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Thank You so much Mistress Zhao, the most beautiful Women on the planet with the most beautiful feet ever - it means everything to me that you enjoyed the posts that I have written about, regarding the supernatural - I was a little concerned that people would get the impression that I was a Debbie Downer or a killjoy who thinks about this stuff 24/7 because most of the time I don't think about it - so I'm glad You told me- thank You so much. And I am so glad that You disagree with me - although I rarely think about it anymore, - when I did research this topic, it really scared me so much I had to stop researching it so I would never want You to experience that kind of fright - plus I know that You're an extremely, extremely intelligent person - I picked up on it a long time ago - especially when You get in depth on a particular thread - Whatever Your take is on my beliefs, I'm sure it would blow me away. One thing I should mention is that although I have talked about about a few of my supernatural experiences in this forum, like ghosts, etc. - there were many other supernatural experiences that I didin't mention because they were too frightening to mention - way more frightening than anything I have mentioned. I'm falling asleep - I gotta sign off.

Very hot, Mistress Sunya - & I love the way Women dress in the fall & winter - sweaters, boots, scarves, cool hats, nylons, FF's, high heels & my whole life, I always loved the sound of autumn & winter - it's like a steady breeze. That really is a great idea that Phred has - & maybe the next time the Fortress Goddesses decide to do more candid shoots, maybe They would consider doing a few autumn or winter photos.

Also, Mistress Haru, I want to apologize for all of those typing errors in those last few posts - I think my attention span was a little distracted from everything that was going on last week (I feel so bad for those people in NJ & Staten Island & anyone else who was severely affected by that storm) & also, I had stopped researching on that topic for a while so I was having a little difficulty trying to remember everything & condensing it into as short of a post as possible. What's also scary is that there was one piece that has been missing from this puzzle - the one thing that I was hoping would make my theory fall apart & recently discovered the last piece not too long ago but then I forgot it but now I remember it again & unfortunately it seems to prove my theory even more & it seems to almost complete this horrifying puzzle - If you really want to hear it, let me know & I'll tell you what it is - it's a little too complex for me to understand fully but it seems to fit perfectly into this scary formula.

Really? - facesitting is punishment? - who knew? - I definitely need to be punished.

Wow - I haven't seen that in decades. - so funny - I love Monty Python. www.youtube.com/watch?v=eTXiqKGFNso

Also, most people would say, how can this be true, Jesus healed the sick & helped people - but if you look very closely, at least to the best of my understanding, there were certain people that Jesus was very glad to talk to & help & other people that asked Jesus for help & Jesus did help them but He didn't seem glad about it or very friendly - I believe that it's probably because He knows who is the lect & who isn't. He would preach to people and then say later on that they are spiritually dead & that it's impossible for them to believe - why would He preach to people knowing that it is impossible for them to believe or understand or be saved, to the best of my understanding, He preached to them to convict the world. People seem to have given Jesus this image of being a peace loving pacifist hippie with long hair who has nothing but love in His heart & cries for the sinners & wants to heal & help people but if you look very closely, he's only crying for His elect - in my opinion, Jesus is very scary - the things that He says throughout the Bible are so frightening - He's not crying for the sinners - He says that He will mock people when they pray to him & laugh at their calamity & when He finally throws the world into Hell, Him & his elect will be laughing. He says that he will laugh at those who hate him. Does this sound like a peace loving long haired hippie to you? Not to me. It sounds like a very scary God. Anyway - that's my theory - hopefully I didn't offend anyone - like I said - I don;t feel like I know everything - actually, I'm waiting patiently for someone to say, Johnny, look, you're way off - & I can prove it - I wanna be wrong - I don;t enjoy this theory at all.

Hey Phred, now that you mentioned it, I think I do remember vaguely, 1 or 2 photos of the Fortress Goddesses taking naps in the office & I think there's one of Mistress Tran sitting down very relaxed in heels with Her feet up - hopefully They'll post a few more of those kind of photos in the future & hopefully the Mistresses like to knap barefoot - unfortunately, my roomate never let me massage Her feet, She even kicked me really hard once for trying so I never tried to kiss massage or Her feet when She was sleeping - I guess She wanted to be in control of the foot action - I always say when it comes to foot action with Women, Their feet, Their rules, what They say goes. But other than Her, I love kissing Women's feet when They lay down on Their stomachs & start falling asleep, some Women seem to enjoy it.

