Phred

I didn't realize until recently that I have a fascination with pain, submission, humiliation. I dabbled a bit in the past, but never on a serious level or at a level the Fortress provides. Looking back at times when I've experienced pain, humiliation, or been in a submissive role in real life actually starts to excite me now. There's something inside me that wants to be subjugated by a very strong and powerful woman (or women...).

 

I don't fully understand the concept of pain. I've never broken a bone or sustained any serious injuries (luckily...). I know people who can tolerate vast amounts of pain, and I know people who have chronic, lifelong pain from seemingly minor injuries. Why such a difference in the perception of pain? Why does pain make some people cower and run for substances to cover it up, while other people either adapt to it or revel in it? Why does pain excite?

 

I'm here at the Fortress as a student to learn more of what the Mistresses have to teach me and to expand my experiences. I am your humble and undeserving servant.