I was never spanked by a teacher but yes my firts masterbation in volved this fantasy. No i never spoke of it, i grew up in a strict tradional 1960's New England setting. My family are Baptist many think stricter than catholics. The only thing i can think of concerning my situation is this. I was beiing whipped in public by my dad < it was normal then> the 12 year old girl next store was watching. She seemed to like what she was seeing. I had a crush on her. So i have only been attracted to stricy no nonsense women my whole life. A freind of mine with some pyhc background said being ass whipped hard to recapture that moment is most likely my sexual essence