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My preference is 2 hours 1 Mistress. My mindset is just geared that way. Think about what you want to do in the session.

It's Pavlov's dog stuff. I love it!!

Sooo, this can be a learned behavior. When I first began sessioning the thought of eating my own was revolting. Over time Mistress would permit me to act on a specific fetish so long as I cleaned any drippings. This would graduate to her putting my legs over my head (I was quite limber then) and her vibrating me into my face and mouth. After a few bouts of this, tease and denial would lead me to desperately trying to flail my legs over my head. Most of my initial fetishes and desires are still there.

Foot Massage. Years ago, a Mistress that I served regularly gave me a book on foot reflexology. She instructed me to read the foot chapters, as she would have me serve her in this manner regularly! I learned a few little tricks.

It is most likely a bit of both. Addiction when I put up a boundary then cross it. Addiction when I give up other things for it. Passion when I find a really good connection with a Domme that compels me. Passion when the seduction is overwhelming.

I haven't been annoyed about it in some time. Probably because I haven't had any desire to quit in some time. The "addiction" would be bdsm. When I am not doing it, I am often thinking about it. I act on the addiction through both live scenes and media. I have "quit" for a time at a few different points in my life. Always come back to it.

Looking forward to meeting you!!!!

The old Batman series where Catwomen would have them captured, bound and prepped for demise. Subtle to a child. Not to a teen who did not understand the turn-on. Also, possibly more control than BDSM, Ginger seducing Gilligan so he would do her bidding. Both were awesome. As a kid, I was attracted. As a teen watching reruns, paper towels became necessary.

Thanks for posting the review. By all accounts Mistress Lovely seems to be very talented. Her prose posted on this site indicates that she is very well versed also.

Punishment that I do not deserve hits harder. As a submissive who strives to please and obey, undeserved punishment can be confusing and frustrating.