What do you think about this statement?
I think it is true to a great degree; of course there is a small percentage that falls out of the reach of this statement.
What would your life be like if you did not explore bdsm?
I would harbor more frustration & angst resulting in more neurotic behavior.
What has your open exploration of bdsm done for you, is it helpful? Therapeutic? Not effective?
Honestly, I have yet to find out, but just the thought of having my first session with you seems to free me of a few psychological, even physical, burdens.
When did you first realize your urge and how?
Since I was a child. I was aware of the uncertainty of reality. This may seem vague and confusing, but I could almost sense who I was going to be as a child. It was probably the hardships growing up that promoted this awareness of being. The rough brush of harsh reality. I would kind of meander in and out of awareness. It never solidified also due to the financial instabilities, and the bombardment of poorly understood religious dogma; the unstable experiences has delayed my step into self-actualization.
What drove you to explore it?
My desire to understand who I could be.
