Good choice! I haven’t experienced the neons either, but not sure that is for me. I have experienced “The Wheel” and can confidently say this can be “adjusted” for anyone. Definitely something you should experience sometime.
The news of how great a toy your hands are is getting around. Rumor has it that Mistress Kang also likes using your hands as a toy. When she comes and gets them from you for a session, you can then yell out “Unhand me!!”
I’m going to refrain from saying “Granted, but then you would be me!” because I’m trying to be better (with the help of MVD’s instructions) with my posts on this forum. Instead I’ll say…
Granted, but since MVD breaks her toys you will be single use and then tossed to the curb.
I wish I could keep the Fortress Spa’s one rule of no screaming at the Spa.
I understand your fear. Contacting booking is a big step. I was never a newbie for any of the current mistresses. But I have seen good reviews on this forum for everyone from newbies. The 2 comments I read the most here is “I wish I didn’t wait so long to do this” and “I wish I scheduled for more than 1 hour”. I don’t know that anyone is better than another with newbies but all are experienced with them.
I have had many sessions and I still get nervous before and during sessions. The mistresses know how to handle that and will guide you. They really do have great empathy towards subs. Nervousness really is part of the experience but it gets used in a positive way to guide you in your submission.
Booking will be able to guide you to a particular mistress better than I (each one of us is different in what we need/want anyway). Plus I think you will find the booking process may help you with putting aside some of your fears. The 1st session at the Fortress is really impressive on everything from booking to guiding you through the entry process to meeting the mistresses.
My best recommendation right now is contact booking. I think doing so will help you with many of your questions/concerns.
Don’t worry about what to say to your mistress or being able to speak to them. They know how to handle that too.