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You too Bro, have a good night.

One of my favorite Python skits: www.youtube.com/watch?v=13JK5kChbRw

I'm so sorry Mistress Kang - I definitely won't discuss any of those topics anymore - You're absolutely right - it's not appropriate for this Forum. I too wish that You could reach through the computer screen & give me a good hard whaapp - I really need it.

Hey Spankbri: Thank you for your response. I really appreciate it. I have definitely considered that possibility, actually I felt that exact way for decades & that's why I researched that exact thing that you are talking about as thoroughly as I could before I ruled it out, it's basically 1 of many chapters in me trying to disprove my beliefs & it would fall into the category of things I want to believe which I keep separate whith things I do believe - & it would take me too long to explain why I did rule it out because it gets very complex. I think I may have angered Mistres Kang with all of my yapping - I do talk too much when I'm on the forum - I don't realize it when I write the posts until I see them on the threads & I'm like wow - I talk too much - yap yap yap - I never stop - & the funny thing is in my daily life, I'm usually more quiet most of the time - so I would normally give you a response to this question but I promised that I would stop going on about this stuff but I really appreciate your response & I will definitely explore that possibility again to make sure I didn't miss anything. Thanks again. Thanks so much for your response.

Sorry Beautiful Goddess Mistress Kang - this was all my fault & I take full responsibility - I'm gonna keep my piehole shut - Thank You, Mistress Kang.

Yeah, I love that movie & of course, the soundtrack. I heard a rumor, not sure if it's true or not, that the songs in that movie were just supposed to be fillers because they originally wanted, I think it was CSN or CSNY to write a score but when CSNY saw the movie, they were like, this soundtrack is perfect the way it is, you won't find a better soundtrack then the one that you already have so they wound up leaving it the way it was. Have a good night.

Hey Bradley, How are you? Wow - once again I'm falling asleep at the computer so please excuse any typing errors but before I sign off, I just wanted to say that I was touched by your post & it left me at a loss for words. Whatever emotional trauma that you may have suffered from these incidents with your minister, I truly hope that you were able to conquer it & I hope you do find the relief you are looking for & a way to make your career & daily life & personall needs all work together for you in the best way possible.

They got ballbusting at the Fortress? This place is in incredible. I've always wanted try that. Does it feel good?

One of them is orange & they don't have holes - how do they urinate?

Wow - I haven't seen that flick in so long - I gotta watch that movie again as soon as I get a chance. Boy, I sure wish I was goin' with you - Yeah?, You got a helmut? Oh, Oh I got a helmut - I got a beauty.

I once saw Uma walking on a street in Manhattan, like 15 years ago - She actually caught me checking out Her feet but luckily, it didn't seem to bother Her (I always try not to make it obvious but I always get caught) - I didn't know She wore size 11.

Hey Bradley, Thanks so much & I'm so glad you are not offended by any of my comments. Calvinism is a horrible topic, it really is, I find it so disturbing, so I can only imagine what it sounds like when I explain it to people. That's why I wanted to make sure that everyone knows that when I wrote these posts, I was not being condescending or disprespectful in any way to anyone. I wrote that post off the top of my head & when I got to the very end, I started falling asleep at the computer - that's why it was a little choppy at the end. I started going into the topic about the food chain & I was about to explain why I went into that topic but then I immediately had to sign off because I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore & I was too tired to proof read that post. And I truly meant what I said, even though I have those views, in my heart, I agree with most of the things you were saying. Thanks again & have a good weekend.

Thanks Sod. So glad that nobody on this Forum was offended by my posts & I'm also so glad that everyone realized that in my heart, I agree with & am on the same side as everyone who responded to my posts. That's the most important thing. You got the right idea - keep on enjoying your life. And as Frank would say, Let's drink to fuckin' - Here's to your fuck, Sod.

Every once in a while, at night, not during business hours, I'll see a Women with really high platform sandals - like the whole sole of the shoe from the toe to the heel is about 5 or 6 inches thick - very 70's looking - although I haven't seen that style in a while.

I just want to apologize again to everyone for bringing this topic up - I feel like maybe I may be creating a negative vibe on this threadf & I definitely never meant to do that at all - actually every time I write a post I always make sure that I try to never offend anyone ever, even accidentally so if I offended anyone or depressed anyone or bored anyone - I apologize. To be honest I don't even remember what the original topic to this thread is - but I feel like I accidentally took it over & I never meant to do that so again I apologize. So everyone's had heard just about eveything I have to say on this subject - there's no need for me to write anymore about it. And if you want to respond to my posts, I always love to read the responses. So I'm gonna go to another thread - hopefully they'll be a good thread about foot fetish. Maybe Mistress Tran posted some more office photos -She said she was on a rampage. So sorry about all of this - I'm a fun person - I really am as long as I don't start talking about this topic - I gotta remember that when a topic like ths comes up - I gotta shut my piehole.

