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Hi Johnny Thanks for the kind thoughts. That post is the first time I've ever admitted that to anyone. the minister ended up at Marble Collegiate Church with Norman Vincent Peale. I never thought our relationship was solely sexual, he was a positive influence on me growing up. and it was a long time before he approached me in a sexual nature. He never required me to preform on him, I was seduced to allow him to perform oral on me. there was so much good at the time I hate to think it was all just to get into my pants. But when i see how jerry sandusky operated I'm forced to consider he was the same. There must be some subconscious effects, but I haven't felt the need to dwell on it. I just push it in the background. well I've said more than I ever intended too on this subject get some sleep Johnny

Hi Johnny You are a deep and thoughtful person and have obviously done your homework on this subject. No offense taken, I am not a religious person and respect everyone’s viewpoint. I do believe there is a spiritual world. It is interesting reading your posts and the other responses. I don’t hear this stuff in the circle I run in. What concerned me in your initial post was a spiral of diminishing return in feeling if you didn’t figure out the code and become one of the elect you’d be dammed to hell. I’m not with you on a lot of the points you make. Not because I know better, but more a sense of why chase this dragon? Glad to hear you enjoy life & live it to the fullest. I hope you can keep this all in perspective. I’m looking forward to reading more of your other posts.

Hi Johnny I had to read your thread several time to grasp where you are on this. You are carrying the weight of the human race on your shoulders. The system that forms our universe is far too complex to be figured out by mere mortals. But it does make for interesting discussion. So here are my 2 cents. I believe the bible was written by man, as a way to unite and control the population. Many of the stories are intriguing, motivating, disturbing, threatening and downright scary. It was well crafted in its vagueness and complexity and many suggested books for the bible were edited from the final copy when it was originally assembled. There are positive and negative forces, call them what you will, that push and pull at our subconscious. You seem to be focused on the negative. 95% of us going to hell because we couldn’t understand the “truth” thrown at us by a preacher in the subway? I don’t accept the point of that. I'd rather look to a comforting end that greets you when you return with a “ You gave it a try, better life next time. Go sit over there and relax for awhile”. Life is a journey we are all travelling and will come to an end someday for all of us. When I look at the variety of the human condition around the world, the one common denominator is the personnel relationships we have with each other. Put the bible down, stop focusing on being “saved”, take care of yourself, do no harm, help where you can, enjoy the day, love the people you are close to. Best of life to you Bradley

I hope all the Mistresses are holding up ok and are managing to resupply. It seems like lower manhattan has been plunged into zombie apocalypse movie. People resorting to dumpster diving. I know there is no one better equipped to deal with this situation than the ladies of the Fortress. Hang on there. Hopefully things will be back up to speed sooner rather than later. We're all thinking of you

It's a real shame this trip didn't work out for you. Being on Halloween it would have been really special. I was looking forward to reading about your experience.

Hey ctyankeex2, do you still have a house? hope your safe

Glad you are safe. not only is the MTA shutdown, I saw a photo of all the cabs that were flooded in Hoboken

I love this, But definitely build the wheel, no computer. there is nothing better than that clicking sound as the wheel slows down to a single click! this could be the start of rebuilding the boardwalk

Just lost power here in NE. I'm sure you ladies have plenty of batteries. Survive the surge!

it wasn't until about a year ago that I realized I have been a submissive all my life. I have found myself very unfulfilled, depressed and lacking. I began soul searching and came to the realization that I don't like being in the number 1 control spot. I looked back and saw that as a child I was always looking to please my mother and father. I did everything they asked, always seeking approval. I'm not saying I didn't get approval, my parents were very supportive. It's just I enjoyed being good. My friends were always the ones who took control of the activities and I went along with whatever came on the table. This went on through HS and after that, I found that my friends had moved on to college or whatever. Oh yeah I forgot to mention in HS, I was molested by the minister of our church and my mother had an affair with my best friend's father and they were going to get married but he had second thoughts and went back to his wife. i've always thought that played a role in any disfunction I may have developed, but not as much as you might think. Anyway, after living on my own for a couple years I decided to go to college and, having a couple years maturity on the other students, I started taking on leadership roles. I had success with this and continued taking on more responsibility and leadership. I have a successful career, but directing and being responsible for so many has worn me out. I realized I would rather just be number two and have someone else take the lead. I've discovered that my cooperative nature was a way for me to give up some control. I would love to return to a secondary role, but, I am too far down the road to surrender and give up this vanilla life. In the meantime the Fortress has provided me with some relief.

