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  3. Just want to say hi!

    in Fortress Guest Forum

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    Hi everyone, I just wanted to stop by and introduce myself as I'm new here.

    I've been in the BDSM scene for quite a while, but recently found out about the Fortress.

     

    I'm a 24 year old guy from Stockholm, Sweden who moved to NYC a few years ago for business.

    I don't want to write my life-story here, but glad to have found out about this forum. Everyone seems very friendly here. I'll definitely try to stay active here and come swing by the Fortress when I'm not busy traveling.

     

    Is anyone here active on Fetlife and does anyone here attend fetish parties/events?

     

    There's one event today called: CineKink NYC.

     

    Have a great day. :)

     

    Welcome to the forums...but a sub named god??? LOL 

  9. Favorite movie

    in Fortress Guest Forum

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    Its hard to say what my favorite film is but I recently re-watched The Dreamers.  I have actually seen this film a few times but something about it really appeals to me.  

     

    I found this Patti Smith (who I love) song set to scenes from the film.

     

    http://youtu.be/ujyWQW8AhiA

    Mistress Tran, 

    Your recommendation plus Patti Smith's musical contribution definitely make this one a must see!!!

  12. New Year's Eve

    in Fortress Guest Forum

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    Nope!  mZhao gave me a SUUUUUUUUPER COOOOOOOL EIGHT-FOOT-LONG PINK-LEATHER-SINGLETAIL-WHIP!!!  OMG THE BEST!  (thank you!!!! ;-D)

    I have yet to break it in, but WILL BE VERY SOON ;-)  Did I mention it's EIGHT-FEET-LONG?  Do you know how long that is?  It's like 3 feet longer than a 5 foot whip.  2 feet longer than a 6 foot whip.  You know my 4 foot singletail whip?  This one is FOUR FEET LONGER.  And PINK ;-)

    Warm and happy holidays to you and all the ladies!  Thanks for the schedule and hope to make a visit in the near future;)   

  14. Traveling mistresses?!

    in Fortress Guest Forum

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    That gives me an idea, Manpeach!

     

    I think it would be festive to decorate you (or whomever) up like a Christmas tree. Lights, bells, popcorn garland! Clip-on doves! And a massive pole to prop it up in case it droops!

     

    And for all the Jewish peeps out there, I would turn you into a Menorah. Hold 9 candles at once!

     

    Celebrating the holidays has just taken a turn into merriment for me!

     

    Excuse me Ma'am, Clips? :(  Could there be an ornament flesh hook option? ;) 

  15. Love Hotel

    in Fortress Guest Forum

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    I have never been to a Japanese love hotel but have been to one in Manilla;-) There are many in the Philippines. It was culturally fascinating for about a minute until the door closed behind us!!! Unfortunately, they didn't have Crisco on the menu!

  16. Altered States (aka subspace and beyond)

    in Fortress Guest Forum

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    Dear Mistress Zhao,

    This is a very interesting study about one of my favorite topics, pain or "extreme sensation" in BDSM play;-) I agree with the study that particular types of BDSM sensations can alter a sub/bottom's sense of reality and enhance the intimate connection between dom and sub;-) It is an experience that definitely transforms consciousness to varying degrees. Of course, we have several thousand years of spiritual/religious ritual practice to support this assertion. And in BDSM play, it often can forge deepening bonds of trust i.e. a sub can both demonstrate his obedience to his lady and abandon self and physical control to her will, wielding so precisely her whip or her cane! I definitely agree that this type of play can be thrilling and invigorating! Perhaps we can put this reaction to the test very, very soon?

    Humbly,

    md

     

  17. Freud

    in Fortress Guest Forum

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    Hi subs,

     

    While reviewing some of Freud's cases this week, I couldn't help but get attached to a statement he made in his Dora case.

     

    He says that fetishes, when repressed, lead to neurosis. To lead a neurosis free life, we can't repress that urge and must acknowledge, and confront it.

     

    With that, I'd like to know your answers to the below:

     

    What do you think about this statement?

     

    What would your life be like if you did not explore bdsm?

     

    What has your open exploration of bdsm done for you, is it helpful? Therapeutic? Not effective?

     

    When did you first realize your urge and how?

     

    What drove you to explore it?

     

    I would like to know as much info as you are willing to provide. Feel free to PM me if you have that privilege and don't want to share answers publicly.

