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Not sure these will be approved but...I accidentally blanked on the fact that Mistress Ito's first name is "Stella," then could not stop thinking about these clips:
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One of my New Year's Resolutions was to do a bi-weekly liquid cleanse. Take a look at lunch (2 cups) and dinner (2 cups) from Thursday!
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I love this picture. Heaven may just be having your own place out in the woods, where it's sunny every day, you can take a relaxing walk to the creek with a dog, and listen to the birds and smell the wind without a care. Then come home to have Jessy Kang slap you and ride you around the cabin.
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20 hours ago, Mistress Angel Feng said:
Chicken tenders REDUNDANT?! Is the world falling apart?? 🤯
I feel like the next time I see you, rather than being waterboarded, I may be chicken-tender-boarded.
5 hours ago, Mistress Von Dietz said:Who is MVK?!
He wants to do a Double Domme session with Helena and Jessy. Mistress Von Kang.
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1 hour ago, Mistress Angel Feng said:
Definitely cannot handle the golden nectar..poor JAG only has room in his tummy for chicken tendies 🤣
I already have a food I like that HMK gives me grief over, chicken tendies is redundant!
1 hour ago, Mistress Von Dietz said:Ohh yes, JAG was lucky he didn’t get a MVD golden waterboard. I don’t think he could handle that..
Could I try to handle it some time? Please?
Please, Mistress?
PLEASE?
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48 minutes ago, Nitin D said:
Yes Mistress 😊 Trying to prepare as much as possible based on Your preferences. Anxiously waiting and eager to submit to You soon. Counting down the days to the D-day 😍
You mean counting down the days the MVD-Day!
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I decided to write a session review that could go on the Member's Forum (where it is allowed to be a bit more explicit about play activities) and just cut some stuff out for the Guest Forum so more people could see it. If you can see both, see the Member's Forum version!
Late last week, I had the distinct pleasure I helping with the training of Mistress Vera Cho, as well as having my first session with Mistress Stella Ito!
TRAINING WITH MISTRESS CHO
The training with Mistress Cho was first, and she was accompanied by the legendary Headmistress Jessy Kang! I hadn’t really gotten any in-dungeon time with HMK in some time, and it made me nostalgic for training sessions I got to help in long ago. It’s difficult to say a lot about Mistress Cho just from one hour of training, but I got a very positive feeling from her! She seemed both eager to learn and genuinely interested in how her sub was doing, two great traits for any Domme.
Due to the relatively short time (I could only do an hour), training was limited to rope bondage and an activity I don't think is discussed on the Guest Forum. It was interesting to lie back and listen to Jessy providing practical advice as Mistress Cho would tie, untie, and retie me. I recommend training sessions to any sub that gets a chance, it is a nice feeling to help and you come to appreciate the skill and craft in what a good Domme does. The rope training didn’t involve anything super complex, and left time for Mistress Cho to practice on the "other activity."
Now for this, I will admit I was a touch nervous and did some prep work at home, because this form of play seems a bit extreme to me. As a result I was ready to go, and both Headmistress Kang and Mistress Cho were slow and careful. As Mistress Cho worked up to bigger and bigger *redacted*, both Mistresses asked me to describe the sensations I was feeling. I ended up feeling very aroused, especially as I learned Mistress Cho had never done this before and was really enjoying herself! I ended up doing more than I would have expected, and the calm, soothing tones of the Mistresses filled me the desire to take more and serve them well! At one point Mistress Cho complimented me that I was handling it well, which sent me to the Moon! I love positive reinforcement and even joked about it on the table with HMK!
As I said about Mistress Cho already, she seemed very eager to learn more and definitely checked in with me as we went to see how we were doing. She talked about how she values communication, especially while she was learning, and just seemed really warm and sweet. Warm, sweet and sadistic…maybe the most dangerous kind of Mistress there is! So sweet you’re her slave before you know it! Oh and I forgot to say this, but as you can see from her pictures she’s gorgeous to boot! I think she’ll do well and wish her luck with the rest of her training!