Hey Phred: Very cool ideas - & Autumn has always been my favorite season & winter my 2nd fav - you're like the 2nd or 3rd person that I know of who loves autumn & winter as much as I do - almost everyone else that I know of hates the cold weather & only loves the summer & spring - I definitely think that photographing Mistress Zhao in autumn & winter would be incredible - especially in NYC, the possibilities & ideas of so many great shots are limitless. Your interest with photos catching a moment of exhaustion are very interesting - I definitely am fascinated at how a photo can capture a rare moment - maybe even a moment that noone would even notice live or on film because it happened so fast in a split second - a moment that only the camera could bring to everyone's attention. I always wanted to dabble in photography but I never had the time for it. I did take a class in school & the instructor said that although it seemed that I had absolutely no skill or experience with the camera at that time, he said my creativity made up for what I lacked in skill. I always wanted to take photos of Bluesmen - really up close stage photos because they always put so much of themselves into their performances - some performers really get lost in the moment when they are on stage. For years, I never knew the story behind the cover of the London Calling album - Paul Simonon breaking his favorite bass guitar because he was angry at the the bouncers. I used to live uptown & I remember every time I passed Tom's Diner the Seinfeld I would automatically think of the Seinfeld Theme. So Mistress Zhao is even way more beautiful in person than in her photos? I doesn't sound stupid - I think Women look very sexy when they are tired or sleepy or sleeping or in a relaxed state because it's uaually foot massage time - also, I always love when Women sleep on Their stomachs - their backsides look awesome & Their feet look great when Their soles are facing up & They rest one foot on the other - very hot - I rememember I had a roomate I stayed with for a short while who I got a lot of foot action from Her - She looked so Hot when She took a nap on Her stomach in the evening in Her jeans in bare feet on the couch or bed.