absolutely beautiful! I must remember to keep checking the gallery for updates

My secretary has one of these on her desk. I'll never look at it again without thinking of you Mistress Kang

I love how you always take it the next step further

I still cringe when I think of poor Dustin Hoffman in Marathon Man. He was tortured by "the Dentist" for information he didn't even have. "the Dentist" would drill into his teeth to the nerve and blow air into it. Extremely painful and yet not deadly. it could go on forever.

You got it. I have a vanilla life and bruises have to be explained. I can handle the redness as I have a day to heal after my visits to NYC. I really want to let go. Maybe I could fall down the stairs

I have been haunted by Mistress Choi since my first visit with her back in August. Mistress Choi took me in and instructed me as to the proper way to great her. Which, considering her beauty and demeanor, is a pleasure. She had me strapped to the pink bench with my ass out for her amusement and gave me a few flogs. I enjoyed the light smacks across my ass. the 4th one she let go a lot harder. I could see joy in her face in the mirror. I knew this is where she wanted to be. ( I have asked the Mistresses to respect my no bruises limit and she did. ) I loved the pain, but I really enjoyed more was, that at that moment, she was having fun too. I wanted to ask her to continue, but I was scared. I had read what she was capable off and I wasn't sure if I was ready. If I asked her to go harder I didn't know what door I'd be opening. The vision of that slight devilish smile on her face has been haunting me ever since. That fear held me back. that fear kept me from really giving Mistress Choi the joy she deserved. I have regretted giving in to that fear since. After teasing and toying around a bit, Mistress Choi tied me in an uncomfortably, comfortable way that only someone with true skill could. I wanted to reach out and touch her, but I was unable to move. She continued to a level I hadn’t experienced before. Mistress Choi moved gracefully and rhythmically through out the session. She has an unmatched endurance to continue long after I’ve succumbed. This was a fantastic session for me I had gone farther with her than with anyone before. but I gave in to the fear and missed an opportunity to please my Mistress I still feel her presence. I am hers. B

Welcome back Mistress Zhao. I wouldn't underestimate the perversion of senior citizens. Have you seen the scene from the movie Hit & Run? You are certainly the most beautiful pervert. and I'm sure any of them would have gladly risked a heart attack to serve you.

some disguise suggestions.... Ursula Undress, Holly Goodhead or perhaps Plenty O'Toole I can't wait to feel the trap you have set for me we'll meet again Mistress Tran

Mistress Tran, Mistress Zhao & 007 I am a little slow getting on the Forum, but I wanted to get this on the forum from my visit back in June. This was my first visit to The Fortress. I had requested a role-play scenario. The scene was James Bond going in for his annual physical with, of course, two beautiful nurses. The plot turns when they reveal themselves to be agents of Spectre. Mistresses Tran and Zhao unleash their sadistic plans to which Mr. Bond asks “Do you expect me to talk?” Mistress Zhao replies, “No Mr. Bond, I expect you to die.” Mistress Tran took the lead and Mistress Zhao followed up perfectly. When I saw what they had planned to start with and I thought, “I am in way over my head” They put me through several “exams” and tortures, each time taking me up to my limit but leaving just a bit more to get out of me. At one point I couldn’t watch what they were doing to my….., you get the idea. Mistress Zhao comforted me while Mistress Tran performed her tortures. Part of the role play was for me to escape, and despite her small stature, Mistress Zhao is quite the wrestler. She put up a good fight, climbing up on my back as I tried to fling her off. She had me exhausted and pinned exactly when she wanted. Mistress Tran is a real pro in following the role-play plot. She could read my endurance levels in my eyes and adjusted accordingly. Mistress Tran created everything I was looking for and added a fantastic plot twist I was not expecting. These Mistresses are very skilled, playful and beautiful. There will be a sequel B

You're going to give Vanna White a run for her money "Let's go big dildo!"