SESSION WITH MISTRESS ITO
Before describing Mistress Ito it might help for me to explain the roleplay I requested. I was told I would have a chance to do a “guided session” with Mistress Ito where I provided feedback as an experienced sub. To make that make sense to me, I devised a roleplay where Mistress Ito was part of an organization called “Fortress” that targets submissive men and programs them to be willing servants in a plan to overthrow man’s world. Think one of those 60s/70s James Bond knockoff movies where SPECTRE is extra kinky and run by women. Anyway, in the roleplay “Fortress” has hacked my computer and seen all my filthy fetish downloads, so they assign a Japanese woman to seduce me in a fetish schoolgirl outfit. She makes me drink a potion that makes me temporarily compliant, makes me confess to all my darkest fantasies, and then carriers them out on me to make me a permanent slave. I can provide feedback on anything going right or wrong because the potion is compelling me to help her gain even more control. Well in reality, Mistress Ito tried to do the roleplay but I sort of melted and just became her slave as soon as she entered the room!
I know it is a big cliché but Mistress Ito looks better than her pictures! As wonderful as her pictures on the Player Pages are, she’s breathtaking in person! As I requested she wore the costume from her “PVC Schoolgirl” gallery. She looks amazing in it for good reason…it is her own suit she had custom-made to her measurements, it fits Mistress Ito like a glove because it was literally made for her!
The next thing to point out about Mistress Ito is her voice. She has a very sweet but also seductive voice. She told me later that she had even done a little voice-acting and it made sense…her tones expressed not only the fun and joy of controlling me, but also a darker side in several key moments!
Mistress Ito opened the session by making me drink some water, and then explaining that it was a potion as my roleplay discussed. Then to my surprise she told me we were going to play “a game of luck.” It was Russian Roulette, of course, meant to show how effective the potion was in making me compliant. I don’t think this was my favorite part of the roleplay honestly…it was sort of a lot at the start of the session! But I came to understand very quickly that Mistress Ito is interested in flirting with the dark side as she plays, which is very exciting!
I mentioned hypnosis in my roleplay write-up, and Mistress Ito seemed to jump into that with enthusiasm! She had me sit on the same bondage rig in the Purple Room where I had been tied previously. Then she pulled out heavy beads, held them close to my face, and swayed them back and forth to hypnotize me. Like in one of those old movies, where someone’s eyes follow a pocket-watch swaying back and forth. Her beautiful, seductive voice was all I could hear as my eyes followed the beads…I was super aroused because I already wanted her use that toy on my body and instead she was using them to put me in a trance! She softly but firmly told me I would be a good slave and would obey, using my name, and making me repeat over and over that I would obey her.
As I write this, it makes me wonder if there’s any chance she read my session review with Mistress Rey! I had never been hypnotized in session before, after more than a decade of sessions, and suddenly I’d been hypnotized twice in two months! I was absolutely a willing participant, I wanted to be as real playing the part of a helpless victim as she was playing the part of a sinister figure stealing a man’s will!
After I was hypnotized, I was made to confess my desires as a perverted, submissive man. I think we went through this pretty fast though…I may have been a bit too overwhelmed to speak eloquently here. I pictured myself talking a lot but really I just blurted out a few things in my excitement, eager for Mistress Ito to guide our next activity!
Mistress Ito produced a toy I’ve never experienced before, apparently something popular in Japan. I don’t know the correct name but she had these very short, soft feathers that she held between her fingers. Because of how short they were, she had very fine control over the sensations they caused as she played with them across my body. It didn’t tickle at all…I get very ticklish, and it really isn’t even a form of play I ever request! Tickling make me lose my composure almost immediately, I can barely endure it, but I have always been willing to try for anyone like MVD where I know they have a special fondness for it. But Mistress Ito was slowly, smoothly pulling feathers across my chest, shoulders, I think my face. I can barely remember, I was lost in her words, and the way the soft, gentle sensation flowing across my body just made me excited and relaxed all at once! Her voice in my ears was still beautiful and soothing as well, making me desperate to please!
Here I'm going to cut out a bit for the Guest Forum.
I was laid down on my back, and Mistress Ito now took her turn to sit on the bondage rig. She draped her feet down, wearing beautiful black high-heeled shoes with bright red soles. She knew I wanted to kiss and lick them, but instead, she let them wave back and forth just above my mouth, but did not give me permission to touch them. She asked me what my favorite color was, and I said “black.” Then she waved the soles over my face, pressing them in close, and asked again. This time I said “red” and heard her giggle with pleasure. I kept hoping I would be allowed to kiss and lick them, but soon she had removed them, and I saw her lovely feet behind white stockings. She asked me my favorite color, and I said “flesh.” Then she stood over me, and hiked up her black PVC skirt so I could see her beautiful ass in its shiny, satin panties. I think I told her “white satin” was my favorite color before she could even ask! I wanted to please her so bad! She even made me say it, back when she was swaying the heavy beads in front of my face…Mistress Ito’s pleasure is all that matters!
