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Going through the mad minute in the Fortress with a cane forever scarred me. I love and fear the cane at the same time.

Abandoned child kept in the basement for the sadistic pleasure of my captor. The emotional torment of being alone combined with torture makes for good stockholm syndrome.

Realizing you are powerless is a feeling of complete freedom. I need not be concerned about anything in my former life. Everything is now at the direction of my Mistress. I no longer have to think. I merely obey. My feelings are of complete trust and safety for her to take me on this journey. She controls my thoughts. She dictates my actions. Only when I am powerless I am truly free.

As a first timer I recommend a list of the things you want to explore. It does not have to follow specific scenarios unless that is what you want. When I started It was 2-3 things I wanted to try and then grew with more experience. Keep it simple with what you like. Two hours may be good for a first time. The Fortress Mistresses are excellent communicators. You will have time to get to know them. Share your interests. Then go at a pace that is comfortable for you. I am glad you are taking the plunge. Nerve racking but a lifetime of rewards await. Good luck!

Harsh words can crush a sub even more than any physical instrument. I love verbal humiliation.

I am shy but most Mistresses are intuitive. They can see right through me. They know my darkest fantasies and wield that knowledge.

I usually role play but have never quit in the middle. I don't use a detailed plan. Just an outline so my MIstress can take it where she wants to. I find that works best.

The Piano Teacher and The Night Porter.

A reverse of the film The Piano Teacher would make a good role play.

I am willing to go through what MIstress Kang calls the mad minute. Fast unrelenting cane strokes for one minute. I went through it once and I was completely shattered afterwards. All to hear my MIstress tell me I was a good boy.

I recommend booking an hour since this is your first time. The ideas you mentioned could absolutely be fulfilled in that time. I would communicate those ideas in an email or phone call. The Fortress is superb at pairing you with a Mistress if you don't have one already. My advice is to go slow and let is build organically. Your Domme will go at the pace you set. There are also words you can use to slow down or stop if things get intense. We have all had a first time. Good luck! Life is too short to not experience all it has to offer.

I love being spat on or directly into my mouth. It is so hot and degrading. I also have done mastication at the Fortress where a Mistress chewed fresh fruit and spat it into my mouth. To be fed with her bodily fluids was a HUGE turn on.

Pray to whatever deity you can if that gives you some solace. You will be crushed regardless. Acceptance of that is probably the way to go.

I love seeing myself in the mirror to be reminded of what I truly am when stripped down physically and emotionally.

I love being watched. At a BDSM party I was whipped while many stood around cheering. I felt like I was being used to entertain them while being naked and vulnerable. At a swingers party I enjoy watching as much as being watched by others.

Very important. After a session sub drop comes quickly. I become very cold and need a towel or blanket to keep me warm. I need to be held for reassurance that everything is okay. Water is also a must. BDSM play brings out very traumatic emotions of my mother who abandoned me when I was 8 years old. I often role play scenarios of angry/disappointed mother. Positive uplifting words can bring me back from the brink of tears.

Being blindfolded and put in a cage had my senses at a 10. I could her her moving around in her heels in heightened anticipation of what was going to happen neck. I remember not hearing anything for a while. Then with a stick she violently poked and prodded me in the cage. With no place to go and no sense of what was going to happen next I was never so frightened and alone. Of course this was at the Fortress. If I was not now disabled I would like to come back.

Heels are just incredibly sexy on a woman. Such a turn on to see a woman tall and confident in them. Being commanded to remove her heel to kiss or rub her feet is hot AF

Mistress Varela oozes strength and power. That comes through in just pictures. I can only imagine what she is capable of under the tutelage of Mistress Kang. Welcome to the Fortress! Male egos will be splintered.

Give a call to the Fortress. Mistress Ree is excellent at pairing you with a Domme who would fulfill your fantasies. You have nothing to lose with a conversation. Good luck to you! Remember, life is to short to not have your desires fulfilled.

Thank You for the kind words. I doubt I look amazing. lol. I have a thin frame. There is an absolute difference in how I feel physically and mentally by cutting out all processed food and dedication to fitness.

Five mile walks five days a week. 100 sit ups per day. 5 sets of planking for one minute. Farmers walk with fifty pound dumbells five times until failure. High fiber diet so I consume less calories. Since Aug 1 I have lost 36 pounds.

Before the session starts the Mistress will go over any interests or session requests in your initial email. Then you both can communicate any further interests you would like in the session along with the all important safe word. You are in good hands. The Fortress Dommes are the best in NYC. A reputation rightfully earned. I need to return but a physical injury limits me.

My experience is when you call or email they can make a recommendation based on your skill level. Either way you are going to have a memorable first time. All the MIstress's are specially trained in all aspects of BDSM. Whether you are a beginner or long time you won't be disappointed. I have been to the Fortress about ten times myself over the year. This is where you want to be.