fltfighter

That is what I seek without a doubt however I am smart enough to realize it isn't chocolate cake and it isn't going to taste like it. It's going to be disgusting and hard. I just don't want to throw up. I want to be able to complete it. It is actually very helpful when mistress is forceful and there is no backing out I would think.

I have tried multiple times with multiple mistresses to be trained to be a toilet slave but I back out each time and they let me. The first time I was told to lay in a bathtub and the mistress straddled me just started peeing, she told me to open my mouth which I did but I started to gag and she stopped and asked if I was okay. I said yes. She asked if I wanted to continue I said well I don't know if I can swallow it all it's so much. She then finished by showering my body and keeping it off my face. We were supposed to do a full toilet training... so she asked if I was up to it. I said no and we didn't do it. The second time I was determined to go the full way so I told the mistress I didn't want a safe word at all. The session began and she pushed me really hard, when it finally came time for the toilet training she had a box, she strapped by head in and tied my legs and arms down. She then proceeded to do 1 and 2 at the same time and I was immediately overwhelmed. She didn't stop but I also didn't consume any of it. I hope I am not being too descriptive but I am attempting to explain the circumstances. I really want to be made to be a toilet slave. It's my calling what I deserve. So a few questions. To those who have gone before. How did you prepare for it and how did you deal with it so you could fulfill your task? I really want to become a full complete toilet slave. Looking for some encouragement from those who have gone before and the mistresses.