Joey -
Because I have an SPH fetish, but not a comparison fetish, what you experienced has never been in my thoughts. My two real life events were completely humiliating when they happened, and it was only two years afterward that I found myself masturbating to the memory of them.
So I'm curious. After you lived through the humiliation of the comparison, did it turn you on on that level alone, and have you sought it out again?
Tom