Phred

As it turns out, I'm really starting to love this kind of pain. Weird, I know, but I guess that's why we're here. It was very painful, but I actually had a wonderful, restful sleep that night. To me, for some reason, the pain is so comforting and relaxing I just feel so calm and stress-free after a session. Hope this makes sense.

There was one point late in the session when MJK went back to flogging me (about an hour after she took that picture). I was having some difficulty with it, but she would alternate a series of strikes on my butt with lightly caressing my back and saying a soothing "Shhhh....". Extremely powerful moment in the session, very incredible and kept me in the game and focussed. I can't stop thinking about it and need it more than ever .

There's nothing weird here Phred, unless it involves an unwilling participant of any kind. Thanks for sharing that and I can picture MJK just as you describe it, and I can surely imagine you had difficulties with it. It's all a great therapy away from the day to day stresses in life.