Scary Stuff Mistress Haru: How are You? The reason why my views of death offend people is because it's not good news - I've spent many years trying to prove myself wrong - I would love for someone to prove me wrong. My beliefs have changed over the years but in the last 5 or 6 years, they haven't changed much because it's getting harder & harder to disprove my theories. I never planned to discussed this kind of stuff on the forum because I figured it wasn't appropriate but I guess when the phobia thread was created, it seems hard to discuss that topic without talking about scary things. At this point in my life, I believe 3 things: 1 - that because of some of the things that I have witnessed when I was involved with the occult - I can't deny that there is a spirit world. 2 - that the supernatural things that I witnessed are so complex, that even when I try to explain it to people, most people can't grasp it - it seems to match up with what's written in the Bible - I believe that the Bible is true - but I don't think that I'm saved. 3 - Years ago, because I had witnessed these things, I tried to look to the Bible to get answers but discovered something else. The Bible has a hidden message in it. Most people read verses in the Bible out of context but reading versus in the Bible & comparing them to other verses creates a different message and the more you read it, things start to connect into a very complex formula that is so frightening. Until someone can prove this theory wrong, I believe that with the exception of a few people, maybe 5% of the human race, I believe that the rest of the human race, around 95% may have been created for Hell. I believe that the Bible was written for a few reasons - 1 was to convict the human race - when a person hears the word or reads the Bible, they are no longer able to claim ignorance of the law & they are condemned so when you hear someone preaching in the subway, it may not be to save you but to actually condemn you. 2 - The Bible surves as a rulebook for God's elect. 3- I think that maybe, the reason that Jesus to the world was to purchase the elect & to convict the rest of the world. I think that Jesus may have come to the world to convict the worls and sned it the human race to hell. Also, it says in the Bible that God will put the world under a delusion so that they believe fasle teachings. I also believe that God puts fake eveidence of evolution to fool people into believeing false teachings. It seems that God wants to condemn the human race. You hear atheists say all the time, if there is a God , then why is there so much suffering in the world, why would an all loving God want to let people suffer. but most atheists don't seem to know the versus that well, despite being very well educated people because when I read the Bible. When God & Jesus speak in the Bible, they speak in a way where many times they leave a lot of imformation out. They don't give all the detalis so when you read a verse, it is very easy to assume that it means one thing when it can mean something completely different. I believe that God speaks in a way so that only a few people will understand what he is saying. It's probably why the revelation is called the Revelation - God likes to keep some information hidden. I So I fear that with the exception of very few people, about a million from each nation, everyone from the first person born to the last is either in hell or on theri way to hell. So when I see a dead body, it's not the dead body that freaks me out - it's that I'm afraid that person is in hell screaming. Although I try not to think about it too much, it's in the back of my mind. Here's where it get;s complex. You have Evangelical Christians that reject the belief of predestination & Calvinists that believe that God already decided who is saved & who isn't long before the world was ever created. The Evangelical Christians say that they have verses that disprove Calvinism & the Calvinists say they have verses that disprove Eveangelicalism or Arminianism. The problem is that the verses that the Evangelical Christians use work out of context with other versus - by themselves it does seem that anyone has the choice to find salvation if they want it but when it is compared with other verses in the Bible, not only does the theory of Evangelicalism start to fall apart, at least to the best of my understanding, but also seems to prove the Calvinists theory to be true. And I believe that the Bible is written this way deliberately so that only a few will understand the truth. The verses that the Calvinists use, to the best of my ability to comprehend, prove the predestination theory whether they are taken out of context with other verses or compared with other verses. I'm a little rusty at this stuff because I stopped researching this stuff about 5 years ago but to the best of my memory, this is part of what is shaping what I believe. So that's my theory - I know it's depressing. But I'm not one of these people who thinks they know everything or thinks they're right about everything - I wanne be proven wrong - I hate believeing this - it drives me crazy to think that maybe, everybody I know & don't know that has passed away is screaming in hell - sometimes I wish I had never gotten involved in the occult - maybe ignorance is really bliss. It's a scary thought because if you start to believe it - who do you go to? where can you run - anyone you talk to - they're probably in the same position as you - the whole world may be helpless. This stuff sounds insane & when I first heard theories like this - I was like this is nuts - it wasn;t until I did further research that I started finding more evidence of these theories & it was a nightmare for me. Also, many people claim that man wrote the Bible, that they believe that it wasn't written by God - I believe that it was recorded by man but written by God because when you really read it closely, you can see that there is no man that make up a story like this - also, when you read the different books that are recorded by different men, you can see that God speaks the same way. So as you can see, most people don;t lkike hearing this stuff - i don;t ennjoy it - I just wish I can live my life & not have to worry about this stuff - I just wanna live in peace & try to enjoy myself but this stuff is in the back of my mind.

Hey Sod - I love that song & that movie - Robbie Robertson's amp & guitar sound are my favorite part of that movie. My earliest interests in music was Chuck Berry, Elvis, Jerry Lee Lewis, Carl Perkins, Johnny Cash, Little Richard & Buddy Holly & then when I was about 10 or 11, I started getting into The Beatles, Rolling Stones, Jimi Hendrix, Band of Gypsys, Roy Buchanan (word on the street is that he gave Robbie Robertson guitar lessons), Eric Clapton, Cream, Janis Joplin, Neil Young, Pink Floyd, Bob Marley, Peter Tosh, Kris Kristofferson, Muddy Waters, Howlin' Wolf, Buddy Guy, John Lee Hooker & about 8 months later, I saw The Last Waltz & I immediately bought the 3 record set a few weeks later - I remember it was a little hard to find so it took me a couple of weeks before I found a store that had it. I've seen Dr. John live a few times - great performer.

Hey Wild Willie - I hope everyone is ok in your area - now that I have power & tv, internet, etc., I'm seeing how serious this storm was.

That's an excellent idea - I'm picturing the Fortress Goddesses saying c'mon Johnny, you need to pedal faster than that & then They all kick Their shoes off & I immediately start pedaling at double speed.

