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  1. On 12/5/2022 at 10:08 AM, Mistress Angel Feng said:

    Tied a plug inside? I must know how she did that?

    It was years ago. I am trying to picture the tie.  As I recall she put in a plug and tied a tight rope around the waist and she could pull a rope back and forth through the waist tie.  One of the the more sophisticated bondage enthusiasts in the group might be able to visualize and explain how it could be done.  

  2. I am not certain whether it was the cruelest punishment or the most challenging predicament.  This session's activities were a total surprise.  There was no input on my part.  I was once given a homemade enema that included chamomile for calming effect.  Following the enema, I was plugged and secured tightly to a cross.  I was informed that if I expelled the enema without permission, I would be cleaning up and then dismissed.  While I was secured to the cross, Mistress began cbt that would escalate to piercings.  With each poke, prod or pierce the urge to expel the enema would become more urgent.  Mistress would allow a bit of time between tortures to allow the need to expel to somewhat subside.  As I was nearing desperation, Mistress would put a piercing right through the corona ridge.  I had never experienced that before.  The pain and shock brought on desperation.  By the fourth piercing of the corona ridge, the begging was sincere, the need to expel was totally desperate and fortunately she brought me down from the cross and brought me to the bathroom.   

    This was a totally awesome session!  

  3. This is really tough to answer for me.  I had a great few years, then a lull, the another great few years.  All of these periods had great memories and many "firsts".  So, 22-27 was great and then 32-37 was great.  There was another period in my 40's that was great.  The common thread was that they were in periods where I played exclusively with one domme.

    If I were forced to pick a decade, it would be 24-34.  I was relatively new to the scene.  Fell in with a great Pro-Domme who was an expert guide and driver. 

      

  4. Typically, I can be seduced to do just about anything.  The verbal during the fact, "look at what a pig I have turned you into",  "your desperation makes you totally enslaved to me"..."Look at how you have surrendered every bit of your power to me".  The acts can be anything from spitting to pegging to sucking to .....  

  5. What is the hold up?  Is it emotional, like a fear to walk into your kink because it may bring shame?  Is it fear that you may get injured or damaged?  Is it a fear that you may in some way be "outed"?  Screw the fear.  Walk through it, you will be fine.  I have been there on all 3 of these counts and the reward has far, far outweighed my perceived risk.  Fear skews my perception to an extreme.  Let it go..  

  6. Hello Straightshot,

    I have been playing for a good number of years and have been to most (if not all) commercial dungeons in NYC.  I have never been disappointed at Fetish Fortress.  I think that if you are clear as to what your preferences and limits are, you will be fine.  Your initial communications may help you to find a good match. 

    To answer the question 'How is it different....?"  The rooms that I have experienced have a more modern style of furniture, though that makes it no less "dungeony" (ie. the bondage table/bed is bright and round yet serves the function the same as any other bondage table/bed).  The space is very secure and clean.  The Players that I have met have all been very skilled.  The hoop that you must jump through to gain entrance may seem a bit more than the usual, those of us that have jumped through it do not regret it.  It is really no big deal. 

  7. Interesting article.  My most sensitive erogenous zone is the ears.  Stimulation to my ears will have me bucking almost like a bronco.  The article says that a Cancerians chest and nipples are sensitive.  That is true for me.  Nipple torture for me is not pleasurable, but softer play is quite nice.  On attraction, a woman's ears are not generally a place that I am looking.  I do enjoy a pretty face and shapely curves. 

  8. On 5/8/2018 at 2:46 PM, Mistress Kang said:

    Have you ever seen the movie Momento? What if you chose Option B and created a "roleplay" that carried over from one session to the next. Each new Mistress picks up where the last one left off. 

    Memento was a cool movie.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pj5laLK4itI

    But would my memory fail and I would not know whether the Mistress that I was currently before was not the previous Mistress??  Would every activity seem new again?

  9. 1 hour ago, Mistress Kang said:

    Which one would you choose and would you choose this?

     

    A- sessioning with one Mistress for the rest of your life

    - or -

    B- sessioning with a different Mistress every single time, never to see the same Mistress twice

    Assuming that there was some chemistry, I would pick A and stick with one Mistress.  I would go with that choice as I have very strong "real slave" fantasies which bring some sentiment of loyalty.  It is challenging to develop trust and expand limits while doing "one-offs".  There is a heightened anticipation when I have scheduled with someone with whom there is a rapport.

  10. 18 hours ago, Mistress Kang said:

    Would your answers change if your relationship with Mistress B was many years old, as long as or longer than your relationship with Mistress A? I think a longer relationship means a stronger one and possibly more difficult to break off.

     

     

    Potentially my answer could change.  If Mistress B is asking me to reveal the "specific thing", it may be apparent that she has knowledge of Mistress A and "the thing".  If it seems like Mistress B already has the information and my confirmation of such could bring no harm, I might confirm.  What the "specific thing" is would be important.  

  11. Enjoy your first session!!!!  I would book 2 hours if you are able.  I would imagine that getting you dressed and primped would take a bit of time, so you want to have some time to play.  Mistress Zito would probably let you know what of your stuff to bring.  Enjoy!! 

  12. Inflatable Double-Skinned Hood with Inflatable Plug and Breathing Tube

    An inflatable hood can deprive hearing, sight and scent.  I have worn these in session while bound to a cross or bed.  The vulnerability is intense as I have no idea if pain, pleasure or something in between is coming.  The breathing tube allows for breath play, though you might want to use a hood that can allow you to see the eyes of your subject.  A simple thing like a whartenberg wheel becomes more intense due to the sensory loss.  

  13. For me, what is most humiliating is situational.  For Mistress to just kind of randomly mock my intelligence would not be humiliating.  Had I failed at some task and Mistress pointed to my intelligence (or lack thereof) as the reason for failure would be somewhat humiliating.  For Mistress to mock my luck in genes in a random way would not be humiliating.  For Mistress to mock that someone of my gene caliber (I think that I made that up) could never attain someone of Her gene caliber while being made to crawl across the floor and beg for the privilege of a humiliating masturbation in her presence; well that's quite another story.  I think all of what you posted could be extremely humiliating in context.

     

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