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After years of lurking I yesyesterday finally broke my fortress verginity with a 2 hour session by the amazing mistress lovely. She led the session like a perfectly tuned orchestra making sure to include all my interests while staying in role and putting me totally at ease. She is absolutely breathtakingly beautiful and sweet at the same time. The fortress was so clean andgreatly equipped with everything we needed. I hope to be back soon.

I guess I don’t have much of a poker face, Mistress. It did make it hard for me to stay in role though when I just fell so deep into worship. (Maybe I’m just not good at role play.) Although having to admit a few of my sins before you was deeply humiliating and amazing! Almost as incredible as the punishments. (Almost.) I can only pray your aim never improves. 🙏🏼🙇🏻‍♂️

Ford 🥺 I can’t believe I just saw this! Our time together was something that I’ve been anticipating for so long! I’ll never forget the look on your face as our eyes met. The look of desperation and adoration….it’s different on you. It haunts me in the best way.

The breaking and whimpering usually come from pain. The humiliation comes from the whimpering when I’m unable to stop even when the mistress makes fun of me for it or tells me to stop.

When done sadistically, tickle torture breaks me. What adds to the humiliation is that something that is seemingly so gentle and harmless can turn me into a writhing, helpless, begging lump of laughter.

Disobeying instructions, but a heartfelt response: The first memory your post triggered was of a session where I wasn't completely shattered, but the humiliation has stayed with me to this day (longevity instead of completeness). I had a session with a Mistress, throughout which she remained fully clothed. After the session ended, we were talking. She was headed somewhere else. As she changed clothes while we chatted, she casually removed her top, baring her breasts. In a vanilla context, a woman who does this is sending a strong sexual signal to the man. In my case, of course, there was no question of any such implication. Instead, her implication was that she didn't need to act as if a man were present. I didn't even count. I experienced it as being more humiliating than anything she had done in session.

I think when I can’t do the task I’ve been given. Like, here I am being a pathetic little submissive, and I can’t even do that right. It makes me twice as eager to do whatever I’m told and try to do it well.

Getting mocked and verbally humiliated by a woman makes me fold like a wet tissue…being degraded and humiliated breaks down the barrier for me to submit to anything.

Share a memory or thought! What’s one thing that breaks you? When I say break, I mean completely shatter your ego and turn you into a whimpering sub.

🤭I'll be your "Pokémon trainer"

adapt a new mantra "be head pat worthy be head pat worthy"

Ahhhhhh I never get a head pat😨

I’ve never been so happy to lose a vote.

I always start my sessions eyes to the ground. When she told me to look up at her, and I looked up into those eyes piercing down at me. A knowing smirk, framed by Angel wings. I knew I was done for. And I was done for. I felt it rushing up through my body from toes to ears. Total, immediate submission. Whacked, stretched, pushed, pulled - a dirty, pathetic lump of clay in her perfect hands and feet. Mistress Dalisay knows exactly how to make you feel perfectly comfortable with turning yourself completely over. A wry twinkle and a big … stick Now I have to work on myself to get ready to do even better for her next time. And I need to be better for her, because she is legendary.

Mistress Kildare: I didn't know that. Thank you. That tips the scales for me. Fascinating as Les Preludes by Franz Liszt was prominent in the earlier Flash Gordon era and is still one of my classical favorites. Movie soundtracks are sometimes more enjoyable than the film itself. Dannyboy

Had a session a while ago with Mistress Ito and I still think about it. She was absolutely beautiful in person and knew exactly what buttons to press and how much pain to inflict - definitely gotta work on taking more pain for her haha. Only wish it was more than 1 hour I won’t make that mistake again for sure!