Around the 7th grade I started feeling a strong need to associate myself with the more dominant girls who liked to be in control. That began to have a real attraction to me. I once had two of the girls hold me down while the other drew on me with lipstick. I really enjoyed that kind of submission. But it wasn't until I was just out of high school and working, when I met Asian women for the first time and from that moment on, I knew that I would be hooked for good, if I could ultimately submit to such exotic beauties.