Yeah, I thought Buddy Guy really gave a great performance & great guitar work & the Stones looked like they really loved playing with him - I've seen so many great concerts at the Beacon Theatre, especially Blues artists, including Buddy Guy - he was definitely one of the earliest wild guitar players in the 50's.

Hello Mistress Haru, How are You? I hope You (& Your beautiful feet & those new black heels) are safe & sound from the storm. These are excellent questions & I definitely want to answer them - but I want to answer them when my attention span is a little sharper & my thoughts are more collected - because this subject can be very complex especially for me Because what's unusual about me is that I separate my belief sytem into 2 different categories - 1 - what I believe is true or not true & 2 - what I want to believe - & some of the things that fall into category 1, things that I believe are true are things that I do not want to be true & have spent many years studying very intensely, trying to disprove and / or debunk my own beliefs & supernatural experiences & even though I'm not the most educated or well-read person, I have had many debates on these topics with many people, including very well educated & successful people who are much smarter than me, who I respect their views, (it seems that well educated people love a good debate, especially about topics like spiritual beliefs so it's very easy to start a debate with them), but usually, I'm able to stump them, but the unusual thing about me is that I want to lose the debates - I don't want to stump them - I want to be proven wrong. And You are absolutely right - it does seem that society believes that most well educated people are not supposed to be superstitious - that most superstitious people are either uneducated or raised from a very early age to believe what they believe - I think that little by little, we're starting to see that while many well educated & successful people are atheists or agnostics, etc., there are also many well educated & successful people who are very religious or are even involved in the occult, etc. & also some people's views are shaped by their experiences - like for example let's say someone is an atheist for 20 years & then all of a sudden witnesses something supernatural that they have never seen before, etc. As always, I'm rambling on & on - sorry - I just meant to write a short post but as always - I can't shut my piehole for 2 seconds - yap, yap, yap, I never stop - I'll get back to You on this question - thanks.

During the blackout in Downtown Manhattan, I had heard that other areas were hit pretty bad but I didn't know it was this bad - but now that I have internet access & tv again, I'm just learning now, how devastating this storm really was - the newsclips look as scary as Katrina.

I hope everyone is safe & okay & I hope all of the Fortress Goddesses & Their precious feet are perfectly safe & sound. I don't think I remember Manhattan ever going this long without power - It was very surreal - we had no electricity or internet access or heat & it was freezing - the whole time, everyone in my apt. had on jackets, hooded sweatshirts, knit hats & gloves & stayed under the quilts, we even had to sleep sleep in our jackets, sweatshirts, hats, gloves, scarves, etc. because we were shivering - my cats were burying themselves under the quilts on the bed - we kept putting more blankets on them to keep them warm - altgough we had no internet, the phone worked & luckily the stove worked & we had running & hot water & I'm glad the toilet worked - that would have been a nightmare if the toilet didn't work, especially for 4 days - I don't even wanna try & visualize that. It was so weird because uptown looked kinda normal - but as you would head back downtown passed like 23rd street, it was like a whole different world - it looked really spooky, like Manhattan became a ghost town - Broadway you didn't really need a flashlight to walk because the headlights from the traffic made it easier to see & later in the week when more buses were available, other avenues seemed to be lit up too - but most of the other streets, especially side streets & residential streets were pitch black, there was a slight glow in the sky so you were still able to see the outline of skyscrapers but everyone was a shadow - most people were walking with flashlights - probably because I've lived in NYC my whole life, even on the darkest streets, I didn't need a flashlight but I definitely needed it when I would go in my apt. building at night & up the stairs to my apt.- after a day or so, there were some delis & food places that were open for business - everyone was shopping with flashlights - even a few bars & clubs were open - with candles. I've been meaning to buy a portable TV or radio but I never got around to it so I didn't have any access to the news but I heard that other areas got hit really bad - my heart goes out to those people.

