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My preference is 2 hours 1 Mistress. My mindset is just geared that way. Think about what you want to do in the session.

It's Pavlov's dog stuff. I love it!!

Sooo, this can be a learned behavior. When I first began sessioning the thought of eating my own was revolting. Over time Mistress would permit me to act on a specific fetish so long as I cleaned any drippings. This would graduate to her putting my legs over my head (I was quite limber then) and her vibrating me into my face and mouth. After a few bouts of this, tease and denial would lead me to desperately trying to flail my legs over my head. Most of my initial fetishes and desires are still there.

Foot Massage. Years ago, a Mistress that I served regularly gave me a book on foot reflexology. She instructed me to read the foot chapters, as she would have me serve her in this manner regularly! I learned a few little tricks.

It is most likely a bit of both. Addiction when I put up a boundary then cross it. Addiction when I give up other things for it. Passion when I find a really good connection with a Domme that compels me. Passion when the seduction is overwhelming.

I haven't been annoyed about it in some time. Probably because I haven't had any desire to quit in some time. The "addiction" would be bdsm. When I am not doing it, I am often thinking about it. I act on the addiction through both live scenes and media. I have "quit" for a time at a few different points in my life. Always come back to it.

Looking forward to meeting you!!!!

The old Batman series where Catwomen would have them captured, bound and prepped for demise. Subtle to a child. Not to a teen who did not understand the turn-on. Also, possibly more control than BDSM, Ginger seducing Gilligan so he would do her bidding. Both were awesome. As a kid, I was attracted. As a teen watching reruns, paper towels became necessary.

Thanks for posting the review. By all accounts Mistress Lovely seems to be very talented. Her prose posted on this site indicates that she is very well versed also.

Punishment that I do not deserve hits harder. As a submissive who strives to please and obey, undeserved punishment can be confusing and frustrating.

I think that sounds are underrated. I have heard that many either fear them or do not like them. I have found that in skilled hands they are a powerful, powerful of erotic pleasure and of torture. Piercings are underrated as well... One through the frenum can be both Heaven and Hell!! Overrated.....Trampling. Just not my bag. Can be clumsy and awkward.

I love the feeling of helplessness in the form of bondage or physical entrapment. The despair by that means is blissful, freeing, serene. It is where I want to be. To be caught in a predicament, such as rules, where there can be no outcome where I win the favor of Mistress is frustrating prior to the acceptance. I have a strong desire to please and not being able to find the path is frustrating. Upon acceptance of "no way out", I will calmly try to choose what I believe will be the least punitive path.

j is for Jiz eating.... can i get away with a j there?

J for JOI

H for Humbler

Hindsight being 20/20, I see behaviors in me dating back to first or second grade. I was attracted to a fifth grade girl who would come with a group into our class to read stories. She at times wore leather or faux leather pants and I was drawn to sit at her feet for story time. In childhood seek and capture games, I would always get caught by a pretty girl. As a teen I would pleasure myself when Catwoman was the villain on Batman or when Ginger seduced Gilligan to do her bidding. I realized it for real when I started seeing magazines. At 21 I had a paid session and am still in the game some 40 years later.

there are a couple of things that would fit this bill. One would be to have an extended session where the highlights amongst all the different aspects of play would be tease and denial pudhing past the point of ultra-sincere begging to tears.

It was years ago. I am trying to picture the tie. As I recall she put in a plug and tied a tight rope around the waist and she could pull a rope back and forth through the waist tie. One of the the more sophisticated bondage enthusiasts in the group might be able to visualize and explain how it could be done.

It was intense. Mistress had tied a tight plug inside. It was quite fitted and secured.