KitsuneNoYume

…in a chastity device, to boot…

So jealous of the turkey when it gets stuffed ?

Ohh I know that feeling. ^__^ Especially that older lady next to the Subway there always selling something and shouting that word. When I hear here it’s like Pavlov’s bell, it brings me home.

Omg this sounds so fun! As it so happens I’m literally on my way to the dentist in the city for an (actual, ok?) oral exam before I move overseas. She’s a very beautiful woman from China, such a bizarre coincidence for my dentist right? ? Aaaaanyway, what do y’all think the diagnosis might be when they finish examinizing you in this scene?

I made a new post in this board about that session, I wrote about that! ☺️

Now I am starting to understand what they say. As you build a relationship with your Mistress, the power of what can happen deepens, and deepens. I decided to post about this session here so others can know how profoundly powerfully Mistress Jung has helped me. She’s not just beautiful on the outside — I have seen the beauty of her inside, her spirit. And I want to share this. Over the last few months, Mistress Jung has transformed me to be able to love humanity rather than this feeling of contempt I had before, which had only come from my own pain of repression (among other pains I grew up with). And most of all, shown me who I am deep inside. But did I truly accept and love what I was? I started the session wearing this: https://www.dollskill.com/trickz-n-treatz-satin-marabou-angel-wings-costume-set-white.html Well, Mistress Jung was dressed as the devil… she was allllll the things I was raised and taught to fear in myself, and in others. But by the end of the session — all of that angel costume was literally shredded, destroyed, and torn apart. Instead, I had on a red wig, and demon horns, and sparkly eye makeup. OH, and a butt plug with a demon tail coming out ^__^ I got the horns at Target and the wig at CVS believe it or not. All because of Halloween time. But, a had people on my way home afterwards compliment me on the street. One lady walking a dog really loved my wig ? And you know why I completely destroyed the angel outfit? Because now I feel it deep down … you don’t have to be the repressed “angel” that everyone tells you you have to be! After months of Mistress Jung’s guidance, I finally knew what I was… non-binary, pan (bi), I love BDSM and I’m a slave (and now her slave!) and it doesn’t matter who I want to love or just have fun with. Although Mistress had TAUGHT me that, did I truly FEEL it and ACCEPT myself and not give a SHIT what the world had made me feel about it? No, I hadn’t. Deep down it still ate at me. And she knew it because she can see inside of me,…. And so that’s why this session happened…. Let’s look… The physical pain Mistress gave me allowed me to FEEL and not be numb and stuck in my head like I was for so, sooo long. She beat out of me all the things I had repressed, and then beat me more until I’d emptied every bit of it. She empathized so much with how painful it was to force all that in… and said so many things I felt deep down, — the ANGER of what had been done to me … and how it was all BULLSHIT. Well, that word was like a spell. It was like Mistress Jung had found the single block that held up a Manhattan tower-sized mask of psyche-hardenedness and emotional muting that I’d built as a protective mechanism for decades. She somehow YANKED that stone out, and just like Jinga, the entire tower just crumbled. And crumbled. And crumbled. I cried and sobbed more than I ever have in my life. By far. But she wasn’t done. I had to let all that pain and horribleness OUT. And that I did, she let me expel it with her help — with more healing pain. That whip she was using was a spiritual implement of purification in that time. Eventually I couldn’t even hold myself up, and I’d pooled to the floor and just cried it all out even more. At that point, she was just holding me and reiterating and saying again all …, it’s ok, I am me, I’m worthy and I can be everything I am, I can love who I want, I can do things I want, I can live. It’s ok. All that was left was me. The mask of numbness is gone. It was, and is. And now, I FEEL that not only am I “okay” to do what I want… no, it IS who I am and I LOVE it, it’s ok!!! I’m not bullshit, I’m valid and anyone who says otherwise can fuck right off. ^__^ I can stand firm in pride of who I am but I am even happier knowing I’m owned by someone who stands up for me and supports who I am, and who *understands* me. And when it was all over I laughed, and laughed, almost uncontrollably, on the floor. I couldn’t believe, all that bullshit had controlled me for so long? It was just bullshit, like Mistress said! Just bullshit for others to have power over you and your life. Once I had fully moved on as the true demon, that’s when she made me up like I ended up, and I saw how beautiful I could be to look just like I feel inside. Then the next part of the session was her allowing me to submit to all my “devilish” perverseness. I had so much fun, I was happier than I have ever been. We both laughed and had so much fun… I think I was crying from how happy I was. Destroying the costume in a fit of cathartic… happiness/momentous realization made a mess with the feathers, but since I’d become her demon pet i was happy to vacuum up the room with my tail swinging around. ^^ Mistress also whipped me with my own tail a few times. ? I’m going to remember this session for the rest of my life. She has shaped me and guided me into my self — she will always own a part of me, and I hope she can help you too.

Happppy Halloween!! For Halloween this year, Deviless Jung freed me from being a repressed angel into her cute and depraved demon pet. ^__^ Or, as my doorman said when I got back to my apartment, I looked like “a horny devil”! ? I think he thought I was cute !! ?

