SlaveD

No, never! I can't even look. I'm too much of a sissy.

Hips... closely followed by eyes, hands, hair, breasts,clitoris, feet, tongue, vagina, legs, armpits, eyelashes, navel, ears, anus, elbows, nostrils... Why? Because I like 'em.

No assholes and no armpits? My two favorite spots... and between the toes, of course

Dannyboy says, "I'm worth more dead than alive." This is not a healthy thought. Willy Loman felt the same way, and he ended up killing himself. Maybe you should reconsider.

What do I think of this statement? The first part of the statement, I'm in total agreement with. We're all as sick as our secrets, so when we repress an urge, in this case, fetishes, it leads us to cover-up and hide who we really are, and this will cause us a great deal of anxiety (I can't let anyone know who I really am) and over time, neuroses. I'm applying a simple dictionary definition of neuroses... "excessive, irrational anxiety and obsession which leads to an interpersonal maladjustment." No human being is anxiety-free, as someone a lot smarter than me once said, "Anxiety is the fundamental mood of existence." Yes, that's the difference between living things and inanimate objects. "I'm anxious, therefore I am." But one doesn't want to be so overwhelmed with anxiety/neuroses that one can't function in society. The second part of the statement, I agree with the part, "We can't repress that urge (fetish), and must acknowledge and confront it." The more you're in touch with who you really are, the more content (I refuse to say happy) and, hopefully, the less neurotic you'll be. But a neuroses-free life? Since you've just read it, I'm sure Freud said it, but in my readings of Freud (many moons ago) I remember him saying that psychoanalysis couldn't "cure" anyone, but it could take someone who was "depressed to the point of suicide" and lift them up to the level of the "general unhappiness" which is the human condition. But we're talking about BDSM, and I'd be very neurotic if I didn't live-out my submissive urges, because I've always felt profoundly inferior to women (probably because when a woman turns-me-on, she has incredible sexual/emotional power over me), and submitting to that power is an absolute turn-on for me. My exploration of BDSM is definitely therapeutic. The last two questions... When did you first realize your urge and how? And what drove you to explore it? Well, I could write a very detailed report on the evolution of my submissive tendencies, but it would be very long and this is not the place. Perhaps, you'll make it my next homework assignment?

Okay, Ms Kang, you win, I give-up, (and you didn't have to grab my balls to make me say that) Korea? I would've never thunk it, but the facts prove you right. I said "a few" Brazilian women, as in two or three. A "bunch" makes it sound like I'm holding court with a dozen women. I wish I could but I'm not that cool. Why am I with them? Let's call it business related.

I've heard, many times, that Rio is the #1 cosmetic surgery capital of the world. Till I read otherwise, I'll stick with Rio. I've been to Rio more than once, and if you're having lunch with a few middle-aged Brazilian women, it's like being on the upper East Side of Manhattan. "I would love to smile, but I CAN'T MOVE MY FACE!!" Asian women are mucho beautiful, whichever country they come from.

At first I thought I'd get quickly bored (I'm too old for this silly shit) but I actually loved watching this (so much that I watched Things Asian girls Love & Hate). Though the focus was on Asian girls in their 20s, I still thought a lot of it was very funny. As far as FF women are concerned: I've been with Ms Tran many times and fitness/sporty seems right. Yappie? Foodie? I don't know, I think of her as a superstar dominatrix who immediately puts me in my place and loves to ridicule my "perverted tendencies" (her words). Ms Koi... she's so incredibly cute that on the surface she may seem "good," but in session "she bad" and that's made my sessions with her GREAT. "Geeky?" I guess you know her better than I do, but after a couple of sessions with Ms Koi, "geeky" is the last thing I'd call her. I've only had one session with Ms Lu (with Ms Koi) and she seemed like a "Good Asian Girl." Though she took a paddle to my ass (and balls) and made me say "mercy" a couple of times, most of the session she was soothing me as Ms Koi tormented me. She became my "good" mommy while Ms Koi was the "bad" mommy. It was a spontaneous fantasy that was a lot of fun. I'm having my first session with Ms Fei next week and if she's a "Brainiac" our chemistry may be real good. A teasing and tormenting "Brainiac" would be perfect. I haven't had a session with Ms Zhao. Maybe I should. Tran and Zhao... who would be the boss?

The first session I had with Mistress Ahn a few years ago, I stood up as she entered the room. She quickly approached me, grabbed me [so hard], and yanked me down to the floor, saying "What are you doing on your feet?" After that, I was always on all fours when Ms Ahn entered the room.

When I was very young, I was always attracted to bossy girls... even when I was eight or nine, I remember that my skin tingled when a girl spoke fresh to me... I didn't know why, but I liked it. When I was in the 8th grade, I guess I was 14, I was in the gym and I walked by a group of girls who were wrestling. I watched them for a while.This one girl, a real tomboy, Erica, was winning all the matches. The other girls started to tell Erica that if she thought she was so strong, she should wrestle a boy, and they all pointed at me. I felt embarrassed, but before long I was on the mat, facing Erica. I was bigger than her, and we were both wearing t-shirts and gym shorts. She rushed at me and shoved me. All the girls were cheering for Erica, and when she shoved me again, I grabbed her arms and threw her down on the mat. She didn't like it and jumped-up and we grappled for a few moments till I grabbed her and threw her down on the mat again. I got on top of her and I was trying to pin her when her hand came up between my legs and grabbed my crotch and squeezed it as hard as she could. It HURT LIKE HELL and I couldn't pull her hand away and I started begging her to stop. Finally, she let go of me and got up, leaving me on the mat, laying on my stomach, holding my balls. All the girls stood around me, laughing, telling Erica she had really kicked my ass. And for the next month, whenever one of the girls passed me in the hallway, they'd grab their crotch and ridicule me. I didn't know why, but it was a big turn-on... and forty years later, I still think about it sometimes, and it still turns me on.

