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i believe the proper response is ... whatever way you desire Mistress Kang ... whatever way. after all you are the Head Mistress (k that was a bit cheeky)

great topic. i have struggled with shame my whole life. unknowingly for many years. i didn't understand it. how it worked. but when shamed. it would wash over me. i felt it. all over my body. i'm a fan of Brene Brown. her research recently into shame is pretty amazing. i feel like i've got a good sense of it. what triggers it. how it shaped me. how i have been dealing with it of late. i love being degraded. humiliated. esp for my tiny penis. i actually do have a tiny penis. not one of those amazing 7 inch cocks that call themselves small. lol. but outside of this i know shame all too well. mine is body image. fat. when i drink i get fat and i have been getting fat. if someone even jokes about my weight i lose it. its def my shame trigger. but shame can come out of left field and you might not know or see it coming. you can try to defend against it. for ex. i can join the gym and try and be the fittest guy in town. but in the end. shame will still crack thru plus i'll be exhausted and unhappy because i'm not truly being true to myself ) .. in the end .. its let go and let YOU!! as is ) ps but you can mock my tiny penis anytime anyway )

a few buddies of mine rented "long dong silver". we were around 17 at the time. i recall it well to this day. video started with some oral pleasure. as you can imagine. long dong lived up to his name. after a few minutes the camera moved to her vagina. suddenly something started to poke out. i started to laugh. i looked over at my buddies puzzled faces and said. you do know what that is? haha. it took them a few minutes to figure it out. ahhh .. buddies

great question ) the answer. i recall vividly!! it was an early morning Personal Training session. my trainer Robyn almost shrieked as she noticed and pulled my shorts up on my thighs asking "what the hell happened?" she was shocked by the deep purple bruises. i brushed it off by saying i was playing some ruff sports. but i wonder .. did she buy that excuse?? hmmm .. i wonder? i do wonder.

Mistres Kang! Great Topic!! Who was the first Mistress you sessioned with? her name was Miss Lelani Luv. Vancouver BC. i was a late bloomer. in my early 30's. we would session almost daily. she took over my penthouse downtown Van and would session with subbies. i was gimped out on a very regular basis. Miss Luv was an Asian Amazon Goddess! sadistic streak for sure. wow. memories!! Who was the last (most recent) Mistress you served? last (most recent) Mistress & Master. a couple from Chilliwack, BC. retired now. although they have live ins still. it was a dream. we had monthly parties. i lived as a sub 24/7. tied up at night on a lil foam mat next to their bed. a subs dream experience. i cannot even explain. take a book to tell this story! i was in my early 40's at the time. How did you find her? found one on ALT. and the other on an kink site i can't recall. Why did you choose to serve her? in a way. they both chose me. i was seeking. they opened the door and i walked thru. Where did you session (city? country? dungeon? apartment? hotel?)? my apartment initially. but i've sessioned in hotels. their spaces. rental spaces. parties. woods. lol. most of my experiences have been in Vancouver. BC. If these are two different Mistresses, how do they differ? Do their differences reflect your own growth/changes in BDSM? my second Mistress was an experienced and thoughtful. my first. young. not as gifted in the craft. but extremely exciting and fun to be with. i have settled into my submissive self. i know what i am now. both added to that. shaped that. made me the slave i am today. well .. sissy sub!! hugs itty

and once i get the shoes, corset and wig on ... watch me prance!! pantyless of course

dizzy just thinking about it. nothing is more frenzy inducing as having makeup applied to my face. nails painted. prancing around in heels. oh my!!

one of my top fantasies actually! for Mistress to tattoo all kinds of naughty things all over my body. all for her amusement and pleasure! oh how i want .. i did have a Dom a few years ago who requested i get the letter "M" tattoo'd just under my balls. so while she banged away with my legs up over her shoulder she could she her mark. unfortunately some time passed and she died. rip Vics. miss her.

congratulations on the move! look forward to seeing the new space )

yikes ... lol

really?? nobody watches the walking dead?!?

once on an episode of CSI (the original series) Grisom visited a Dungeon and at one point in the episode he said to the Mistress .. "the submissive is the one in control" hmmmm ... that was years ago and i still reflect on it ... pensive thought

ummmm .. anyone watching the season finale this Sunday? anyone ........

where did he put the salami ... i'm a lil confused

I love the 80's!! I started to teach aerobics in 1988!! I actually came across a photo set today on C-Heads Magazine and a website that offers Authentic 1980's freestyle aerobics still .. in Australia!! let's see if I can post a link .. not sure I know how .. heehee retrosweat.com.au )

alas ... the guilty pleasure!!! spicy Italian sausage, all you can eat sushi, youtube full movies, small penis humiliation porn

Mistress Zhao's eyes ... her hypnotic eyes!!

dead poets society be true to yourself. and if you can't be. just shoot yourself in the head right? freedom!!!

bravo james .... bravo

fetlife is pretty empty ... as is most social networking. i guess i'm tired of people not being real ... i want real. guess i'm just testing the waters .... looking for like mindedness

certainly didn't intend for it to be cryptic. i'm a simple man. simple queries. are you real or are you something else? person vs personality. often people fake their way into others lives simply to suck the life out from under them. spanks for the fakes!! kisses for the reals!!!!

in all our adventures kinky or otherwise .. can it be said that the personality out shines the person seen bare before us? and if not so ..... what must become of this person?