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It is most likely a bit of both. Addiction when I put up a boundary then cross it. Addiction when I give up other things for it. Passion when I find a really good connection with a Domme that compels me. Passion when the seduction is overwhelming.

I haven't been annoyed about it in some time. Probably because I haven't had any desire to quit in some time. The "addiction" would be bdsm. When I am not doing it, I am often thinking about it. I act on the addiction through both live scenes and media. I have "quit" for a time at a few different points in my life. Always come back to it.

Looking forward to meeting you!!!!

The old Batman series where Catwomen would have them captured, bound and prepped for demise. Subtle to a child. Not to a teen who did not understand the turn-on. Also, possibly more control than BDSM, Ginger seducing Gilligan so he would do her bidding. Both were awesome. As a kid, I was attracted. As a teen watching reruns, paper towels became necessary.

Thanks for posting the review. By all accounts Mistress Lovely seems to be very talented. Her prose posted on this site indicates that she is very well versed also.

Punishment that I do not deserve hits harder. As a submissive who strives to please and obey, undeserved punishment can be confusing and frustrating.

I think that sounds are underrated. I have heard that many either fear them or do not like them. I have found that in skilled hands they are a powerful, powerful of erotic pleasure and of torture. Piercings are underrated as well... One through the frenum can be both Heaven and Hell!! Overrated.....Trampling. Just not my bag. Can be clumsy and awkward.

I love the feeling of helplessness in the form of bondage or physical entrapment. The despair by that means is blissful, freeing, serene. It is where I want to be. To be caught in a predicament, such as rules, where there can be no outcome where I win the favor of Mistress is frustrating prior to the acceptance. I have a strong desire to please and not being able to find the path is frustrating. Upon acceptance of "no way out", I will calmly try to choose what I believe will be the least punitive path.

j is for Jiz eating.... can i get away with a j there?