Cutting a bit here.
Mistress Ito seems to have an interest in the theatrical. We were coming up on the end now, and Mistress Ito surprised me by producing traditional Japanese percussion instruments. As I lay on my back, she told me this was the final “ritual” that would turn me into her complete slave. That word “ritual” stuck with me. It was like something religious…not just some sexual fetish where you offer up obedience or pride, but ancient, honored ritual where a man offers a Mistress his very soul. The details are slipping away like clouds but I remember mumbling out the hypnotic phrases from before, about how I (using my name) would be a good slave for Mistress Ito and that her pleasure was all that mattered. As I was doing this, she was very gently tracing shapes and circles across my chest, even my nipples which I am super scared to let Mistresses hurt. She had a Japanese percussion instrument that sounded like a wood block, and was making these soothing, seductive, rhythmic noises as the ritual played out.
The ritual evolved into wax play. I allowed myself some subby pride here. Mistress Ito assured me that the way she plays with wax isn’t too intense and is very safe, and I kept to myself that I’d done wax play before and it was actually one of my favorites! But I had not mentioned it as a request. Next to me, Mistress Ito left a sort of Japanese tambourine…an instrument with bells. She told me one shake meant pause, and two meant stop, so I was safe. I was allowed to speak but not to ask for mercy…if I was in trouble I was to signal with the bells. I did speak since I was allowed to…I told her she was beautiful, and even more beautiful by candlelight. She was slow and meticulous with the wax, moving very carefully across my chest, in a hairless stretch beneath the nipples and above the abdomen. I asked her if she was writing her name, and she said yes, she was marking me. That made me very, very happy.
When she was done, and it took quite a long time, she let me see. I have never had a Mistress write on my body so neatly before! It just said “Ito,” no “Mistress,” no “Stella,” just “Ito.” But it was in these huge block letters, taking up all the hairless space her man-canvas provided. And it was in these perfect block letters, like she was working with a stencil! She smiled widely, and I suspect she hadn’t had nearly as many opportunities for wax play as she would have liked. She can write on me any time!
And one last cut for the Guest Forum.
We chatted a little bit throughout the session, with our longest chat at the end. She told me a little about her interest in domination. Then I told her I liked anime, which is the geekiest thing a white guy can say to an Asian woman anyway, and she asked me my favorites with genuine interest. We talked a bit about her interest in theater, and I told her how exciting and unexpected it was when she brought in elements of Japanese theater. I asked her if she likes Noh theater or kabuki, probably just trying to sound cultured really. I asked her if she had seen “Shogun” on Hulu (I’m such a dork!) because the way her eyes bored into me and her voice melted me reminded me of Lady Ochiba on that show! And we talked about how cool it would be for her to do a session in a kimono, dominating a man’s mind while wearing such a beautiful garment! I didn’t tell her but I actually have an old story on the Forum where a Domme removes a kimono and is wearing a PVC corset underneath!
It is tough to know how to say goodbye at the end of a session, particularly if you’re not doing Dinner and Domme. Mistress Ito melted my heart a bit when she was eager to know if she had done well! I was flattered and dumbfounded at the same time! She was so amazing and entrancing, but as a new professional was eager to make sure I had a good time. I told her a great time, and I hope this review is proof for her!
To summarize, especially if you are reading this on the Guest Forum and some of the session detail is omitted, I have to say that Mistress Ito was something special. Just a really unique and interesting Domme, she truly is interested in domination as an art and using a submissive’s mind as her canvas. If you are thinking of seeing her, go for it! I doubt you will be disappointed!
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Literally on my way home from NYC after having my first session with Mistress Ito. She’s amazing!
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55 minutes ago, Mistress Kang said:
Kitty is so cute and I love the joy in your voice when she does good!
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4 hours ago, Mistress Kang said:
I never said it was
Jerk.
Now I like you 35% less
Oh no, I'm sorry!
I was only kidding Ma'am!
