forthebirds Posted March 28 Report Share Posted March 28 My first post. Thanks to Mistress Ree for her patient assistance with booking this week. And the same to Mistress Kang. Can't wait to meet Mistress Feng. I'm 53. My last SPH "session" was an IRL one in 1988 when I was 17. We had dated for a few months but the relationship ended within 1 minute of my boxers hitting the floor during what I thought was going to be my "first time." She definitely showed her savage side as soon as I showed my front side! I'm joking about the experience here but I can honestly trace back every bad decision I've ever made to that incident! Can anyone (mistress or member) tell me about SPH sessions at FF? Is there a member who suffered for a long time with some type of trauma or emotional pain but then created a new perspective on it with the help of a mistress(es)? Someone might want to recommend a psychotherapist to me now lol but I promise I'm exaggerating my expectations; I really just want to have fun with it. Any real improvement in myself and my life will certainly be a bonus! I'm sure I'll want other activities going forward, but as of now I'm hoping to receive a lot of verbal abuse and disgusted sneering in the first session. I thought of a possible therapist/patient role play where she listens, and is professional and understanding, but after "accidentally" seeing it, or maybe requests to see it (for insurance purposes? lol I like comedy too), she proceeds to betray my trust and the therapist/patient bond by criticizing me for my 'shortcoming'. Some vicious laughing could also be nice! (Not sure why I want to reenact this thing 3 decades later ha!) I have other ideas too but maybe later! Just wanted to introduce myself as thoroughly as possible. Honored to meet you all and thanks if you've read this far! Any thoughts, suggestions and/or stories are VERY welcome. Please feel free to ask any questions of me as well, even if personal ones. Bye! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mistress Angel Feng Posted April 4 Report Share Posted April 4 On 3/28/2024 at 3:31 PM, forthebirds said: My first post. Thanks to Mistress Ree for her patient assistance with booking this week. And the same to Mistress Kang. Can't wait to meet Mistress Feng. I'm 53. My last SPH "session" was an IRL one in 1988 when I was 17. We had dated for a few months but the relationship ended within 1 minute of my boxers hitting the floor during what I thought was going to be my "first time." She definitely showed her savage side as soon as I showed my front side! I'm joking about the experience here but I can honestly trace back every bad decision I've ever made to that incident! Can anyone (mistress or member) tell me about SPH sessions at FF? Is there a member who suffered for a long time with some type of trauma or emotional pain but then created a new perspective on it with the help of a mistress(es)? Someone might want to recommend a psychotherapist to me now lol but I promise I'm exaggerating my expectations; I really just want to have fun with it. Any real improvement in myself and my life will certainly be a bonus! I'm sure I'll want other activities going forward, but as of now I'm hoping to receive a lot of verbal abuse and disgusted sneering in the first session. I thought of a possible therapist/patient role play where she listens, and is professional and understanding, but after "accidentally" seeing it, or maybe requests to see it (for insurance purposes? lol I like comedy too), she proceeds to betray my trust and the therapist/patient bond by criticizing me for my 'shortcoming'. Some vicious laughing could also be nice! (Not sure why I want to reenact this thing 3 decades later ha!) I have other ideas too but maybe later! Just wanted to introduce myself as thoroughly as possible. Honored to meet you all and thanks if you've read this far! Any thoughts, suggestions and/or stories are VERY welcome. Please feel free to ask any questions of me as well, even if personal ones. Bye! I think there may have been some subbies who suffered some great emotional trauma due to SPH session but they’ll never tell us. 🤣 Or maybe they just love the trauma, who knows! A good perspective (if you have a small 🍆) is you can be better at other things. Good in areas like giving a foot rub or being a personal slave 😉. Either way, I can’t wait to see how this therapist session plays out. Will you be healed and come to accept your shortcomings or be tormented with the thought of having a small manhood forever 😈🤷🏻 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
forthebirds Posted April 4 Author Report Share Posted April 4 8 hours ago, Mistress Angel Feng said: I think there may have been some subbies who suffered some great emotional trauma due to SPH session but they’ll never tell us. 🤣 Or maybe they just love the trauma, who knows! A good perspective (if you have a small 🍆) is you can be better at other things. Good in areas like giving a foot rub or being a personal slave 😉. Either way, I can’t wait to see how this therapist session plays out. Will you be healed and come to accept your shortcomings or be tormented with the thought of having a small manhood forever 😈🤷🏻 Thank you Mistress Feng. Ha-ha your last sentence! And thanks for the hair in the emoji I look good! I worded that badly I'm not worried about being traumatized by a session (that ship sailed a long time ago!), I meant to say did anyone get cured of their trauma - or PTSD (Past Trauma from Small D) at the fortress. I love your idea of being good at other things that will serve. But I cringe at the thought of telling my stories to the therapist only for her to see how worthless I am and make me massage her feet or something 😈 I have a story (of course) regarding "getting good at other things" to compensate. I'm gonna come back and tell it later in case other readers can relate. Thank you again Mistress Feng. I am now confident that you will know what's best for me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
forthebirds Posted April 5 Author Report Share Posted April 5 This may serve as advice for others who have "little to work with." With regard to being good at certain activities to compensate for a Chapstick d*** (the girl from the story in my original post coined that term for me), we've all heard and read that a good tongue could compensate for a small 🍆 I was always happy to hear that because I loved doing that more than the actual deed! Got good reactions too. However, years later I realized that my being good at that ALWAYS made things worse in the end. As a matter of fact, the better I was, the worse it would end. One might say I was prepping her for an Indy 500 only to give her a Prius. It took stupid me decades to realize I was getting her wild only to move on to the next step having to say, "Calm down! Don't move or it'll fall out!" 😂 I grew to resent my own love for doing that and began to deliberately step down my game with foreplay. Just to not get her going too much, thus setting her up to want more than I had to give. Btw sorry ladies I'm already taken. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
job1617 Posted April 5 Report Share Posted April 5 BDSM is a great way to face trauma in an effective way. I recall a super intense session at the Fortress where I wanted to face the trauma of my abandonment as a child. My personal belief is trauma is something you never get over. It is something you come to terms with to move forward. The session in a safe space a the Fortress with one of the highly trained Mistresses was a help for me in coming to terms with it. I remember it to this day. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mistress Angel Feng Posted April 8 Report Share Posted April 8 On 4/4/2024 at 7:00 PM, forthebirds said: Thank you Mistress Feng. Ha-ha your last sentence! And thanks for the hair in the emoji I look good! I worded that badly I'm not worried about being traumatized by a session (that ship sailed a long time ago!), I meant to say did anyone get cured of their trauma - or PTSD (Past Trauma from Small D) at the fortress. I love your idea of being good at other things that will serve. But I cringe at the thought of telling my stories to the therapist only for her to see how worthless I am and make me massage her feet or something 😈 I have a story (of course) regarding "getting good at other things" to compensate. I'm gonna come back and tell it later in case other readers can relate. Thank you again Mistress Feng. I am now confident that you will know what's best for me. As a trauma therapist, I suggest we dive deeper into these stories to find the best solution to these issues 🤓 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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