Mistress Dalisay

I just couldn’t help myself! How else would I have found a willing test subject for my experiments?

MUWHAHAHAHHAHA I WOULD LOVE NOTHING MORE Please tell me how you best like to receive it?

Maybe I’ll make a little obstacle course for you. Your only goal is to not disappoint me ☺️

Growing up, I wasn’t exactly a model child 😛 Of course I would be disciplined like everyone else. Mine usually consisted of a few good hacks on the hand(s) of whatever was nearby; book, hanger, walis tingting, etc. ANYTHING they could get their hands on quick. I’m not quite sure if my pain tolerance just increased or I realized it was all just fear, but one day I decided that it could no longer scare me. So the next time I was beat, I stared directly into the depths of my aunt’s eyes with no reaction. Which of course caused her to beat me harder, but that was the day I realized that pain wasn’t so bad. I actually felt joy that I could withstand it! Now things turns a little psycho. Why did my mind shift to, “I wonder how everyone else would react to pain?”. And I was determined to get an answer. So my types of experiments included: *Sharpening my nails with safety scissors and scratching people in class. *Going in for a hug and trying to squeeze as hard as I could, even if it hurt me. *Getting volunteers to run over with those tiny cars. Yes, I did make a few cry. Did I feel too bad? No. Why? The one thing I realized was that kids kept coming back for more. They all wanted to challenge themselves. And I learned how much I liked seeing someone wither in pain. xoxo 💋

For the month of October, I have been watching a movie everyday that resonates “Halloween” for me. Spooky, gory, thrilling, etc! THIS MOVIE HOWEVER - made me queasy 🥴 THERE ARE SOME GREAT MONEYSHOTS IN THIS and it’s great for being an adaptation of a manga! If anyone has some movie recommendations for me to add to my spook-tober moviefest, please comment below!

ITS YOU!!!! You're willing to let me get my hands on you again? Lol Maybe I’ll break you next time…💋

Yes, I have plenty of pink ribbon for a big bow! We’ll be matching 🎀

As I’m heading to bed right now, I couldn’t help but be reminded about counting sheep. Instead of sheep, it’s you jumping over a fence and BAAAAing at me.

I said impress me. You’re going to have to take something as long as my arm.

Stuff another one in? Something tells me two toys aren’t enough for you. You may think that’s your limit, but that won’t stops from testing it out.

If I stuck a dildo on a wall and told you to “Show me what you’ve got”, how would you impress me? What are some tricks you might pull?

“SHAME” “Say it again.” “I FEEL SHAME” ——————————————————— Angel POV The day has come where I will face God himself. I cannot avoid the Heavens, fore there is no other place for me. Yet my world becomes dreary knowing that I must leave this place with all of my findings. Do I tell the truth? Does God not already know of my sins? If these are my wrongs, then why does it pull me into the abyss? It is all so foreign to me…yet all I crave. Feathers have slowly started to accumulate at my feet. What will I become if there is nothing left of me? Another falls right between my feet. It tickles my skin, causing me to take a step back just to feel another right under my foot. Looking down, there is a mass surrounding me. I look to my reflection to see that my wings are becoming sparse. The exposed skin sparks a rage inside of me. Stomping on to one feather after another, though it seems never ending as I’ve come to realize many more have decided to fall. I am not quite sure what was going through my mind in my brazen attack against myself, but once I glanced at my reflections again, I couldn’t help but stop in my tracks. My wings were almost completely exposed. My barren wings resembled a bat’s; thin and sickly. Just one touch and I’ve left it all tender. What have I become? What am I becoming? My train of thought is cut off by this ringing in my head. I am being summoned once more. How will I face God?

It is truly absurd that you’re keeping me waiting. You’ll just have to wait and see what I have in store once I get my hands on you.