Giving up control to my mistress. To be told what to do, how to act, what to feel and what to think. To step away from my persona, responsibilities and belong to another. To flush power and energy from my being and offering it to my mistress. And, in the end, hoping the sacrifice of my dignity is of use to my mistress.
Manpeach, Mistress Zhao is definitely deserving of the little poem you wrote. It captured so much about her qualities. I know its late, butI may write some music to it, and see how it comes out!!