     

    x Fei

    Thank you for the topic Ms. Fae,

    I think Freud certainly deserves his place as the father of modern psychology but his theories are antiquated and of course subjective. There is no real reliable evidence to substantiate the success of psychoanalysis as a mode of therapy. Of course his influence stretches much more widely then that, in literary and art criticism for example. His definition of fetish as rooted in the fear and desire present in the mother/son attachment differs considerably from the common understanding of fetish today. Still, there certainly is quite a lot of HOT material there for future role plays;-) I like the original meaning of the word fetish "an object of reverence we subscribe supernatural powers or irresistible powers to." No doubt that erotic self-discovery can be liberating and that repressing certain desires for clothing types, toys, or particular activities due to barriers of religious-based or other shame can cause distress or psychological discomfort. Thankfully we have this forum, the FF, and all sorts of support communities out there.

    I think there is a tendency to separate "fetish" from a more inclusive definition of what sex is. Power exchange is just another variation and a means to have a richer,, psychological charged experience to those who are so inclined. .

    Without kink and fetish exploration, I think things would have been a hell of a lot more boring for me ! I have been kinky and engaging in BDSM my entire adult life with a few primary and numerous other partners over time and so it has meant a lot of fun, personal exploration, and social connection. I think of myself as wired that way! For years, I didn't buy the idea that "fetish exploration" could be therapeutic in a lasting way but that believe has definitely changed over the past few years especially as I have played with MZ:-) . As another poster eloquently said, it is important for some not to over think attraction and the desire to explore erotic variation, but I have found the self-reflection on interpersonal dynamics and the freedom to play and express freely really valuable. Kinky and fetishist fantasies came along with my sexual awakening in my early teens. If this were a PM, I would go into much more detail but my desire for kink and to act those fantasies out was very strong. My first actual experience occurred around age 18 with a friend who was dating another woman and identified as lesbian. We found ourselves in her mother's outdoor hot tub one night and she began playing with and torturing my nipples. It went on for a long time and it was magical;) I loved both the torturous sensations and the power she had over me. That experience helped me begin the process of accepting that I wanted kink in my erotic encounters. I was quite the raging dresser when I was a young lad/lass;-) But when, despite my fear, I received my first few strokes of a single tail, things changed. I've never had a purely vanilla relationship actually. I eventually began to switch in the SM dynamic and gradually, as I have gotten older, explored the D&S dynamic. Its been at the FF that I have been free to explore submission in a deeper sense with some beautiful, devious, sadistic ladies over the years!

    　

  21. out of town

    in Fortress Guest Forum

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    At times, the internet can be such a poor conveyer of sarcasm, among other "tones".

     

    Are you asking about actual suggestions of nearby hotels? If so, it would certainly be something best addressed by email OK?

     

    [email protected]

    I appolagize Mistress Kang. I was definitely making an assumption in my cheeky reply.

  23. Playing with Mistress Tran

    in Fortress Guest Forum

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    Mistress Tran and I have played several times before, and each experience has been great. This one was especially so:

     

    When negotiating, I was going to correct a mistake I made in my booking email, and about 8 other things. Even as I started talking, I looked at Mistress Tran I realized she already knew everything I was going to say, so I shut up and trusted Mistress Tran to protect me. It began an amazing dynamic between us, and it felt like playing with a fellow kinkster with AWESOME skills rather than a professional mistress.

     

    Instead of drifting in and out of subspace, as I usually do, I stayed in the moment and participated as Mistress Tran had her way with me. Mistress Tran enjoyed this, and the more she enjoyed it, the more I enjoyed it, and the more deeply I submitted, and on and on. I found myself really loving things that normally wouldn’t, except Mistress Tran had fun making me do them, and wanted me to enjoy doing them for her. By the end, of our time together I would have been giggling had my mouth been free, and I was reduced to a happy, glistening puddle of goo.

     

    My only concern is that I was too spent to thank her properly.

    Jpcpat,As a long-time kinkster, I really enjoyed reading your review. I recently had the opportunity to play with Mistress Tran again after a long absence and surrendering to and remaining present through her sadistic whims is an experience to be treasured!! ,

  24. A Most Sadistic Picnic

    in Fortress Guest Forum

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    HAHAHAH we hid that sausage so well, along with a bunch of little "adult" chocolates and one strawberry, too!!

     

    Milk_dud, you're always so much fun and I just love having new devious experiences with you! Your mind and body are a fertile playground :D

     

     

     

     

     

    Why don't you share with us this very interesting definition??

    EEEEEEEEE...hehehehehehe...where the mind and body go, the heart is not far behind! Our picnic was so much yum!! As my mother used to say, "you know me like a book." I can't wait until next time!! And we are in the midst of BBQ season you know;) Thank you and the ladies for our sacred play.

    And that's a very interesting slang meaning of "kank"

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