Femdomopoly! I love it! Face-sitting... that's punihsment? Punish me all night long!

I'm a sub, a masochist, and I've always derived the most pleasure in my sexual relations when the woman is assertive, makes sexual demands on me (like a lot of oral sex), controls my balls, my orgasms, and everything else about my sexual pleasure. But I've had a few (very few) relationships where the woman has needed me to be the top. One particular "relationship" comes to mind. I was in my mid-twenties (yes, still young and cute), and the woman was close to 40 (she never told me her real age). Well, one night we were in a bar together and she asked me to come to her place for a "cup of coffee." It wasn't really about the coffee, and before long we were hugging and kissing and touching each other. A little while later we were in her bedroom, and I had my face between her thighs, feeling her pelvis moving, her excitement building, when suddenly she froze. I wasn't sure what happened, I thought maybe she'd had a tepid orgasm, but then she said, "Do you have fantasies?" Well, my whole life's a fantasy, so we started talking and she told me she couldn't have an orgasm without first getting a good spanking. I felt terribly awkward, but before long she was lying across my lap, and I was spanking her ass. Later, in the sixty-nine position (her on top), she had a very intense orgasm. This relationship went on for several months. At first, I spanked her with with my hand, then I used a ping pong paddle. When I was down on her, she'd often say, "Give me pain" and I'd bite her thighs, and her stomach, up to her breasts. I'd bite her hard and she'd twist and moan with pain. She never did have an orgasm without a good painful spanking. Eventually, we drifted apart, but even now, many years later, I think about it and get aroused. I guess there's a sadist lurking somewhere in this masochistic soul of mine.

I recently inquired about a session with Ms Ko and was told she's retired.

Ms Ree... You look SUPER HOT!!! I can't stop looking at your large thick nipples, your dark demanding eyes. I love the photo of you with your arm over your head... Slave D

Mistress Jung says she could take a hundred shots to the balls? It's easy for her to say, since she doesn't have a ball-sack dangling between her legs. When I had my session with Ms Ree, she tied-up my balls so tight, they turned blue, and then she slapped and paddled and kicked and squeezed them till I was passing-out. With my balls tied-up, there wasn't any give, and after twenty (she didn't stop there) shots, I was near to collasping and passing-out. Mistress Ree is a class-A ball-buster. I walked around with a persistant ache in my groin for days after our session. Slave D

I'm assuming Ms Zhao took these photos, and all I can say is that the artistic quality of Ms Ahn's pictures is astounding -- they should be in a major magazine... these pics are so sexy that I've already done what Ms Ahn has watched me do many times... I'm sure that by the time the weekend rolls around, I'm going to be quite sore. Thank you, Ms Ahn, for being the drop-dead gorgeous goddess that you are... and thank you, Ms Zhao for your wonderful talent... and, of course, thank you, Ms Kang, for allowing us to view it all. SlaveD

Ms Ahn... I can't get too graphic on the Guest Forum, but I'd love to see you and Ms Zhao in a serious, no-mercy ball-busting scenario. SlaveD

Ms Zhao... I'm sorry for not getting back to you sooner, but I was away for the weekend. If you want to use my balls for your photo-shoot, they're yours. Just tell me what to do to make it happen. SlaveD

Requests for a photo shoot? I've sesssioned a number of times with Ms Ahn, and nothing turns me on more than some serious ball-busting... I'm sure I'm not alone. If you could include a ball-busting sequence in your photo-shoot, I'm sure it'll be much appreciated by your fans. SlaveD

I've written reviews of my first two visits with Mistress Ahn (in the Devotee forum), and I've seen her since, so I know that a sub's tolerance level has to be high to fully enjoy her talents. She's the perfect mistress for me -- tall, slim, beautiful, and fully equipped to administer the sort of pain and discipline I need. I try to please her... it's not always easy... but at the end of our last session, I heard her laugh and say, "Quite a show!" So, I think I may have finally pleased her. What tickles me most about her are the conversations we have after our sessions. Though she's a very demanding, no-nonsense mistress, she turns into a shy little girl while we talk -- averting her eyes and giggling nervously as we discuss simple everyday things. It endears me to her. I'll be seeing her again, soon. Good luck, subDC1, you'll need it! My girl's gonna kick your ass! Slave D

Ms Ahn... I sessioned with you on Tuesday, Jan 27, and I can tell everyone that your tan was deep and delicious and that it was obvious you hadn't done any topless sunbathing while in Brazil... I'll go into some luscious details about our session in the Devotee Forum... all I'll say is that I think I've found the mistress I've been looking for. SlaveD

Hi Mistress Ahn... I'm going to have my first session with you on Tuesday, Jan 27... I'm a very experienced submissive hoping you give me some impossible rules to follow... can't wait. SlaveD