Ford Ranger

That certainly looks how I feel after seeing you, Mistress Dalisay.

For me it’s exactly as you describe, but almost subconscious. If I don’t really believe it; if I don’t really feel like she is present and in charge, I put up little walls. I don’t even realize what happened until later. Sometimes days later. But when I sense that I’m being totally dominated, I just lose my will completely before I realize it. I wish I could describe the difference.

Most humiliating was probably when she invited me over to watch the NBA playoffs then made me lie on the floor at the foot of the bed blindfolded and lift snacks up to her when she asked. (Humiliating because I foolishly thought I was going to watch the game!) Dirtiest was probably back when I was still young and hot at a long-defunct Meatpacking District club where I was splayed across a motorcycle to … collect fluids and be a place for the men to finish.

*remembers to wear leather jock strap to next session*

Thank you Mistress Dalisay! 🙇🏻‍♂️🙏🏼

“They are so much more devious than we ever imagined. They … She stripped me down and broke me. Unspeakable things. Unshakeable humiliation. Profane. It was a glimpse into Hell. But… …I’m sorry. I’ve chosen to return. To follow them … Her.”

Absolutely Mistress Ito!

*reaches for my rosary beads, and I’m not even catholic*

*starts scrolling through my calendar*

Yes Mistress Dalisay. 🙏🏼🙇🏻‍♂️

Metaphysical relative size difference > physical relative size difference

I think I’m the only one being deprived there, Mistress Dalisay!

Having those just peeking through stockings was its own form of torture.

Locked doors and locked drawers, Mistress Dalisay

Oh no. I definitely didn’t mean to imply that! You’re definitely still terrifying. More now than before! My body and brain could testify to that Mistress. It’s always terrifying to divulge your secrets and admit you’ll do whatever you’re told and then see the wheels of deviousness turning! I’m already at work stretching my throat and upping my pain tolerance before next time Mistress Dalisay! I won’t let you down! 🙏🏼🙇🏻‍♂️

Congratulations! I’m guessing there was plenty of pain.

I guess I don’t have much of a poker face, Mistress. It did make it hard for me to stay in role though when I just fell so deep into worship. (Maybe I’m just not good at role play.) Although having to admit a few of my sins before you was deeply humiliating and amazing! Almost as incredible as the punishments. (Almost.) I can only pray your aim never improves. 🙏🏼🙇🏻‍♂️

I think when I can’t do the task I’ve been given. Like, here I am being a pathetic little submissive, and I can’t even do that right. It makes me twice as eager to do whatever I’m told and try to do it well.