Farm Boy

I love the philharmonic. I’m not knowledgable about classic music, but I find in very peaceful. I also love sitting at the beach and watching and listening to the waves. It’s so hypnotic snd therapeutic. Life is so chaotic. Both of these activities bring me peace.

A cupcake licked off the floor on a dungeon. I was in a steel gag so I had to lick it off the floor, which was very difficult. I think it was my second session ever and it was all kind of confusing at the time. It was many years ago. I returned to the cupcake more recently with Mistress Kang during a lengthy and very intense session. She spit the chewed cupcake into her hand and made me eat it. When it was pretty much gone but her hand was still covered in frosting she would spit on to her hand to help me lick her hand clean. I was the deepest into subspace I have ever been in and when I fully became her slave. I was an out of body experience I replay in my head often.

Hey that’s Farm Boy’s refrain to Princess Buttercup (aka Head Mistress Kang). Haven’t you seen the Princess Bride?

A domme who was controlling me remotely would have me write degrading messages each day on my body and send her picture. It was permanent marker and by tge end of the week it was a complete mess of smudged marker. Please bring markers the next time we play!

Today reminds me of the time Mistress Kang said she wanted to dress me up like a bunny. It never happened but had me looking for a but plug bunny tail just in case.

It’s been months since we had this exchange. You’ll finally get your chance this weekend. I love taking the subway home reeking of mistress piss.

You mean Princess Buttercup?

Are you wearing cute sox again?!

Anyone see Sanctuary on Hulu? A bit silly but worth a watch. Their interaction is highly scripted by the sub which seems to me he’s no longer the sub.

I love the unexpected face slaps too. The question is how do you signal to the mistress that you want it and it still be a surprise?! A slaves dilemma!

In all honesty Mistress Matira, I agree in the the importance of being respectful. On a certain level it’s part of creating a safe environment for the Mistress. Belligerent or disrespectfully behavior on the part of a sub might undermine their comfort level, particularly if you didn’t have a history together. With all that said, rest assured, when we finally meet, my response to a kick in the balls will be a simple “Thank you, Mistress.” And I will obediently spread my legs in anticipation of another kick.

Seeking thoughts and experiences from Mistresses and subs alike. I tend to be a very respectful and obedient sub. When I’m told to lick, I lick. When I’m told to bend over I bend over. When I’m told to spread my legs I spread my legs (ok, I’ll hedge a little on that one because I usually know what’s coming next). I’ve often wondered what would happen if I wasn’t obedient. What if I responded, “Go f*ck yourself you dumb c*nt!” Any one have any experience with this kind of scenario. Very curious but too afraid to test it out.

I think I’d approach the question from a different angle. First, I’d say my proudest moment was summoning the courage for my first session. After years of curiosity and web surfing, it took a lot for me to make the appointment, call from a street corner a block away for instructions, walk up the steps to the dungeon and enter a new world. I was scared to death, sweating like a pig. But overcoming that fear was life changing. Second, I’m proud for embracing dungeon life and the fact that it makes me fulfilled. BDSM (I’ll use that term to broadly cover a wide array of dungeon activities) is not socially acceptable. We are told it’s for perverts and degenerates and not something in which we should engage. But over the last decade I’ve realized that it’s ok to enjoy crawling on the floor like a dog on a collar and leash and lap pee out of a dog bowl. It’s ok to enjoy having electric current jolt through your balls until you’re screaming and pain and red faced. It’s ok to go to work in lace panties (like I’m wearing right now). It’s ok that my only tattoo was ordered by my mistress. So I’m proud that I’m good with being a slave, a sub, a masochist and a sissy. It’s what I am and there’s nothing wrong with it. It takes some courage to get there.

Teeth marks lasted a month!

That actually sounds like a lot of fun.

I think I would love fisting. I just don’t think it would be physically possible.

1. CBT with needles. No way I would have thought I’d do it. But it was amazing. 2. Cigarette Play. At another dungeon a mistress, without notice (our dynamic was she had a lot of latitude to try different things without asking so it was not an inappropriate move) , tried to burn me with a cigarette. I freaked and she immoderately stopped. A couple sessions later as we were finishing up she told me to sit on the floor, put my hands on my head and spread my legs wide. She then proceeded to light a cigarette and repeatedly touch my cock and balls with the lit end, which I obediently endured until I came. I think we were both stunned. It was one of the most intense experienced I’ve ever had. 3. There are few things I’m not willing to try but poop is one of them. With that said, I’m used to suffering the humiliation of a Mistress squatting over me and peeing on my face. For some reason, when one of my Mistresses would do this I would think, boy I think I would really like her to shit on me right now. I don’t know what it was about her (aside from her having one of the sweetest bottoms I’ve ever seen). I never got up the courage to ask her to do it, something I now regret. Still not something I really want to do but part of me thinks I’ll regret not trying it.

You know I would have helped if the Head Mistress had asked!

Are you accepting volunteers?!

Why do I get the feeling you may may be peeing on me very soon?!

I would willingly submit.

Yeah, I have that one too.

I’m still dealing with bite marks from a session 4 weeks ago, so not sure I’d be much help.