Oh, yeah, You're absolutely right, Beautiful NYC Foot Goddess Mistress Sunya - I didn't even notice that they were flats - You're so right - they probably would look so much hotter if they were high-heeled. I've only seen Women walking around in clear rain boots - I think maybe twice - both times were they Asian Women - and there was one summer about 2004 or 2005 where about 7 or 8 times, I saw African American & Hispanic Women wearing clear sneakers with no socks or nylons & 1 Asian Women wearing them with black nylons & They all looked so hot wearing them - You can see Their beautiful feet perfectly clear. And then I never saw it again - guess it wasn't a popular style - probably a good thing because I would be going crazy if every Women was wearing them every summer - my eyes would be jumping all over the place, I wouldn't be able to concentrate on anything. High heels are definitely my fav too - nothing like black Bettie style pumps - it's like a classic car or vintage guitar - it's timeless - & they're perfect for dangling & when Women have them on, within a few hours they wanna kick them off.

Thanks, Sod. Off topic - I don 't know if you saw it yet but in the Morrissey thread I posted a Stones clip for you - if you get a chance, you may wanna check it out - The Stones are jamming at the Beacon with Buddy Guy - it's a great performance if you dig the Blues - & Keith is playing his favorite guitar & at the end of the performance, he's so overwhelmed by Buddy Guy's musicianship that he spontaneously gives the guitar to him as a gift. Have a good one.

Cool boots for the storm - they would probably go great with FF's or fishnets.

Yeah, that would be awesome - I would love to be a cheap piece of furniture for the Fortress Goddesses to rest Their precious feet on - that would be a great way to ride out the storm.

Wow - Mistresses Tran & Jung, what a great choice - They're such Beautiful Goddesses, good luck - hope you have an amazing session.

Are people getting taller? I was a little surprised to learn that so many Women's shoe stores & websites only carry up to size 10 because I've been noticing for the last 4 or 5 years that there are so many tall Women walking around NYC - lately, I see it every time I go outside. I forget my exact height - I think I'm like 6'2 or something like that - I was always considered tall - but not drastically tall, just tall - but to be honest, I never really paid attention to different people's height unless other people mentioned it to me. But a few years ago, I started noticing that both men & Women are getting drastically taller - some very tall people look like they're in their early 30's but most of the ones that are drastically taller than me look like they're in their 20's. You know how you always see models walking around Manhattan or doing photo shoots all over the downtown area? - I notice a lot of the models are extremely taller, a lot taller than me & taller than the famous older models that you would see doing photo shoots in Manhattan. Well, actually, Tyra Banks is very tall in person, I used see to see her walking around Manhattan all the time when her show was here a few years ago but not as tall as some of these recent models.

Wow - it is really gonna be that bad? - actually, I haven't been paying attention to it - I guess I should prepare for it if it's gonna be as bad as they say. Sometimes I forget we live on a tiny little island. Sometimes people talk about if there was an earthquake in NYC, that's scary because the ground is hollow in most areas in Manhattan, there are usually 3 or 4 levels of subways underneath out apt. buildings - Every bldg. I ever lived in Manhattan, I could feel the subway vibrate, so I always wonder, are the steel beams holding up the train stations & skyscrapers strong enough to handle an earthquake and would the ground cave in & everyone fall a few hundred feet into the ground. Also, they say that there are pumps that keep the water out of the train stations so if a person is trapped underground, for a long time, will they be trapped under water. Thanks, have a good one.

Hey Phred, How are you? I really like that idea about you photographing Mistress Zhao - very cool. I would really be curious to see a photo from that set. Probably because I'm a night person & very rarely go outside when the sun is up, autumn is my favorite season - so naturally, as soon as I read your post, especially the way you described it with Mistress Zhao staring into space, lost in thought (probaby be great cover for a jazz album), I automatically visualized it on an autumn day with dry orange leaves on the ground, etc. So, I was just wondering, did you have any particular season in mind when you first came up with the idea? Like did you picture mid-august in the blistering heat or a beautful autumn day, or a nice mild spring day, etc.?

If Mistress Zhao ever shrunk me, we know she would probably put me in a tank with a turantula (I just scared the shit out of myself visualizing that).