Giving up control to my mistress. To be told what to do, how to act, what to feel and what to think. To step away from my persona, responsibilities and belong to another. To flush power and energy from my being and offering it to my mistress. And, in the end, hoping the sacrifice of my dignity is of use to my mistress.
Manpeach, you deserved the name. Great Name. You and Mistress Zhao have a great relationship. I would like to develop something similar but am note sure how to achieve it. Time will tell.