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I have tried multiple times with multiple mistresses to be trained to be a toilet slave but I back out each time and they let me. The first time I was told to lay in a bathtub and the mistress straddled me just started peeing, she told me to open my mouth which I did but I started to gag and she stopped and asked if I was okay. I said yes. She asked if I wanted to continue I said well I don't know if I can swallow it all it's so much. She then finished by showering my body and keeping it off my face. We were supposed to do a full toilet training... so she asked if I was up to it. I said no and we didn't do it. The second time I was determined to go the full way so I told the mistress I didn't want a safe word at all. The session began and she pushed me really hard, when it finally came time for the toilet training she had a box, she strapped by head in and tied my legs and arms down. She then proceeded to do 1 and 2 at the same time and I was immediately overwhelmed. She didn't stop but I also didn't consume any of it. I hope I am not being too descriptive but I am attempting to explain the circumstances. I really want to be made to be a toilet slave. It's my calling what I deserve. So a few questions. To those who have gone before. How did you prepare for it and how did you deal with it so you could fulfill your task? I really want to become a full complete toilet slave. Looking for some encouragement from those who have gone before and the mistresses.

Hi, I have been to fortress nyc once before a long time ago. But I always had fetish on toilet play such as drinking girl's pee. I have not done it, so I am afraid like the first time I have tasted my own cum but I definitely want to try. I wonder which mistresses/dommes interested into this. I heard some do not like it. Thanks

Yesterday I went to the barber. The barber and I had the usual chitchat, until suddenly she looked at my head with suspicion. 'Who has done you hair last time?!' she asked. 'Eh.. well... you did', I stammered. 'No, I didn't. I did not do this', she said determined, pointing at a certain spot on top of my head. She was right. With both shame and excitement I recalled the thrilling session I had with Mistress Zhao and Mistress Haru. I was visiting New York City for the first time (I’m European. English is not my first language, therefore I apologize if this report contains mistakes or awkward sentence structures). I had managed to make an appointment at the Fortress during my stay. I was staying in a hotel at walking distance from the Fortress. Before visiting the Fortress, I had some touristic activities on the agenda, among other things seeing the statue of liberty. Physically, I have indeed seen the statue of liberty. My mind was already in the Fortress at that time. I showed up at the Fortress with shaking hands. Once I was in the room, my nervousness made place for a positive tension. Mistress Zhao and Mistress Haru entered and their personalities really filled the room. I stood there humbly and they started to put me in my place. One of them grabbed my hair and pushed my face to the floor. I was to kiss the floor. The Mistress really rubbed my face over the carpet. It was made very clear to me what my position was. My hands, my arms actually, were bound. I had to push myself forward on the bondage table with the use of my face. Besides humiliating, that was quite exciting. Once in position, I was immediately inspected by both Mistresses. They were both kind of insulted that I was not really up to their standards in many ways. I felt so low, so dirty, then they continued to spit in my face. Mistress Haru and Mistress Zhao then started to discipline me. Even now when writing this, I get the shivers again. It was so damn mean and painful. I just cannot describe the feeling. It is very scary. I screamed and felt like crying. As a reward, both Mistress Haru and Mistress Zhao allowed me to view their stunningly beautiful bodies. It was a reward worth any pain. I do not say that as a slave, but just to describe correctly what I have seen. Still lying on the bondage table, the Mistresses had tremendous fun together and were laughing all the time. I can still hear their mean yet truly cheerful giggling. They made jokes on the fact that I would have horny men walking after me for the rest of the day, chasing that wonderful scent they put on my hair. Finally, I was allowed to come down from the bondage table and to sit on the floor. On all fours of course, with Mistress Haru riding my back. The Mistresses decided it was time I got blindfolded for a guessing game using my sense of smell only. I guessed wrong. That meant punishment again. The humiliation had not yet come to an end. I was to wear a tiny pink dress. Like a little ballerina. That’s exactly what I felt like: a little slutty ballerina. This feeling was increased when I got to wear a flower in my hair and heavy, slutty make up was smeared all over my face. By the time I got written on my body that I was a slut and a toilet, I did no longer feel like a slutty ballerina. I actually thought I was a toilet. In hindsight it is hard to believe that I was really convinced I was a toilet, but that’s the truth. I was no longer a human being. I was genuinely happy that Mistress Haru and Mistress Zhao made me a toilet. It was truly an honour, I have never felt more in place. It was funny to notice the difference between Mistress Zhao and Mistress Haru. Had the sense of smell game been about another sense, I would definitely have won. They filled a little plastic container meanwhile teasing me about the ‘magic ingredient’ that was still missing in this great cocktail. I was soon to find out about this ingredient, I truly believed I was a toilet therefore I had no difficulties accepting the wonderful cocktail the Mistresses and I had mixed together. It was simply my fate. After having a shower, I had a very nice and friendly conversation with Mistress Haru and Mistress Zhao. Besides excellent Mistresses, they turned out to be extremely kind and interesting persons. I was - and still am - very impressed by this. Sadly, I am not in NYC on a regular base, but whenever in NY, I am sure I will pay a visit to the Fortress. Furthermore… I hope the Mistresses consider starting a European branch!