I have never sessioned anywhere else, and although I will be emigrating from the US soon, if I wasn’t, I would never feel the need to look anywhere else. I wish I could stay with FF forever. I don’t think you’ll be disappointed. ?

Well what’s interesting is that for me, the memories of real sessions at FF seem to get stored by my brain like dreams. I think this is because I tend to go through various types of consciousness in session.

Oh, this is a new thing to me. But what information is being interrogated for? I am curious now.

Interestingly, the names are recycled every six years — so all the names for 2021 are the same from 2015, and 2027, etc. However, if a hurricane is particularly deadly, the WMO retires the name and puts another one in its slot. So that’s the opportunity to lobby for a new hurricane name like Hurricane Sloppy Slut or something.

Hello! ^__^ Welcome. You’ll like it here.

I am so happy that my post pleases you Mistress. ? I can’t even start to imagine the depths I will steep to for you, and it gives me such a profound sense of fulfillment. I can imagine your eyes right now… I’ve been noticing changes in myself in the days since we last saw each other. I feel like the deep “me” is being unbound, and I can start to trace its outline in the space of my psyche. I feel more confident in being me, and even today I ordered Shinjuku-style clothing (up until today I never even felt there was a fashion style I liked). I didn’t even realize before recently that I had things like that inside me that I could express, let alone feel comfortable doing so. My complete abstention has been already pushing me further and further beneath you to an almost spiritual degree. I am terrified now of the device coming off, but I promise you there will be no mistakes.

Thank you everybody. ? I am happy others have had good experiences too ^^ Dannyboy, I hope you can return again ?

Just as I’d planned in my first forum post, I had my very first session recently with Mistress Jung. Actually, my first session ever! As others have stated here, the process for entering is very secure and technologically sophisticated. I never saw anyone other than the mistress, and I felt very safe here (well, I mean, safe from anyone except the mistress! ?) Mistress Jung is taking me on a journey I have waited my whole life to go on, discovering my sexuality, non-binary-ness (is that a word?), and kink. Be sure to list your fetishes and what you want to explore in your email to booking — it is very apparent that they will be read and planned for! I was very nervous beforehand, but I’m so glad I stuck with it. She walked in and introduced herself as just “Mina”, in no different a way than one would say in a friendly everyday chat … this helped me be less intimidated for this very first encounter in something I was brand new to. Despite that, one of the side effects of the oximeter reading for COVID screening is that your pulse is also displayed… At 120 bpm, it was apparent to both of us that I was still quite nervous …and created an opportunity for her to playfully observe that! (But don’t worry, by the end of the session I was feeling a LOT of… other things, but nervousness was not one of them!) Mistress Jung took things slow for me as I had requested — I think like Mistress Kang told me, once you get to know the mistress you feel much more comfortable going….. uh well, deeper. We did start slow, but she was able to sense how I felt as we went, and progressed at a really organic, comfortable pace. I really enjoy taking pain for her, because I can tell she deeply enjoys it (you really can’t fake being a sadist!). I was really impressed by her ability to sense my “real” pain limit without me needing to say anything. There’s a certain point at which you hit a ceiling… but she knows where that ceiling is. I actually found it really hot because it’s like she’s in your mind. I will keep the juicy details of what we did private, but I will share this: I am now completely her bitch. I’ve never felt so deeply owned by someone like this, and it is deeply… fulfilling (and plenty of other things too…) And in my view, this isn’t just a kink-based feeling but also a sense of her taking responsibility for me in the journey we are going on. It is a profoundly intimate dynamic. My knees have limitations and certain things I can do, can’t do, or can only do very uncomfortably. Please speak up if something is uncomfortable because of things like that, Mistress Jung was able to adapt very well. At the end, I went through a period of time where my mind was “waking up”. I felt very vulnerable during this time. This period of time felt psychologically critical, but Mistress Jung’s masterfully reassuring manner gave me something I needed more than I ever knew: acceptance. The dinner after the session was so important, because not only did it give me such further validation in that transitionary time, but also a really valuable opportunity to talk about my experience, as well as getting to know each other. After that, I discovered Mistress Jung is a really cool person, and that we have a lot of viewpoints in common in life. This also translates back to me so that I feel even more comfortable — proud, in fact — to belong to her and be guided by her. Looking back, I realize I was “waking up” because it seems my brain stored my memories of the session in the same way as a dream. They have an ethereal quality to them. Have any of you ever felt this before? In the days since, something inside me has been awakening. I am feeling a sense of freedom I have never felt before. Like a whole new dimension in space opened up in my life. I don’t have to be the “man society says I have to be”. When I got home, I was thrilled to see the marks. Every day, they’ve been like Mistress’s ownership marks on me, and a reminder that what happened then isn’t over. One mark in my left inner thigh took well over a week to disappear. I was very happy it lasted so long, and sad to see it finally disappear. I think I need more marks now.