😭😭😭😭😭
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On 12/31/2024 at 6:39 PM, Mistress Kang said:
Now that you've read it, you must suffer for her.
I hate to say this Headmistress but that's not a haiku.
If you read her page
Then you must suffer for her
Like watching "The Ring"
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Mistress Ito's Player Page
Has an actual Haiku
Student of the art?
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9 hours ago, Nitin D said:
Thank you!! The session is with Mistress Von Dietz. I have sessioned with multiple Mistresses in the past but this is the first time at the Fortress 😊
MVD is amazing! Be sure to show her a good time!
9 hours ago, Nitin D said:Thank you. Is the communication on Interests done over email prior to the session or in-person before the start of the session?
You can send your interests and session requests to booking and they will share with the Mistress, though unless you're doing a specific roleplay and it would break character, it doesn't hurt to relay them in-person at the start of the session too. Though if you want to be on your knees with your face down when she enters the room (which is a nice traditional start), it can be a little tricky to start a conversation about preferences/limits.
theDumbMule hit it right on the head, communicate up front and then try to relax and let MVD run the show. I don't know of personal preferences she has, but make sure you are clean (this can be very important depending on what type of play you are planning).
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Hope you ladies have a lovely duck dinner! “EAT US MISTRESSES!!”
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18 hours ago, Mistress Kang said:
That looks pretty fucking amazing!
I told my Ma what you said that without providing a lot of detail on who you are! Here’s Christmas Eve dinner (stuffing not pictured:)
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Reasons to visit family over the holidays - home cooked meals! Beef roast, creamed spinach, and two types of potatoes!
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Here's a pic of MVD's piñata!
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Last week, to close out my year, I kept up a bit of a tradition of seeing Headmistress Jessy Kang and Mistress Helena Von Dietz (or, to use the brand we should all be working to build, MVD). This time, Jessy had to dip out for part of the time so the in-dungeon time was some long-overdue solo worship of MVD.
I arrived at the Fortress already plugged up, but MVD got me in a cage before we set out.
We started with lunch at a French restaurant, where I had the distinct pleasure of sitting between HMK and MVD. The Mistresses ordered various items for me off the menu, in addition to ordering me to eat one of the berries off of the decorative table-dressing. MVD had to help me with the oysters while Jessy scolded me for not knowing how to hold a fork correctly, but eventually, I ate a filling meal! This included eating about four different desserts, and as always when dining with these Goddesses, alcoholic drinks were ordered and tested and I had to finish any cocktails the Mistresses didn’t like!
When it was time to return to the Fortress, HMK and unexpected visitor Mistress Angel Feng surprised me before I could get on my piñata costume! Mistress Feng seemed to like the costume, then warmly welcomed me by making fun of me for eating “chicken tendies” before getting to her session. I was allowed to get into my costume so MVD could come in, and I could give the birthday girl her “quinceañera” presents! To my relief, while MVD and HMK beat me up a bit to get the candy out, it really didn’t go that long as HMK had to step out.
Once it was one-on-one, the birthday girl decided that rather than beating the candy out of her piñata, she would strategically cut open the rear, crotch and nipples. My cage had come off in the bathroom and my plug was replaced, but MVD wasn’t interested in exploring those gaps right away. I asked for some water before we began, so she had me lie down on my back and started waterboarding me! This was unexpected but she apparently had been wanting to inflict the “German Torture” as she called it for some time! I don’t know if it was technically waterboarding without a cloth and restraints but she was laughing hard as she did it. It was hard to know what was happening from down there, at some points she was swallowing the water herself and spitting, but eventually as she was clearly laughing and I think she was just pouring water. Uncontrollable water down the throat caused me to gag a bit but it was nowhere near as bad as up the nose! I think it only lasted a short time but it was intense and MVD was having a wicked good time!
My head is spinning writing this, I can’t recall if she made me slap myself across the face before or after the waterboarding, and I’m not sure exactly when the tickling happened either. But the waterboarding was over when she draped the heels of her boots over my face and told me to worship. She got impatient with my poor boot worshiping skills, and my best excuse is I was on my back and still a bit dizzy from the waterboarding. I’m reminded of session with Mistress Rey the week before, where I sat in the Lotus Position and she told me I looked like a Buddha (I don’t even think it was a crack about my weight!) There’s something about the way MVD looks in boots that makes me want to request a future session where I can sit comfortably in the Lotus Position and be allowed a little time to really sink into the deeply peaceful state of mind her boots can give me!
