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Actually, I guess I shouldn't have written that post - I apologize to everyone for writing that post - I usually almost never talk about these kinds of topics, but I guess because it is always in the back of my mind, as soon as someone else brings up anything that has to do with death, the occult, the spirit world, dead bodies, religion, spiritual beliefs, etc., I automatically want to jump in on the conversation, forgetting that my views & experiences on these topics usually make people feel either uncomfortable or depressed, everyone from evangelical Christians, athiests, witches, Hare Krishnas, Jehova's Witnesses, occultists, agnostics, etc. - as soon as I start getting into the complexities of my views, they autimatically don;t want to hear it - so I always try not to discuss them but every once in a while if someone mentions something, I slip & I forget start going on & on about it. I apologize to everyone.

Just the very thought of being in the same room with Mistresses Kang & Zhao makes me want to immediately drop to my knees.

Thanks, Akiravn1- I definitely gotta check that out - I was always a little curious about his other material - thanks again.

Mistress Kang, It's so weird that You mentioned postmortem photos because, earlier today, I was just thinking about this topic & people's fascination with death & dead bodies - Twilight Zone theme going through my head - doo doo doo doo - doo doo doo doo. There was an episode on Law & Order about postmortem photos. I think my first witness of a dead person was Elvis's funeral photo on the cover of the newpaper. It freaked me out so much that for weeks when I went to sleep, I felt like if I looked over on the side of my bed, I would see Elvis in his coffin next to my bed. But a few years later, I started to develop a fascination with death - my fascination with death was different than most people's curiosity with dead bodies - my family always used to say that death is a beatiful thing, no more probems or suffering (my family knows everything) & they would always say they wish they were dead & they were always in a bad mood & down on everything & they hated people, especially young people & I started to develop a disgust for people & life when I was younger & whenever someone would die, I always envied that person, thinking they were at peace - whenever I would hear about someone committing suicide, I was proud of them for having the balls to do it. but that all changed. 2 things happened that changed all that - 1 was when I started working as a musician - I immediately went from being a miserable person to a very happy person & loving life & people & developing different interests - I no longer was fascinated with death - I had a passion for life - but something else happened a few years later, I forget what age I was, probably my mid 20's - I started getting interested in a lot of different things including the occult & I started experimenting with the occult & believe me when I tell You, I saw things, & many times, with many people witnessing it things that I could never have even thought of in my wildest imagination. And now it freaks me out to see a dead person - it's not the dead body that freaks me out - I can handle seeing a dead body - in NYC, I've seen so many people die of heart attacks on the street, hit by a car, etc so I'm used to seeing death - what freaks me out is that because of my experience with the occult - I can no longer deny that there is a spirit world - also what freaks me out is that on most dead bodies, if you look closely, even when the body is made up to look presentable for a funeral, have you noticed that the expression on most dead people's faces look like that last second before they passed away, they saw something that was so frightening, so horrifying, so disillusioning, so real - what is it that those people are seeing at that last second when they pass from this side of the door to the other side? - Any time I see a dead body, I usually just feel really bad for them because death is the ultimate humiliation & the ultimate disillusionment & the ultimate helplessness - when a person is dead, all of they're luck & hope has run out. So I still love life & people, but I am aware of the fact that there may be something on the other side waiting for most of us that may be very frightening. And to this day, my family still hates life, people, progress, the world, happiness, & change. I love life people, music, Women's feet, Women, animals & I hate my family. As far as postmortem pics - when they show photos of people with their dead 10 year old child sitting on their lap or their dead grandmother sitting at the kitchen table drinking coffee - that's just too weird for me. This is something that I don't expect anyone else to understand because it was a handful of very unique experiences that changed my way of thinking. Before these experiences, I probably would view this topic the same way most people would.

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Wow - very Cool - some of them look like those claws that Dominatrixes wear to use of subs - by any chance, Mistress Kang - do You have any toerings? (I know, I have a 1-track mind - sorry)?

Me, too - I can't imagine that show without Rod's intros & narrations - I love when the camera is so close-up that you can't see the cigarette in his hand but you can see the cigarette smoke rising from the bottom of the screen. Remember the ending of A World of His Own? - that was so cool when Rod was explaning that the story is purely fictional & in real life such ridiculous nonsense could never - & the main character interrupts him & says, Rod, tsk tsk tsk, you shouldn't, I mean you shouldn't say such things as nonsense & ridiculous - & he walks over to the vault & pulls out an envelope that says Rod Serling & throws it into the fire & Rod Serling disappears into thin air. I think I rember Dan Akroyd impersonating Rod Serling, vaguely - I definitely remember him doing Tom Snyder. Such a shame that Belushi died so young - they were a great team - I love the Blues Bros.

