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  1. Stephanie aka punished CD
    Yes manpeach, my every submissive desire is being put on display for Mistresses amusement, entertain and understanding. I already cannot resist or control my desire to submit to Mistress Von Dietz. I have to obey her unconditionally and she has told me to keep posting - so yes rhe posts must continue to my in person training starts
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    Yes mistress. I love obeying you every whim and word
  3. Stephanie aka punished CD
    Wicked Lace & Thoughts
    Control me totally mistress
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    Wicked Lace & Thoughts
    You are so stunning. You are the ultimate tease and denial. Pure absolute torment.
  5. Stephanie aka punished CD
    I think I need to stay off this forum until after we meet. I am digging myself in deeper and deeper with each and every posting
  6. Stephanie aka punished CD
    Actually my response should be changed to say that I dare not to say no to you Mistress Von Dietz because I fear what disobedience will mean when I am in the room with you. Both under your control already and fearful to disobey you.
  7. Stephanie aka punished CD
    Yes the Story of O - a true classic and role model for submissives
  8. Stephanie aka punished CD
    Yes, Mistress Von Dietz you already have me psycologically under your complete control. Stephanie will prepare for her session in any way she is told.. starting now or whenever she is told.
  9. Stephanie aka punished CD
    How tormenting...rope bondage is so excitong
  10. Stephanie aka punished CD
    I am 100% sure of one thing Mistress Katz, you are to be truly feared when you say that I will be given a lesson that I will never forget.
  11. Stephanie aka punished CD
    Stephanie has scheduled her session three weeks from now. I am so excited and cannot wait to be trained by both Mistress Katz and Mistress Von Dietz
  12. Stephanie aka punished CD
    The last sentence should say WITHOUT not with
  13. Stephanie aka punished CD
    I bottled up my desires for decades. Denying, frustrating, suppressing, and trying to ignore your desires is destructive to yourself. It creates an internal war. Accepting who you are, will set you free. Yes it has made more me productive and able to achieve more
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    I am in the small minority I expect. I do not relate to sissy or slut. To me being feminized is having every ounce of male persona, ego, identification either stripped or surrendered to psycologically,emotionally,and mentally be totally emasculated by or for Mistress. So to me, acting like a sissy (over the top) is mocking being femininzed and being a slut is disrespectful associating femininity with sluts. Females must to be treated with upmost respect. They are superior to you. You are now her personal slave girl. I used to only relate to being forced feminization but knowingly emasculating yourself for mistress is actually more embarrassig and humiliating. Then she is in total complete control of you. There are little to no rules. You are her property, her slave to be humiliated, embarrassed, displayed, punished, bound, spanked and taught the full meaning of being her slave. Being feminized with being enslaved and dominated lacks excitement.
  15. Stephanie aka punished CD
    On the surface, I look prepared but will I surrender my submissive thoughts/weaknesses to you mistress so you understand how to drive me deep into submissive state? Will I surrender all free will to mistress to be humiliated, embarrassed or shamed in any way that entertains you? Will I surrender my body to you to take as much or little pain as mistresses decides to inflict? Will I all do all that mistress decides not matter now extreme to excite, please, amuse and entertain her. WI'll I surrender my emotions and scream/cry for mistress? Will my only focus be on getting mistress turned on and excited? Will I finally become the lesbian slave girl that I was always meant to be? Test me Mistress Von Dietz, I beg and plead with you to test me
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    Did I say shoe fetish? Mmmm Latex..
    That is why from the moment of the booking, Mistress Von Dietz is to decide length of booking and if my submissive virginity is to be taken by her alone or in the presence of others.
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    Did I say shoe fetish? Mmmm Latex..
