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  1. Developing a crush on one's domme! Hmmmm, nope, JungsJewboy has no experience with that. LOL

     

    Its perfectly natural, we make ourselves very vulnerable with these women and let them in to our most secret places.

     

    Helps that MJK has a talent for identifying smart, intuitive and wonderfully twisted wonen!

     

    The key to dealing with these crushes is keeping perspective and managing expectations. I never doubted that our interactions and the feelings shown in session were genuine but I had no expectation or wish to take it to a REAL TIME realm. My time at the Fortress was rarefied but very real to me.

  2. I had an attraction to dominant females from a very early age but my earliest memories were from middle-school. There were 2 girls in a disproportionately female class that consistently would pursue me and bully me and I remember there being that feeling, on both sides probably, that we were doing something naughty even if we didn't know why or how.

     

    The more imposing of the two kind of directed these episodes and her BFF ,a slighter petite girl seemed to be her 'hench girl'. Alot of me being made to kneel and look up at them and acknowledge that they were my betters. Alot of kissing their shoes and them sitting on me and punching me. Always ending with a warning that I better not tell anyone. These admonitions were reinforced by some very hard looks my way which I remember to this day. As I got older there were incidents with older girls who essentially 'molested' me. One girl stands out as she and her friend played strip poker with me. I was about 12 or so and she was almost 16. They both were better players and wore extra layers to avoid exposure if they hade a losing streak.

     

    At one point I was fully naked and assumed the game was over but was told only they could end the game and that since I had nothing more to take off I would need to do whatever they ask. Essentially, I did both girls chores for that day with them ocassionally goosing me during a lull in their activities. More soon.

  3. Most intense belt whipping I received ever was from a Kelly Payne. She has done mostly videos but when I saw her she had several subs.

     

    All sessions were in her home so it had a very 'domestic discipline' vibe. Theres generally something very maternal about a belt whipping.

     

    Of course, Mistress Von Deitz doing it would bring other archetypes into play for me. Wink, nudge.

  4. JJB:

     

    I didn't have a taste for Indian ladies until I sessioned with an Indian Mistress a long time ago. She is well known as Cyber and she is known internationally. It wasn't until later that I met this young lady as our waitress in an Indian restaurant. She was a Bangladeshi who bonded with myself and my significant other (and current ex.) She was also petite, pretty and a giving person. My fantasies about her frequently ran rampant but I never acted on them because it was dangerous. I did describe a vivid fantasy about her to Mina Jung and had her very much in mind when I first met Lahiri. I sessioned with other Indian Ladies on infrequent occasions but none ever equalled Cyber as a great Mistress in her own right. The majority of my sessioning years had me almostly exclusively with white Mistresses with perhaps a rare black or latina Mistress. It took years before I ever sessioned with an Asian Mistress even though I fathered a child with a younger Japanese student while attending college at night on the G. I. Bill.

     

    Could I possibly raise those fantasies with Ms. Shankar once she passes training? We'll see. As it stands my lady drains my energy, my portfolio, my patience and my essence. My dream come true is also my worst nightmare.

     

    Dannyboy

    Yes, I remember Cyber. Quite striking and intense looking.

  5. Is it weird that I've always liked the smell of newspapers? Same with the smell of gasoline, believe it or not. Also, new books.

    OMG. I think I finally found my scent twin. Not at all surprising. Old books too and jet fuel for me. Oh, and the smell of napalm in the morning.

  6. Oh, I had a terrible crush on a younger indian woman in my class when I was pursuing a masters.

     

    She was supersmart and rather bossy and I was besotted with her pretty quickly. Like most alpha females she had me pegged pretty quickly (no pun intended) and I was esconced in the submissive friend zone in short order.

     

    I've had an attraction to Indian women since then but not as vanilla GFs but rather to serve as a besotted little helper!

  7. Great pic.  Thats my idea of a power pose.

     

    One of my earlier GS experiences was with a Mistress Helga, a tall intimidating brit, at a place on 23rd Street called The Dungeons of Angel Stern.  She would start the session with me making her a cup of tea which I would enjoy second hand.  Might call the experience '50 shades of Earl Grey' !bada-bing.

     

    She used the plexiglass toilet box , on top of a bondage table,  and restrained my wrists.  Her seat of power framed in plexiglass and the silence of the enclosure intensified everything.  She waited for a while before letting her GS flow so there was quite a build up.