That was a cool song, Mistress Zhao - I gotta check out more of their material

I love Social Distortion - I've been a Social Distortion fan ever since 1945 was released around 1981 or '82.

Mistress Zhao, that recent photo of You standing in front of the mirror barefoot, I've never been so blown away in my life - I think You may be actually getting more & more beautiful every day, if such a thing is possible, maybe it's because of the more recent tattoos? - who knows? - but if You become any more beautiful, I don't think my brain will be able to process it anymore - & I'm not very bright as it is - so this is what You look like hangin' out at the Fortress office? - My jaw is still hanging in complete shock. Long before I ever saw a photo of Your feet or had any idea what they looked like, I already came to the conclusion that You are the most beautiful Woman on the planet - but if I had never heard of the Fortress & had never previoulsy seen a Fortress photo/video before & I didn't know who Mistress Zhao is & all of a sudden, I saw that photo, just the feet in that photo, it would immediately stop me in my tracks & I would say, wait, Who's feet do those belong to? - these are the most beautiful I have ever seen in my life. Who knew that the most beautiful feet in the world just happened to be attached to the most beautiful Woman on the planet? That's pretty mind blowing. I can just imagine what a beautiful sight it must be to see You walking around the office barefoot (there's something so graceful & so magickal about a Woman walking barefoot - it's hard to explain in words) - You blow me away.

I'm also a Twilight Zone freak, I used to stay up to 1AM to watch it on Channel 11 when I was a kid - To Serve Man & Talking Tina used to freak me out when I was a kid. Although I only know very little about him & I'm not familiar with any of his other work outside of The Twilight Zone, I kinda find Rod Serling a little interesting to - if I remember right, he seemed like he was very ahead of his time, wanting to write stories straight from the heart without surrendering to the constraints of the 40's & 50's culture, censorship & sponsors threatening to pull their ads if he touches on a subject that may stir up any kind of controversy, & at the same time, he seemed very down to earth & not an ego maniac or arrogant or a bragger, even though he seemed brutally honest at times. Also, if I remember right, his experience as a war veteran really had an big effect on his work, especially in categories of the reality of racism & war.

That episode of Columbo with Johnny Cash was awesome. I also like Social Distortion's version of Ring of Fire.

I get them both mixed up but I think it was Georgio that I saw a picture of - I think it may have been Mistress Vu stepping on his face & other photos of Mistres Obsidia, Lady Zombie, Fetish Dolly, it seems like every legendary NYC Domme & foot model has walked all over him & had him as a myspace friend, back when myspace was like the biggest thing - I was like, this guy is my idol - I wanna be a carpet for NYC Foot Goddesses, too - I wanna be Johnny Carpet!!!

Photo #1 - probably Mistress Choi or Mistress Chen.

I'm guessing that the beautiful feet in photo #2 belong to the one & only, Beautiful Korean Foot Goddess Mistress Jung.

There's a bakery on 2nd Ave. in NYC called Sticky Fingers, actually just a few doors down from where the Fillmore East used to be. I'm guessing the owner is a Stones fan.

Hey Sod, How the shit are you? I'm good, I'm real fuckin' good. You have excellent taste in music. You gotta check this clip out, it's a must see for any Stones fan - this is such an amazing performance. This is the famous incident, at the end of the video, where Keith Richards gives Buddy Guy his favorite guitar as a gift (copy & paste): The Last Waltz is such a great movie & Robbie Robertson's guitar sound was so amazing. I love that part when Eric Clapton's guitar slips from his hands & Robbie takes a blistering solo. It looks like Robbie was using a Fender Bassman amp, probably a late 50's model. The word on the street is that in the 50's in nightclubs, Chicago & Memphis blues guitarists like Buddy Guy (Buddy used a Bassman) & Elmore James, etc. were cranking their amps so loud to get distortion & feedback, but it was rarely captured on vinyl because record producers would fight them on it, saying that it sounded like a bunch of noise & they didn't think the sound would sell records, forcing them to lower the volumes on their amplifiers, until a few years later in England, Marshall Amps copied the Fender Bassman & made the first few models of Marshall Amps (which were basically copies of the Fender Bassman) & then the British Blues sound was born & then it was too late. Here's to Ben, we love Ben (it sucks that Dennis Hopper is gone, such a great actor). Have a good day.

Wow - the poor guy only lived to 38 years old - life can really be so kind to some people while being so cruel to other people - his whole life must have been a nightmare 24/7 & then to die so young.