Hey Bradley - how are you? Thank you for your response - I think after I write this post I'm gonna stop discussing this topic because I think people are getting tired of this topic & I don't want to be a killjoy or a Debbie Downer. But I would like to respond to your question. I just want to say that it's not so much carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders - whatever the truth is - it has been what it is long before I was born - & it's not about trying to figure out the universe - I have no interest in figuring out the universe - I didn;t come up with these beliefs - these beliefs have existed that I know of at least since the 1st century - & the first few years they were brought to my attention, I didn't want to believe them - I had actually read the Bible for different reasons and started noticing that the verses starting matching up perfectly with these beliefs. So really it's not my philosophy. Who wrote the Bible? So many people say that so many times that I decided to examine it & give you my take on it. When you say that you believe that man wrote the Bible, do you believe it was a small group of men or a lot of men? Because the Bible is a very long book - other than theologians & maybe Priests & Pastors, I don't think I have ever met anyone else who has claimed to have read the whole Bible. I never read the whole Bible. And not only is it a very long book but it's a slow read. Every sentence makes you stop and think. It's not like reading the news or a magazine & when you read it there are verses all over the Bible in different chapters that go perfectly with other verses in other chapters - how did all of these men communicate with each other to get their facts straight? - especially in a time where they did not have email & cell phones & telephones? The more you read it the more the verses connect with each other. And what are they controlling. I don't think I have ever met anyone personally that I know of who can follow all of God's laws perfectly so if man wrote the Bible to control the world, who did it work on? The only people I can think of who may be able to follow God's laws perfectly are the elect & I'm not sure I have ever met any in my life. I think that they are probably very far & few - if this book was deliberately fabricated by men to control society, why would they say that Jesus knocked over the tables? - I do think that there are people who use the Bible to make money but that's not the message in the Bible. The Bible constantly points out that there are people who claim they are children of God but they aren't. I think that most people are not really familiar with the Bible. I haven't read the whole Bible but most people, even well educated people, even religious people, even people who say they took a theology course in college don't know a lot of the verses - you mention a verse & they say where does it say that, I never heard that. Most of the verses in the Bible are too scary to forget so if someone says I never heard that where does it say it in the Bible, I would guess that they may have never read it. Regarding what you were saying about only focusing on the negative forces & not accepting that point. Hebrews 6:3 explains what I was talking about - most calvinists believe that the Bible is to condemn the non elect - that's why I mentioned the preacher in the subway - yes I know it's a horrible statement to make - I wish I didn't have to make it but it's possible that it may be true. & I do think it's important to be positive but it's also important to be aware that negativity exists. You were saying that you would rather look to a comforting end. Me too. I understand where you are coming from but to refuse a certain belief because I don't like the message & choosing to believe whatever I want to believe - it may work for a while but it won't change what is true or isn't true whatever the truth is whether I'm right or you're right or whoever is right. There are about 7 billion people in this world & sooner or later almost all of them will have a philosophy of what they think life is about - but where will it get you? I know people that believe that God forgives everyone - I usually say - so are Hitler & Ghandi hanging out together in heaven? Believe me when I tell you, I don't enjoy saying these things to you - on one hand, I agree with you - most of the time I do live my life & do';t think about it but when people pass away, even when I see a famous person pass away, I start wondering. So I don;t want to figure out the universe - I just want to not have to worry about Hell for me or my family or anyone else. Also - I would say that the one thing it does affect me in my life is that I will never start a family - not because I have anything against people starting a family but because I would never want there to be any possibility that this fate can await them. I already am puzzled by people starting families because once you are created, it's guaranteed that you will eventually die - even if you live to be 130 years old & have the greatest life anyone could wish for, eventually you will age & die, that's if you're lucky enough to live a long life - if you think about it, it's crazy - most of us spend our whole lives working our asses off to make a better life for us & the people we love but in the end where does it get you? Think about how fast this year went. It wasn't even a blink - 20 more of these and you're 20 years older - it;s crazy - add to that a book about 2,000 years old that explains in detail how most of the world is going to Hell & the only thing we really can do for peace of mind is to refuse to believe it & hope we're right. So I would say that it's crazy to start a family - life is dangerous enough as it is - so many things can go wrong - on top of that we don't need to put our loveones in the hands a scary God. He created the food chain - it may not seem like a big deal to us because we are on top of the food chain but we all know that being an animal in the wild is a hell on earth - God designed that even though he could have created an easier way - we have a scary God. I wrote this post off the top of my head. I hope I didn't offend you in any way - I'm just trying to make sure I'm not going into denial. I want to be as accurate as possible & I am not trying to start a debate. Thank you so much for your post - I respect your views. And yes - I believe in enjoying life but because death is a serious matter - I would say enjoy life & live it to the fullest - just don't have any kids or if you do have kids, don't have anymore kids. Have a good weekend & thanks again for your post.

