Hehehehehe Those pics illustrate probably the most severe beating I've received at the FF to date;-) But the lovely, generous, sadistic attentions of both MT and MZ were directed to both the internal and external this time;-)
Sorry to hear about the turmoil you are experiencing at present. But it sounds like you've let go of some needless worry and that always brings a good measure of peace. And there's nothing like kick-ass cow bell to drive along a tasty beat!