(Oh, speaking of Mistress Rey, here’s a random bonus thought I forgot to put in that write-up. I ALMOST broke and laughed a bit one time during the session, for the silliest possible reason. She told me I was going to endure “every centimeter” of one of her toys. As an unsophisticated Yank, using "centimeters" instead of "inches" almost got me to crack!)
MVD now got me on my back and used two toys on me, one on my REDACTED and another on my REDACTED. Honestly, MVD pushes my buttons so hard I was blown away at this point, and it was time to clean up and prepare for dinner before I knew it! Though she gave me her feet to massage as a cool-down exercise. But I was on my back again, slightly disoriented, and was accused of trying to tickle her instead of massage her. So she reacted by tickling me back!
For dinner, MVD requested the same place HMK and I went with her last year. I love everything about the place except how loud it is, because I have terrible social hearing (i.e., I have a hard time picking out what someone is saying to me in bar, restaurant, or other place with background conversation). It was a bit easier with only one person to converse with though, and while I had to lean in a lot, MVD chided me that despite what I said about social hearing we had a good, ongoing conversation. I really want to write about it here, partly to keep it fresh in my own memory, but it was private. Suffice to say MVD is really a very sweet and lovely person to talk to, and I was really flattered as she was able to match me memory for memory of our sessions over the years. When a Domina is as entrancing as MVD and has been playing for years, it’s special when you got to be her “first” with some tortures. That probably sounds crazy, doesn’t it? Either way, we shared a few memories of her training sessions, and we even chatted a little about how she first crafted a Domina persona and how it has evolved over time. I got so distracted I forgot about a “confession” I had to make. I guess I’ll have something for next time!
Dinner was amazing (including the entrees, not just MVD’s world-renowned “Caviar Burgers”) and I got to learn what makes a dirty martini dirty. But eventually it was time to reconnect with HMK!
The evening wrapped up with karaoke! It was a little different from the one prior time we did it, as this time it was in a public bar rather than a private room. I sang a very special song for HMK first, and got a really good response from the crowd! I sang a special song for MVD as well. MVD came up for a moment, but only because she had requested a song for ME to sing and I wasn’t doing it right! Let that be a warning…when you can barely hear the tune and you don’t know the song, having the lyrics appear on screen won’t help you much! But despite this, I think the Mistresses had a good time overall. If MVD and I ever do karaoke again, I’ll definitely brush up on my Nine Inch Nails!
In the end, even if HMK was not able to participate all day, I love being able to visit with these two special ladies in December. It’s Christmas in NYC, it’s MVD’s birthday month, and I’ve got my own special reasons for starting the tradition years ago. I now have years of memories of a waiter joining in and calling me by a clown name, Zora Jin politely asking me about Star Trek, Jessy covering my upper lip to help MVD decide if the moustache needed to go (it did,) not being able to hear a word Mistress Lovelace was saying, MVD’s killer hot sauce on my sushi and Mistress Koi getting us free deserts, paying cash “like a boss,” “bring him the girliest drink you have,” “eh Tommy whattaya doin’ there Tommy,” “Jessy just let me hold the smoke stop telling me when to exhale,” shaking my booty for the room, “oh wow gorgeous blondes have it so hard you guuuuuys,” "oh wow let's go to Shake Shack," etc. etc. etc. I’m a Fortress addict for life and I’m already saving up to come clean MVD’s boots for my birthday (if I can wait that long!)
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I remember having Peking Duck with Jessy once, it was my first time!
Wait a second, are you allowed to have a Christmas party when there are literally pictures posted of you guys beating up Santa?
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Er, not March, December. Still dizzy from MVD's charm!
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22 hours ago, theDumbMule said:
She made your ears a new erogenous zone…hmmm… sounds like she made you into a Ferengi.
Thanks for sharing this experience. I was curious how it worked.
Strangely enough, I was having a D&D with MVD when I saw your reply. (She had stepped away, I wasn't on my phone with her there! Also I'm making it sound like I session constantly, this was my third and final session all year but two of the three sessions were in March). So I told her when she got back that you had replied to my review which had somehow fallen to the bottom of the page within a few hours of being posted. And I told her you were now my favorite sub! She smiled. I think she likes you!