Hey Sod - This is Part 2 of my response to this post. I started writing it a few minutes ago & my computer had to shut down - so hopefully you receive part 1 other wise this post will be confusing - hopefully I didn't lose it before my computer shut down - sorry about that. So as I was saying in the first post that that as far as my personal moral code is - I agree with you almost all the time. But as far as my beliefs go - I always make sure to separate what I believe is true with what I want to believe because it's an easy trap to fall into. Is God real & is the Bible true is one topic & is God an all loving God who loves the human race or is He a God of horror, terror, a raging insane tyrant, a mad scentist is a different topic I always try not to mix the 2 together. In Proverbs 14:12, at least to the best of my understanding, God warns about the danger of people trusting their instincts. You said that religion causes a lot of wars - I totally agree. Exodus 15:3 says that God is a God of War. Also, there seems to be both a lot of evidence proving the Bible & disproving it. In Thessalonians 2:11 God talks about putting a delusion on the world so that they can't see the truth. So even though there may be evidence proving evolution, it may be fake evidence that God places there to put the world under a delusion. Anyway, I can go on & on - just like science when every time scientists discover something & find an answer, they also find more complexities & more questions. The more you read the Bible, the more complex it gets. I know these beliefs are not popular - it's probably why most people don't believe it - they don't want to. Can I be wrong? Of course - I hope I am wrong for my sake & everyone elses & every one that has passed away - I really wanna be wrong.

Hey Sod - How are you? I did read your post - all of it & I appreciate your response - I would say that just about any time I read any of your posts regarding these topics, I agree with you pretty much all of the time. You seem like the kind of guy who likes to party, have a good time, enjoys life & does his own thing & at the same time, doesn't want to hurt others - & that's the moral code that I always lived by - I believe as long as a person isn't doing harm to anyone else, they should be allowed to live their life the way they want & do their own thing - & you also do you seem the the kind of guy everybody likes to hang out with & have a few beers & chill out - and you like to help people when you arre able to & I agree, every once in a while I am able to help someone out & it's a great feeling, especially when they understand you really want to help them - & you have excellent taste in music, cinema, TV, Women & Women's feet so even better. My computer is telling me to restart - I gotta shut down - I'll continue this post in a few minutes

Hey Phred: How are you? Yeah - when I wrote that post, I was typing kind of fast & I kept getting interrupted - sometimes when I'm reading this Forum or writing a post, I'm also doing other things, like phone, other things on the computer, on my way out the door, someone in my apt. is talking to me, my cats are bothering me, etc. - so sometimes when I see my own posts, I realize I make so many typing errors or leave sentences out. So when I wrote that question - the way I worded the sentence, it sounded like I was actually asking if Mistress Zhao is more beautiful in person - but what I was thinking when I wrote it was that in Her photos & videos, She is already so beautiful it's almost hard for me to fully understand it, like Her beauty is too complex for me to grasp - especially those recent bedroom photos - every time I look at those photos - I literally become shocked, and then dazed & stupefied - so to think that in person She is even more beautiful, way more beautiful - it's like - I literally become at a loss for words. But as I can see from the details that you just gave me, She seems to have this effect on everyone - it seems like everyone, including myself is under Her spell. I think right before my first session, I better take 2 aspirins just to keep the circulation going because I know my heart will be beating very fast from just being in the same room with Her, especially if She starts taking Her shoes off - my heart will be racing. Thanks for those awesome details - Mistress Zhao is my favorite topic - oh yeah, if I remember right, next month is Her birthmonth - my favorite holiday. And I love that outdoor autumn / winter photo shoot idea you have - very cool. Thanks Phred Have a good weekend.

Ouch!

It's been very cold up here - maybe even the coldest autumn we have ever had.

The Sounds of Hell captured on audio tape. The remixed version: The older version: I'm not saying that I definitely believe this but I'm also not ruling it out right away. There was a few people who said they had proof that it's a hoax from Vincent Price movie - that could be true - I have to listen to it again to see if I can see any connection. I think experts should explore this area & try to make more recordings with recent & better technology to see if there really is something. Also, I've heard a rumor that the reason Jacques Cousteau stopped diving was because he was in a cave in the ocean in the Bermuda Triangle & he heard millions of people screaming. Again, I'm not saying I definitely believe it but I'm not ruling it out either.

