Hi akiran
it's good to know I'm not alone here. Our society pushes us into to this. I've always been about following rules and when I was pushed to become a leader I submissively gave in. Ironic, No?
I've never been into to having power over people or ever dreamed of exploiting someone. Now that I'm older and pretty much where my life is going, my drive and confidence has slacked.
So, I'm very happy to be, as Mistress Kang put it "under the feet" of the FF mistresses