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Sounds like a plan. I think I have an idea for my "baptism."

I would love a Fortress Mistress to torture me into accepting Christ as my lord and savior. Lot's of caning as I repeat the prayers begging for mercy. Any other Mistress' interested in being a nun or a Catholic School/CCD teacher?

The Fortress is by far the best in NYC. Whether you are first timer or a veteran player expect to have a memorable experience. I have been playing for 10 years and the Fortress is now my only play spot.

I remember when Mistress Zito chewed a peach and spit it into my mouth through the cage. I can't remember feeling so helpless. Like a little bird begging Mommy for food.

The Return of the King! Welcome back.

I think that is common because BDSM is a very emotional experience. Sub-drop usually takes place up to three days after session. There are feelings of sadness, anger, resentment and fear. It comes from the sense of letting go what you hold inside. My latest session with Mistress Zito dealt with some very personal issues. The next day I had a lot of flashbacks. The next week I felt so much better for sharing this part of myself with someone.

Super excited to see the new location! The Fortress always does things top notch.

Prayer. lol Be open. Let all resistance go. Trust her to take you on a journey. Oh, and be on your hands and knees when she first arrives. Head bowed. Shows respect. I'm seeing her tomorrow and cannot wait!!!

Awesome! You definitely should have a special session for your return! I can't want to read the review of that one.

Lonewolf! All my hopes for a quick recovery. I know what you are going through since I was recently cleared in early June. The Fortress would not be the same without you. Please continue posting on the Forum if you can.

Can Mistress' themselves be a fetish?

Booking are the best at recommending a Mistress. They have done it four times for me since I started and never let me down. Give them a call or an e-mail. They are the best customer service I have experienced in my ten years in BDSM.

Steel Room. I like seeing the instruments of my demise. Tatami Room because its elegant looking knowing I can't escape.

Beautifully put.

During an intense interrogation scene when the Mistress went out to get something, she said the others in the dressing room commented on how loud we were. She was beating me with a single tail while my arms were bound on a spreading bar. The comments only made her hit me harder. That look in her eye I will never forget. My most intense scene next to Mistress Katz using the twins on me.

That is what I mean by getting "clean." Besides the extra long shower, making sure I have an enema. Strap on play is a big part of my sessions so being clean inside is my duty.

Hi Rick! Welcome! I remember how nervous I was the first time. Thank goodness the first domme I saw was excellent with beginners. One thing I will recommend is to always communicate. Let her know how you are feeling. Keep the safe words in mind. Let trust build up naturally. The Fortress Mistresses will see you through. I hope you have a wonderful first session. Please share how it went.

Nerves are great. To this day I still get the nervous butterflies in my stomach as I make my way to the Fortress. Everyone is so nice you will immediately be put at ease. We all look forward to hearing your story.

I'm so happy you had a great first time. As hard as it may be to believe, it gets better and better.

I get myself clean first, shower extra long. I dress as if I am going to meet with clients. My belief is if you look good then you feel good! On the train down, I start letting go of all the control I have in my life. I imagine myself naked, obedient, and submissive at Mistress' feet. At the small park across the street I sit on the bench exactly one hour before. I clear my mind as the butterflies start to build up. I'm giving myself over before the session has even begun.

I think it's a great idea. You can actually give him a physical fitness test in the next session. The sub won't be able to fake that!

This was a cuckold role play. After she hit me with the flogger and made me repeat that she can have any man she wants, she could not untie my left arm from the spreader bar. She kept tugging at it while whispering what a pathetic little dicklet I had. I noticed that she began to repeat herself while the tugging increased. The last thing I remember is her saying "Useless" and "I can't get the damn thing off!" We both broke character at the same time and laughed. I was able to slip my hand through the knot so she could get it off. Thank goodness I have small hands. lol

One time the Mistress could not untie my hands from the bars. We were role playing and she stayed in character for about five minutes Then she blurted out "I can't get the damn thing off." We both could not stop laughing.

Wow! I had no idea. Thank You for sharing.

My most memorable sessions have been with Mistress Katz and Mistress Zito. The reason is the trust I have with both of them. I usually give an outline of the scene along with my interests. Each time they have taken that outline to things I never thought. I feel safe with them which in turn allows me to relax. I can communicate the things I want or want to try through the scene. As soon as I enter the room and I get on my knees, I give myself mentally and physically to them. I would never be able to grow as a sub without absolute trust.