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On 6/19/2024 at 3:13 PM, Mistress Ava Hadid said:
I often ask subs about their first BDSM experience or how they knew being dominated was their deepest desire… and I am always intrigued by the stories!
I knew I was dominant, creative, and slightly sadistic from a young age but I didn’t know how special and rewarding engaging in a Dom sub dynamic was until much later. In fact, it never really crossed my mind as something to engage in and was resting beneath the surface. Looking back the behaviors all came so naturally to me. I see how in most of my relationships with men they have existed. I have always expected to be treated like a goddess and confidently have taken up a lot of space, demanding my desires be met. I now know that I’m VERY sadistic and enjoy the psychological torment and discipline aspects of domination the most. It’s a wonderful journey and its only just begun!
What is your origin story?
Hindsight being 20/20, I see behaviors in me dating back to first or second grade. I was attracted to a fifth grade girl who would come with a group into our class to read stories. She at times wore leather or faux leather pants and I was drawn to sit at her feet for story time. In childhood seek and capture games, I would always get caught by a pretty girl. As a teen I would pleasure myself when Catwoman was the villain on Batman or when Ginger seduced Gilligan to do her bidding. I realized it for real when I started seeing magazines. At 21 I had a paid session and am still in the game some 40 years later.
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there are a couple of things that would fit this bill. One would be to have an extended session where the highlights amongst all the different aspects of play would be tease and denial pudhing past the point of ultra-sincere begging to tears.
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On 12/5/2022 at 10:08 AM, Mistress Angel Feng said:
Tied a plug inside? I must know how she did that?
It was years ago. I am trying to picture the tie. As I recall she put in a plug and tied a tight rope around the waist and she could pull a rope back and forth through the waist tie. One of the the more sophisticated bondage enthusiasts in the group might be able to visualize and explain how it could be done.
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On 11/18/2022 at 8:38 AM, Mistress Angel Feng said:
Wow, this session definitely sounded awesome yet very intense. I couldn’t imagining having to focus on holding in my enema yet receiving piercings at the same time.
It was intense. Mistress had tied a tight plug inside. It was quite fitted and secured.
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I am not certain whether it was the cruelest punishment or the most challenging predicament. This session's activities were a total surprise. There was no input on my part. I was once given a homemade enema that included chamomile for calming effect. Following the enema, I was plugged and secured tightly to a cross. I was informed that if I expelled the enema without permission, I would be cleaning up and then dismissed. While I was secured to the cross, Mistress began cbt that would escalate to piercings. With each poke, prod or pierce the urge to expel the enema would become more urgent. Mistress would allow a bit of time between tortures to allow the need to expel to somewhat subside. As I was nearing desperation, Mistress would put a piercing right through the corona ridge. I had never experienced that before. The pain and shock brought on desperation. By the fourth piercing of the corona ridge, the begging was sincere, the need to expel was totally desperate and fortunately she brought me down from the cross and brought me to the bathroom.
This was a totally awesome session!
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This is really tough to answer for me. I had a great few years, then a lull, the another great few years. All of these periods had great memories and many "firsts". So, 22-27 was great and then 32-37 was great. There was another period in my 40's that was great. The common thread was that they were in periods where I played exclusively with one domme.
If I were forced to pick a decade, it would be 24-34. I was relatively new to the scene. Fell in with a great Pro-Domme who was an expert guide and driver.
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Typically, I can be seduced to do just about anything. The verbal during the fact, "look at what a pig I have turned you into", "your desperation makes you totally enslaved to me"..."Look at how you have surrendered every bit of your power to me". The acts can be anything from spitting to pegging to sucking to .....
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What is the hold up? Is it emotional, like a fear to walk into your kink because it may bring shame? Is it fear that you may get injured or damaged? Is it a fear that you may in some way be "outed"? Screw the fear. Walk through it, you will be fine. I have been there on all 3 of these counts and the reward has far, far outweighed my perceived risk. Fear skews my perception to an extreme. Let it go..
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Hello Straightshot,
I have been playing for a good number of years and have been to most (if not all) commercial dungeons in NYC. I have never been disappointed at Fetish Fortress. I think that if you are clear as to what your preferences and limits are, you will be fine. Your initial communications may help you to find a good match.
To answer the question 'How is it different....?" The rooms that I have experienced have a more modern style of furniture, though that makes it no less "dungeony" (ie. the bondage table/bed is bright and round yet serves the function the same as any other bondage table/bed). The space is very secure and clean. The Players that I have met have all been very skilled. The hoop that you must jump through to gain entrance may seem a bit more than the usual, those of us that have jumped through it do not regret it. It is really no big deal.
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I had fetish inclinations as early as 6 years of age. They started getting very strong in adolescence.
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Interesting article. My most sensitive erogenous zone is the ears. Stimulation to my ears will have me bucking almost like a bronco. The article says that a Cancerians chest and nipples are sensitive. That is true for me. Nipple torture for me is not pleasurable, but softer play is quite nice. On attraction, a woman's ears are not generally a place that I am looking. I do enjoy a pretty face and shapely curves.
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Try https://www.oheka.com/ for lunch and a tour. Then go beat the bomb!!! It would give you a nice contrast. Kind of like leather and lace!!
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I am glad that things have turned around for you. Enjoy your good fortune.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L2Wx230gYJw
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On 6/16/2018 at 12:40 PM, Mistress Alexia Zito said:
Did catwoman introduce anyone to their love of all skin tight black and shiny outfits?
Indeed she did!!
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Very, very enticing!!!!
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Definitely Julie Newmar. I ran home from school everyday hoping that she would be the villain on the afternoon reruns.
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On 5/8/2018 at 2:46 PM, Mistress Kang said:
Have you ever seen the movie Momento? What if you chose Option B and created a "roleplay" that carried over from one session to the next. Each new Mistress picks up where the last one left off.
Memento was a cool movie. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pj5laLK4itI
But would my memory fail and I would not know whether the Mistress that I was currently before was not the previous Mistress?? Would every activity seem new again?
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1 hour ago, Mistress Kang said:
Which one would you choose and would you choose this?
A- sessioning with one Mistress for the rest of your life
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B- sessioning with a different Mistress every single time, never to see the same Mistress twice
Assuming that there was some chemistry, I would pick A and stick with one Mistress. I would go with that choice as I have very strong "real slave" fantasies which bring some sentiment of loyalty. It is challenging to develop trust and expand limits while doing "one-offs". There is a heightened anticipation when I have scheduled with someone with whom there is a rapport.
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9 hours ago, Mistress Kang said:
Yes it was Mistress Vu!
Nikki Park was our first Submissive ?
needtoserve- Who the hell is Mistress Kyu??
Soo, to come up with my answer I did some research. In doing my research, I didn't read all the way through. Mistress Kyu was a visiting Mistress way back when: http://www.maxfisch.com/thehang/ubbthreads.php/topics/871510/Mistress_Kyu_visiting_the_Fort#Post871510
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Was it Mistrees Vu??? If not, was it Mistress Kyu?
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How about a little hint? In what year did the Fortress first open?
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18 hours ago, Mistress Kang said:
Would your answers change if your relationship with Mistress B was many years old, as long as or longer than your relationship with Mistress A? I think a longer relationship means a stronger one and possibly more difficult to break off.
Potentially my answer could change. If Mistress B is asking me to reveal the "specific thing", it may be apparent that she has knowledge of Mistress A and "the thing". If it seems like Mistress B already has the information and my confirmation of such could bring no harm, I might confirm. What the "specific thing" is would be important.
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j is for Jiz eating.... can i get away with a j there?