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It’s been almost a week since I had the privilege of sessioning with the incredible Mistress Rey. Thanks to theDumbMule, I am realizing Mistress Rey has been doing this for a decade now and I’ve seen her (far too infrequently) for about nine years! But this last session with her may have been the most incredible yet.
The plan was to meet Mistress Rey and Headmistress Kang at the Fortress, and then head out for lunch. But while we were at the Fortress, I was briefly stripped down so I could be “plugged up” and put in chastity. Headmistress Kang tried to get me to “calm down” so they could get the cage on by viciously punching my nipples, which is supposed to be a limit for me but HMK knows best! Though actually, when I was given a moment to just do some slow, deep breathing, they finally got my cage locked in and we went out for sushi!
The sushi place was small but beautiful, looking exactly like the small sushi restaurants/bars you actually see in Tokyo (land of a million little bars living off small pools of regular customers). It reminded me of the “sushi smashing” scene from R100 (a film HMK introduced me to) but we all agreed it would be disrespectful to the chef if the Mistress smashed my food and made me eat it that way. Instead, we had a lovely lunch where I got a little tipsy but managed to use chopsticks (for the most part) to eat all of my rolls except for one. Mistress Rey liked her fatty tuna roll so much, she decided the chef had brought her two and none for me!
We had a little shopping side-trip where HMK helped me pick out a…well you know what, I think this topic is usually not discussed on the Guest Forum! So let me just say I have a favorite activity that I can’t do as well after some past surgeries and body changes. HMK helped me pick a…size that would work, and we went back to the Fortress. Aside from an incident where I popped out of my cage and it fell down my pants leg, all was well.
Ok, playtime was solo with Mistress Rey. This was very special to me. The first time I met Rey, she was the (if there is such a thing) Junior Mistress at the Fortress. I remember her being the first Mistress ever to do bastinado on me, the first Mistress ever to really make me appreciate trying to please a woman’s feet, and oddly I think she was the first Mistress I ever noticed in a mutli-Domme with Jessy where a Mistress at any point just hung back watched with disbelief when shit got really weird (I was made to wear a blonde hair wig/mask and Jessy was screaming with laughter while I was rocking back and forth asking for crack…it was admittedly pretty strange). But my point is I haven’t seen Mistress Rey for a solo in years.
Since I first met Rey she has become internationally renowned not just for her beauty, but her skill and craft. No joke, she is a top Domina internationally and an expert in shibari/Japanese rope bondage. But when emailing Jessy, I learned she is incorporating hypnotism into her sessions, and that got me really excited. I did not even realize until I read this how big a part of my young submissive sexuality was tied up in fantasies of hypnotism and the use of mantras. I have an unfinished story on the forum about hypnotism…my most persistent role-play fantasy is of a woman using hypnotism to plant a desire for (redacted fetish usually kept in the members forum) and using it to control him. In that fantasy, the man knows the woman has planted that desire, but knowing doesn’t help him and he still becomes a hopelessly devoted (redacted) slave. And as a teen, I remember fantasizing about a Domme putting me into a trance by making me repeatedly chant “you command, I obey.” So yeah, getting to reunite with a beautiful Mistress who had independently started to study two of my biggest private kinks? Sign me up!
Mistress Rey was excited too I think. She made it very clear to me up front that hypnotism was a two-way street, and that it would require my trust and…really key…my imagination to work. But that the effort would be worth it. I sincerely promised I would give myself over fully, and we got started.
(Side note, I remember in high school having a teacher who as an experiment “hypnotized” the class by turning down the lights and telling everyone to relax and close their eyes, and then he slowly went through a verbal scenario talking about a calm and warm space, and oddly enough, it moved into getting a delicious pizza with all of your favorite toppings. I remember it years later because it really framed for what hypnotism is…just letting someone else guide your imagination by reducing all distractions beyond their voice).
Rey started by telling me to listen to and focus on her voice. She spoke a lot about trust, about how I was safe, about how even when there was pain it would be pleasurable pain, and how she would lead me on a path to more pleasure than I had ever known. And also, that when I reached that pleasure, it would be her pleasure as well. She made it clear from jump that she had read my overlong session requests too! In her soothing voice that was meant to put me under, she even mentioned how my sensitive nipples were safe, and one or two other little things I threw in as notes of caution. I’ve known her on and off for a decade but it just made me feel even more calm and safe.
