consensual roleplay. At this point they all are. I took about a year off and am back now in the hunt for a huntress. She:

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• Uses bondage to establish both maximum vulnerability and a sense that all struggle is pointless.
  
• Uses seduction and mind-control until her prey has lost all sense of being a 'victim'.
  
• Reverses her captive's notion of age differences; in this world, he is by many years her junior.
  
• Uses her captive's 'please don't' list to bring him further to 'the dark side'.
  
• Marks her captive with her nails, crop, and ropes so that he cannot forget in the days to come what has changed.
  
• Forces her subject to be celibate for a week before each session.
  
• May require other preparation as well, eg, sleeping in a slave collar she has selected, plugging, wearing a gag to remind him of what is to come.
  
• Uses black-mail to ensure her captive's return to deeper levels of mind-control.
  
• Knows that black-mail will soon be unnecessary.
  
• Will make him endure an 8-hour session if he ever asks for less than 2 hours.
  
• Knows that at a deep level he knows he is better off under her complete control in this area of his life and the rest of his life can flourish.
  

She is out there somewhere, hopefully fingering a set of cuffs and a roll of duct tape in her purse as I walk to the train in this frame of mind for the last time...