Hey Stinky O'Toole - How are you? Thanks so much for your post. I really appreciate it. After realizing a few years ago that there has been this Bible war going on across the centuries, maybe even as early as Augustine in the 1st century, between the calvinists / pedestination Christians & the Evangelical / Arminian Christians, even though my beliefs have been leaning towards predestination fearing that the calvinists may be right, my heart has always been on the side of the Evangelical / Arminian Christians & I realize that most calvinists are very mean & nasty to everyone, claiming that they are one of God's elect & they laugh at everyone, saying that everyone else has nothing but darkness that awaits them & there isn't anything they can do about it & they seem to love to torment everyone, especially Evangelicals. And even though Evangelicals may not be perfect Christians, & a lot of famous preachers have given them Christians a bad image, there are a of Evangelical Christians are very nice people & really do try to live as best as they can as a Christian as well as being good to others. So usually, whenever I tell an Evangelical Christian about Calvinism, they usually flip out, because they think I am one of those Calvinsts that will taunt them until I explain that I'm on their side & this is not a debate for me but more of a concern. I've questioned so many Evangelicals about those verses that Calvinists are armed with & most of them respond by saying that is the great mystery between God's soverign law & man's free will. In the beginning, I rejected the predestination theory & assumed that in the future as I would talk to more theologians & research it that I would learn that it was way off. It wasn;t until I was researching a few years ago that I started seeing verses over & over that discussed it & the more I researched the more verses I found. It seems like in the Bible that so many men lose their grace. Esau for example begged with tears but never got it back. David got it back but lost a son. I always wondered if that son that he lost was saved or not. Most people assume Solomon was saved but I don't remember anywhere him mentioning that he was saved. Also Hebrews 6:3 is avery scary verse & throughout the Bible there a so many things that can make someone lose his or her grace. So yes, you can receive grace - that's the easy part - it's holding onto it that's the hard part. the only way to be able to keep it is to be one of the elect so that God gives you whatever you need to keep your salvation - Throughout the Bible there are men who spend a lifetime trying to please God & find out at the end of their life that God took their Grace away because of a technicality & other men that are some of the worst sinners in the world who eventually become saved. There is also another piece of the puzzle that I'm working on. I wondered if God doesn't lie, how can he put the world under a delusion or mislead them - he must be able to do it in a way where he can mislead people without technically lieing. And I think it may be that even though a person is not one of the elect, God still commands them to follow his laws & seek him & love him with all of their heart & soul which has to be the most horrifying thing to know that you're not one of the elect & still try to live like a Christian even though you're doomed. Another piece of the puzzle is that it's supposed to be a sin to influence others to sin. Like for esample, let's say you're a rock star & you write a song about sex, drugs & rock 'n' roll & it becomes a hit & there's a video, not only are both the artist the people who enjoy the song & video responsible for their sin but for every person who is enjoying this song, their sin are also on the responsibility of the artist for infuencing all of those people to sin so maybe because it's a sin to influence others to sin, maybe thats the reverse loophole that God uses to widthhold information so that he can put the world under a delusion without lieing & the world goes on & on not realizing that the earth is a Hell Farm because if there was eveidence in fron of of face that almost everyone is on their way to hell, my guess is that most people would not start families - right? If everyone in the world believed what i believed, I would think that most people would not want to have kids because who would want that kind of future for their kids? So maybe we live under this dselusion to keep the Hell Farm going & also to create thge few who are God's elect. I also have a theory that the purpose of Hel may be for the entertainment of the Elect because they seem to enjoy the horror that awaits the worlld. So yes, everyone can come to God and be saved, once. Maybe twice in the old testament, like David but it's very scary. But I just wanted to let you know that this is not a disagreement with you - I'm just trying to consider every detail possible because this is serious stuff, it's our future & there are times when I want to relax & believe there is hope but I also need to be careful that I don't confuse what believe with what I want to believe - every human being, even the smartest human being in the world (which is definitely not me) can very easily fall into that trap. But I think I'm going to really explore your post because I also understand that maybe I am getting locked into a a train of thought & maybe it's preventing me from seeinng the other side - you see how complex this stuff is - it's very scary. Thanks again - have a good one - I really appreciate your post & I want you to know that I wasn;t disagreeing with you, but just trying to be careful not t miss important details because it seems that these details is what made many men lose their grace in teh Bible.

So glad You & those beautiful feet were safe & sound & comfortable - if You don't mind me asking, during Your mini vacation, what was the footwear like? Were You hangin' out barefoot or in socks to keep Your precious feet warm? - It was extremely cold in Manhattan - was it cold in Brooklyn?