When I was under her spell Rey told me to relax my body and let myself down on the ground. She tied me, though only for a short time as this was not going to be a suspension session. Rey traced her fingers across my body and told me her touch could make pleasure shoot across my body, and it was true! She specifically told me my ears were a new erogenous zone, and even a light caress of my ears felt intense (I think this is what oo-max feel like for all my Star Trek nerds!)
From here, it is hard to go into a lot of detail without getting too explicit for the Guest Forum. This is because I have a specific form of play I love, and almost all of the session was dedicated to it. But in a specific way…like I said it is harder for me to endure this play than it used to be, but Mistress Rey was patient and gentle as she built it up. I could have gotten panicked or overwhelmed, but Mistress Rey started things very easy, talking to me the whole time about how safe I was with her if I would just let her guide me to submissive pleasure.
At one point, Mistress Rey asked how I was feeling, and I said I felt pleasure and shame. She asked me why I felt shame, and told me not to. She told me there was no shame in letting go, accepting your nature, and pleasing your Mistress. And so I did.
Eventually, after multiple rounds of humiliating and electrifying pleasure, she got out a very large toy and I knew it was time to be pushed. She gave me a mantra at this point (those were her exact words, she “gave” it to me). The mantra was about letting go and giving myself to her. It was amazing and it helped me so much! I got very near to my breaking point several times, but Mistress Rey was super attentive. She had told me to surrender control and be free of stress or tension, and by making me repeat the mantra out loud she could tell when I was cracking without my having to break the spell with “yellow” or a safeword. When she could tell from my voice that it too hard or too much, she would back off and give me verbal reinforcement in the trance, or just stop and tell me to pause the mantra and breathe deeply. But she wouldn’t stop for real, she’d let me catch my breath and then she’d push hard again. In the end, I think she was impressed by what I endured with her, and I’d like to think she was proud of me for not chickening out. She didn’t say “pride” exactly, but when she told me there was no shame in letting go for your Mistress, I decided to take a little pride in it!
After the big endurance test, she used a really fun toy to continuing to lead me in the trance. When I thought I was done, she told me I wasn’t done yet, and draped her feet across my face so I could massage them for her without getting up.
We had a really nice conversation at the end, I hope I remembered to tell her how amazing it was and how my first experiment with hypnotism did not disappoint! I think I remember her telling me I did well…I was just so pleased with how it had gone that I might have made that up!
Dinner got a bit hectic because of confusion with the reservation, but eventually we got settled in and had some interesting conversations. I don’t want to overshare here but I’m smiling as I recall a conversation about vices. Mistress Rey doesn’t let vices control her, she doesn’t need things, she eats when she decides to for sustenance, etc. But with the delay in dinner I guess she decided she didn’t need to eat a bunch of my ox-tail rice with egg, but she just decided to! I actually really want to talk about all the fun dinner conversations but as I was reminded at lunch, secrets should be kept secret!
Ok, just one. Mistress Rey has incredible hypnotic power but she is NOT a monster who will lurk outside your door and trick you into opening it so she can tear you apart. She’s just not that kind of girl.
A final takeaway for me from this session is that I think even without labelling it “hypnotism” my fantasy life has been about hypnotism for years. My self-play fantasies have, I am realizing, really talky Dommes! I love a session where the Mistress is constantly talking, and I think it’s because she’s guiding the sub’s thoughts. I hope Mistress Rey doesn’t mind if I try to spread the word on hypnotism!
Mistress Rey, if you are reading this, please know that was an amazing and revelatory session for me. It’s hard to compliment you because you work your ass off to be as beautiful and skilled as you are, but I am trying anyway! I will always trust you to lead me to places I cannot get alone!
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Last week, sushi flight with Headmistress Kang and Mistress Rey! I ate all of the pictured rolls! Well, except for one where it was considered too good for me and Mistress Rey had mine! Also, Headmistress Kang kept ordering two sakes, sipping both, and having me drink whichever one she liked less!
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2 hours ago, Mistress Angel Feng said:
The question is how do you like your steak? There’s only one correct answer..
I order Medium Rare, unless I'm at someplace where you have to order Rare to get Medium Rare.
Share your food with me!!
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Nope, day after LOL.