    Punished not for the girl inside, punished for daring to resist her for many, many decades. Yes, Punished for NOT dressing more, for hiding, suppressing and resisting her. My submissive flames burn to be turned into mistresses helpless slave girl. My submissive flames burn to be turned in Mistress Von Dietz's slave girl. Just as I resisted the girl inside, the submissive inside was suppressed, denied and resisted for decades. Punused gor resiting my intense female domination desires. As a crossdresser I am very experienced. As a submissive I am as close to a virgin as you will find. I want Mistress Von Dietz to take my submissive virginity. A submissives and slaves first experience shoukd be intense first experience should be intense for her mistress. Total complete absolute control by you limited only by the exchange of body flids (my profile has was that will not limit you should you desire certain things. It is not submission and domination if the submissive has any say whatsoever. That must be totally surrendered to mistress no matter what mistress wants. I want Mistress excited, wet, hot, turned on and to orgasm while I am in tormented denial and full submission to her every thought, desire, will, and fantasy..
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    Did I say shoe fetish? Mmmm Latex..
    I am not sure I can own more clothes; a huge collection of sexy silk panties, lacy bra's, waist cinchers, corsets, garterbelts, stockings, pantyhose, several mini skirts/blouses, short dresses, formal gowns, baby doll pajama's, maid outfits, halloween costumes,several pairs of stilettos's, wigs, jewelry, and lots of makeup. The girl inside, is no longer restrainable or uncontrollable. The clothes are not just for hanging in the closet. They are worn very often and quite frequently. ONE can dress themselves from head to toe, take lots of pictures and videos, shop in stores for their clothes and even model themselves in front of other females via webcam. What you cannot do by yourself is female domination and control. It is time for the submissive inside to be fully completely trained.
  19. Stephanie aka punished CD
    Did I say shoe fetish? Mmmm Latex..
    Yes, Mistress Von Dietz. I publicly commit and promise to all that I will surrender to you. Total complete absolute control of me starting for the instance I call booking. Mistress Von Dietz will decide the length of my session not me. Please Mistress, I only ask that you feminize me from head to toe before you emasculate, humiliate, punish, discipline and teach me what it means to be a complete total slave that you unconditionally control. Put my public promise of complete control to strict, stern testing. May and June are coming when I can make it into NYC. -----punished crossdresser
  20. Stephanie aka punished CD
    Helen? Not Mistress Von Dietz? O hope you got punishment you deserve for not addressing Mistress Von Dietz properly. I cannot wait to come in either...tick, tick tick may and June will be here soon
  21. Stephanie aka punished CD
    Mistress Kang is a legend. Submissives and slaves should be picked by mistresses. Mistress Katz, and Mistress Von Dietz had laid claim to me. I will schedule with either of them or both. The length of my appointment will be for the mistresses to decide when I contact booking as well as who the 2nd mistress will be.
  22. Stephanie aka punished CD
    O Mistress Von Dietz, you do have a keen insight to the "inner woman". It seems like most crossdressers. Suppress, hide, deny,and purge away the "inner woman". That from his perspective from the "inner woman's" perspective, it's cage, lock-up, gag and place into solidarity confinement never to been seen or heard. To be allowed out of her cage when he wants to have his jollies. Well the "inner girl" is now free within me. It is time for revenge and punishment to be administered by the mistresses of the fetish fortress. Punishment to fit the crime. I will get my ass into the fetish fortress in may or June when I have several hours to have justice administered
  23. Stephanie aka punished CD
    Then I will make sure that I schedule with you Mistress Katz. When I do, I will have bookings refer to this post. Then you can pick the 2nd domme. I will bring my clothes, shoes, makeup and wig so that you can select my outfit. Once dressed, please Mistress I beg you and whoever you select to intensely train me in the full submissive arts with no holds barred. 2 or 3 hours is what I think I should get.
  24. Stephanie aka punished CD
    I have a pair of 6 inch heels and I just cannot walk much in time (they are non platform). I guess I have a lot of high heels to go with my collection of dresses, panties, bra's....will mistress(es) be able to completely, totalky, emasculate me before they punish me?
  25. Stephanie aka punished CD
    Yes, mistress rey, my pink high heels would go nicely but they are only 3" heels. My silver 5" heels may not be a perfect match but yes stockings and high heels with that dress are a must
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