     

    Memories.... ahhhhh

  8. I have always strongly identified as a service-oriented submissive.  I found service to be very tranquil and calming too.  There's something about serving a woman unselfishly and being useful to her thats very satisfying.

     

    I've had some experience with this intermittently but more long term years back.

     

    In my mid-40s I served a woman in her late 50's.  We met through very vanilla sources but I think we knew the others nature very quickly.  Sensed it in our initial phone conversations and our first in-person meeting cemented it. It was a brunch with her, a colleague and me and in retrospect I was being 'vetted'.

     

    Before we left her colleague a few blocks later seemed to give her 'approval' of me non-verbally.  (if there's an interest, I'll share more.  This is not a 'story' thankfully)

  9. Having air stewardess fantasies, arent you? Tell me what would happen in that scenario. 

     

    Oh, so many things Mistress Rey.

     

    First, it would be a diverse group of naturally dominant stewardesses.

     

    Among them a mature eastern European who is clearly the mother hen and has taken the youngest of the crew, a very sweet looking girl next door type, a very wholesome brunette, under her wing.

     

    She tells her how to spot someone like me (As this goes on I'm locked in one of the lavatories').  Tells her to look for someone who has a hard time making eye contact with her, seems eager to help and be a good 'passenger'. 

     

    She brings her in to the tiny lavatory and as she grabs my face and tells me to open my mouth.  She says "OK, sweetie, this is the shallow end of the pool, be a dear and spit in his mouth."  She's clearly shocked and uncomfortable but also excited and with some coaxing obliges her mentor.  Now tell him to swallow it.  She does so, a bit timidly but when I do I see a light in her eyes and I know she will be a good apprentice to the older colleague.....

     

    Shall I continue?

  10. Oh my! Gulp.

     

    I can imagine a multiple hour session with the TS mistress. It would be a very bare bones (NPI) no role play, no tease and denial and essentially a Guiness Book level face fucking. The silent and relentless assault on my oral virginity (don't say it LOL) would be interrupted by multiple breaks for the mistress. None for me and before her breaks you gleefully assist her with the setting up of the F3 device, Fortress Face Fucking machine, so that there is no rest for me. Luckily you are somewhat moved by my plight and offer your spittle as lubricant which together with my tears makes things a bit better.

  11. Wow goddess Nia sounds intense! And uncompromising! How did your session go with her? I'm guessing you didn't get Plan B!

    I never sessioned with Nia, maybe I wasn't clear enough on that in my post. I like the uncompromising aspect of it, I must admit. It's not necessarily specific to FT either. The idea that you have no choice in the matter once you make the initial choice to have no say is something that is compelling. Particularly when you have doubts about your reaction to the activity.

     

    A Mistress Venus I saw somewhat regularly then knew her and found her too extreme and hard and Venus was no delicate flower herself.

  12. I don't have experience with full toilet service. Just GS. I'd be curious to see the responses to your posting from the Mistresses.

     

    No doubt there are some subs who have no hesitation to consume both GS and BS from the get go but I am guessing most are naturally hesitant.

     

    I remember years ago there was a Domme called Goddess Nia who was a very harsh mistress who was really into hard whipping sessions and heavy corporal.

     

    She made a point of saying that you had better be ready for a hurting if you booked a session. If you weren't into that or chickened out plan B was full toilet service.

     

    There too she was very clear that full toilet meant full toilet and full consumption. There would be no objecting to the consumption of all her waste products. Essentially, she would force you to eat her shit and if you refused she would beat you and you'd still be eating her shit anyway.

     

    Consequently, she got only clients that were very sure about what they wanted and what they could do. She scared the rest away.

     

    I remember actually following through with a Domme who did full-toilet but ultimately chickened out on my way there. She was based in the Bronx and her ad featured just text and a rendering of a standard toilet bowl. This was many years back

     

    We spoke and she was extremely seductive and she sensed my hesitation and encouraged me to talk it out with her. She clearly was really into it.

     

    When I checked in as instructed midway she alerted me to an update. She said it would be a bit more of an ordeal than I might have expected. She claimed that I would be serving her and 2 additional women ( which seemed a bit odd) She described the session as being straightforward. No conversation once one walked in the door. I would be escorted to the bathroom where I would be installed under a toilet box and would be used by her and her friends over the course of several hours. I was younger then and didn't fully know myself kinkiest yet but my guard was up and I bailed.

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