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Double Fine did a good job on the remaster. I think you will really like it. I too have a pile of "to play" games on my PS4 Pro. Time to build my own PC and get on Steam.

Grim Fandango is another good one. Lucasfilm Games was great on the PC back in the 80's-90's.

I have a accomplished a lot in BDSM in 2017. 1. My first double domme session 2. Being xxxx-roasted by Mistress Zito and Mistress Zelda 3. Confronted my real life fear of abandonment with Mistress Katz 4. Had my first shower with Mistress Zito For 2018 my goals are: 1. Try cross dressing and make up 2. Confront my real life trauma of being bullied (doing this session on the 14th with Mistress Katz) 3. Session with Mistress Shankar and Mistress Rey 4. Try the mad minute with a cane on my back or feet. Looking forward!

Hopefully Mistress Katz can give me 20 and then 18 strokes of foot caning multiple times in our next session. I would love to be crippled so I can't escape.

My role play that triggers the most humiliation is abandonment. This comes from my childhood where my mother would use her love for me as a means of control. Anything I didn't do to her standards was bad. She said she couldn't love someone who was bad and threaten to leave. Not until I was older did I realize this was a form of abuse. Just recently I started doing role plays at the Fortress dealing with these issues by being locked in the cage and the domme threatening to leave me there. Hurts so much emotionally as I go through it but cathartic in the end.

I hope to start the year with 2018 strikes from Mistress Katz in our session in January.

I have had it done. It hurts like hell but eventually goes away. I think its safe.

Who was the first Mistress you sessioned with? Lady Rose Thorne Who was the last (most recent) Mistress you served? Mistress Zito For both Mistresses (if they are two different people): What is her name? Lady Rose Thorne How old were you? 31 How did you find her? NY Backpage Why did you choose to serve her? Her website was well designed and she specified in detail how she handled first timers. Where did you session (city? country? dungeon? apartment? hotel?)? Her apartment. What is her name? Mistress Zito How old were you? 39 How did you find her? Fortress Booking recommended her since another Domme I had previous sessioned with was not available. Why did you choose to serve her? She looked beautiful and strong. I trust Fortress Booking to match someone to my interests Where did you session (city? country? dungeon? apartment? hotel?)? Fortress Pink Room. If these are two different Mistresses, how do they differ? Do their differences reflect your own growth/changes in BDSM? Lady Rose Thorne took her time with me and engaged my fetishes with light domination. Her presence put me at ease. Mistress Zito is far stronger mentally and physically. She can be very vicious with corporal punishment and yet make me submit my entire soul to her with one glance. Her eyes see directly through me. I push my limits just to please her. If your "now and then" Mistress is one of the same- consider yourself extremely lucky :-)

She was my fiancé at the time. She knew I liked role playing between us but had no idea I was into BDSM and saw a Mistress outside of our relationship. To this day I regret that I was not forthcoming about it with her. This led to the end of our relationship. She could not accept that BDSM was an expression of my sexuality. In the end it worked out since I became free to pursue my interests. From that point forward I only date people in the scene.

Cigarette play. My Mistress put out her cigarette right near my nipple. She did it slowly so it would burn through. I said I was frying something with my shirt off and the oil caused the burn. I don't think the person believed me.

I saw the film today. I enjoyed it. They really nailed the look of the first film while telling an even deeper story. This is one of those films that gets better with repeat viewings. Best Sci-Fi I have seen since Ex-Machina.

I feel pleasure from taking pain and giving up complete control in the hands of a Mistress. I feel free instead of shackled to the demands of vanilla life.

I can't wait to see it. Loved the original especially The Final Cut. My favorite cinematographer Roger Deakins shot this film.

See you on the 11th for our religious role play. I think we will create a hot scene together. Looking forward to my very first "baptism."

She looks fantastic.

Sounds like a plan. I think I have an idea for my "baptism."

I would love a Fortress Mistress to torture me into accepting Christ as my lord and savior. Lot's of caning as I repeat the prayers begging for mercy. Any other Mistress' interested in being a nun or a Catholic School/CCD teacher?

The Fortress is by far the best in NYC. Whether you are first timer or a veteran player expect to have a memorable experience. I have been playing for 10 years and the Fortress is now my only play spot.

I remember when Mistress Zito chewed a peach and spit it into my mouth through the cage. I can't remember feeling so helpless. Like a little bird begging Mommy for food.

The Return of the King! Welcome back.

I think that is common because BDSM is a very emotional experience. Sub-drop usually takes place up to three days after session. There are feelings of sadness, anger, resentment and fear. It comes from the sense of letting go what you hold inside. My latest session with Mistress Zito dealt with some very personal issues. The next day I had a lot of flashbacks. The next week I felt so much better for sharing this part of myself with someone.

Super excited to see the new location! The Fortress always does things top notch.

Prayer. lol Be open. Let all resistance go. Trust her to take you on a journey. Oh, and be on your hands and knees when she first arrives. Head bowed. Shows respect. I'm seeing her tomorrow and cannot wait!!!

Awesome! You definitely should have a special session for your return! I can't want to read the review of that one.

Lonewolf! All my hopes for a quick recovery. I know what you are going through since I was recently cleared in early June. The Fortress would not be the same without you. Please continue posting on the Forum if you can.