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I can relate with this post. Mistress Lovely is a wonderful guide. It just feels natural to submit to her.

Willing to do anything for the sake of patriotism.

Goes all the way back to my childhood, where a scene on a Saturday morning cartoon of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles stoked a feeling I was confused about in the beginning, but ultimately grew into these interests as I grew into adulthood.

*LONG POST* As the days grow to their longest, I could think of no better way to ring in the first week of summer than having an extended session with Mistress Lovely. I have had the privilege of having multiple sessions with Mistress over the past year and it seemed fitting that we explore the blue oceans that await beyond gates of my historical limits. Lest anyone misunderstands, I do have limits just as anyone should when engaging in a scene. However, what was once a locked gate has since been creaked open, and I was quite curious as to what lied beyond the veil of those old boundaries. And so the sure hand of my Mistress took me to lands previously unknown to me. I will not recount all the things we explored, but suffice to say things that a year ago would have been hard limits are now embraced experiences. I was nervous as it was the first time I truly went into waters I never dared to explore prior. However, throughout the entire session, Mistress created an air of safety and trust. She did not disregard my nervousness, but rather soothed it with sure direction and instruction. She allowed and encouraged me to express and embrace the sensations I felt… to let it flow through me rather than internalize it. What resulted was a wonderous ride through waters that undulated between pleasure and pain. Her approval and satisfaction were my reward, and I was proud each time I was graced with it. By the time the sun set on this session, and the light of the rising moon illuminated the uncharted ocean we’ve been exploring, I realized just how far my Mistress has guided me beyond the gates of my old limits…. and just how big this blue expanse truly is. The experience was so sublime that it could have passed for a dream were it not that I still have a memento one week later that reminds me it happened. Those who have read my other reviews will already know the conclusion, but it bears reiterating… As with all the ladies of the Fortress, Mistress Lovely has a true appreciation for this art of play. If you are a beginner, you can rest easy under her experienced direction. If you are seasoned, you can rest assured that she can both indulge and challenge your unique sandbox of a world, and make it wider and bigger if you are willing and open to it. All this to say – Mistress Lovely is a high quality player for all range of subs… from the new explorers to the seasoned connoisseurs. I am left to count the days to August… and wondering how long my memento will last before it fades

Every color has it's own meaning.

What is red, white and blue? Your balls after I’ve stepped on them 🤭

There wasn't a specific moment, it was the result of my childhood. Like a Pavlovian dog, I keep crawling back to pain and humiliation.

You are very kind, Mistress Dalisay, thank you. I can't look into a woman's heart, i don't know if she loves me; sometimes I'm afraid - what if she'll leave me? But I feel accepted by her, with every strike, with every welt, with every lash or drop of wax. "To kneel before Mistress Dalisay is to embark on a voyage of transformation, where the only compass is her desire, and the destination is complete surrender." To use this picture, i am drifting on a raft without a rudder in an ocean of lust and desire, and i am grateful for a mistress who gives my life purpose and direction. I wish that every man gives you, Mistress Dalisay, the adoration and respect you deserve, and i thank you again for your kind words.

Probably just having chance decide what is going to happen to me.

I really enjoyed reading your perspective. 😊 I think "a broader flavor palette" is going to stick with me, that's such a thoughtful way of describing it. Thanks for sharing your journey, and I hope you keep finding new experiences that surprise you.

I think the latter. It was all always there, and finally I had the courage to open that door and see all the beautiful glittering things behind it. I know different people have very different relationships to fetish. Some absolutely need to have their fetish element present. I don't. I'm still happy with pure vanilla, too, but now I have access to a much broader flavor palette. And I'm still trying every new thing I can.