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I would be a cat!
You are a cat
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Best wishes, Lonewolf! Your voice is one of a kind, and I'm looking forward to reading your review when you're able to head back to the Fortress again. It will be well worth the wait
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This is hilarious! I have puppy sides and kitten sides, mostly. Every so often I've been known to act like a very dumb, whiny little pet fox.
I saw a video yesterday with a delightfully dark fantasy of being a slave who willingly receives poison from his mistress just to please her (and die for her!), so if I were a pet goat, or something, I could be a cute, stupid companion for a little while, and then, when my owner so declared... dinner!
Along those lines, perhaps we can imagine Mistress and slave both being non-human creatures...
Oh, what foolish little vermin we can be
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These last few days I've been walking around spaces haunted by memories. I haven't been here in a while, and yet now that I'm back, it doesn't feel like as much time has passed as I thought. Spaces can retain memories in intense and surprising ways. Wounds that I thought had closed feel fresh in these moments. The pain can be even worse, when I thought I had moved on.
I go to the Fortress with some regularity. I wonder what it would be like if I were away for a while, or for some reason couldn't go for a long time. To return to those three very familiar rooms, each with their memories, their pains, their charms. What would it feel like to walk back in after a long time away? Would the familiarity be disorienting, or be like returning home? What would it be like to see a Mistress there after a long time away—or to see a new Mistress there after a long time away? Would I have a preference between rooms? The same room where I sessioned last, or the room with the most intimate-feeling memories, or perhaps the least?
Pleasure can be bittersweet; pain can be a relief. Surely the cruelest Mistress is time.
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Hi there. A friend sent me this A.I. meme generator. It's pretty stupid but also sorta fun. A few clicks in I found this one, and it felt like something befitting the Fortress forum, so here you go:
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something in my head says you would gladly take a kick in the stomach from me... lucky for you I prefer the single tail
I can *not* imagine what would give you such an idea..........
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In my very early teens I was in Karate, I made it to a red belt and got bored/ moved on. I've forgotten a lot of the formal training but my appetite to kick someone's ass partially stems from there lmao! My favorite activities were wood breaking, grappling and sparring. I remember distinctly kicking a boy in his stomach and making him cry, I loved the feeling even though outwardly I showed remorse.
I only just saw this, and now I'm imagining you in robes!
I did seido for a while, but I only got to a yellow belt before I got bored and moved on. (I don't think seido has a red, but in any case I wasn't anywhere close to that level.) I wasn't all that interested in sparring. But if you had been a student at the studio......
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Would love to hear more about this. Now that HMJK makes me think of it, I'd be curious to hear contexts or times other than in-session when people have experienced subspace. I went into subspace in a dream once and it was magical.
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If I were in your place, Bigred, I wouldn't worry about it too much. In all likelihood, you'll be back
so you'll be able to try them all out in due time, if you so like. And there's no need to choose one at all. I like each room differently, and only once in a while make a request. For me it's always part of the fun to be informed only once I've arrived what room I'll be sent to. -
I definitely focus on the session I'm in, though the sound of others yelping in pain is strangely soothing to me.
Me too. I don't hear others' screams very often in the Fortress, but when I do it usually makes me smile, or even laugh, and it always somehow makes me feel a little closer to the mistress I'm with, like a little reminder to pay even better attention to where I am and who I'm with.
I wonder when I'm screaming in the Fortress sometimes if others can hear me, and if I'm giving anyone else a little relief or entertainment---or fright?
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It's not about fetishes, it's about creating an intense exchange, pushing a submissive's boundaries, pushing a dominant's creativity, establishing an intimate connection. As long as that is happening, almost any fetish is interesting to explore. It depends on the context.
I second Dannyboy's comment. This is just gorgeous, and speaks deeply to my experience of bdsm.
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Suddenly, I have a FIFTH question.
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As a serious legal question- would he have been?? I mean, the judge said the words "jack off right now".
I hope someone on here knows enough about law to give this the proper, nuanced response it demands!
I know nothing of such things, but I can't help assuming he'd still have been in trouble, and it seems doubtful another judge would take it very seriously if he claimed it was the judge's fault/responsibility, no?
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God, it's so amazing that Justin Roiland does both of their voices.
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These days BDSM is almost mainstream. I wonder if BDSM was even more exciting for participants because of how extremely taboo it still was back then.
It must have seemed all the more mysterious and alluring in the days before everyone had seen cheesy TV ad dominatrixes and the like. Imagine seeing these images before you'd ever seen representation of such a thing... what would you think!?
That said, I do still hear a lot of people refer to bdsm only as an oddity they scarcely believe to be real, and even friends of mine familiar with my proclivities often have little imagination for what might go on inside the walls of a dungeon apart from being bound and beaten. (And even when it comes to bondage and corporal punishment, their imagination is often rather limited!)
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I've enjoyed making my little wax masterpieces on you in the past, maybe I'll have to turn you into my candelabra
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I'm pretty into these photos. I would like to try this. I could see it being a special kind of meditative space, sitting still and calm while being slowly engulfed. It would be especially nice to be able to watch my mistress's eyes in the mirror as she concentrates on getting the perfect patterns of drips, eventually creating a few big splotches of wax to sink candles into. I would be waiting and hoping to see that her artwork pleases her.
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Before FF, I had never spit on or slapped someone across the face before. I remember how foreign and rude it felt to do it the first times. How spitting is a bit of an art in itself. Now it comes naturally and it feels very exhilarating to break social conventions of decorum. I like slapping more than spitting- because it's not only humiliating, it also grabs your attention.
Ooh that's interesting, I've never found it humiliating to be slapped. I wish I could've seen you slap someone back when you were still reticent, so I could compare the form, the body language, the look in your eyes with the way it is now
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Mistress Koi used to put her hand over my mouth tightly, telling me to look her in the eyes while she did it, and then she'd give me one good hard slap the moment she let me start catching my breath. She would watch carefully to make sure I maintained eye contact and composure. When I disappointed her she would slap me again a few times, but when my composure pleased her she would smile and very simply say, "Good." Little in this world could make me feel prouder
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I just watched that too!! It was so good. Loved the way he busted that guys balls for saying "woman cop."
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Hey Giototti,
I think it's a pretty common experience, and one to be expected, for all the reasons you shared—plus the fact that Jessy Kang has extremely good taste
The Fortress seems only to attract thoughtful, creative, playful women who are also gorgeous and earnestly dominant. What's not to love? When done right, bdsm is an extremely intimate encounter/relationship, and maybe even more intensely so if it's not part of your personality you share with many people outside session.I've had crushes on several mistresses, and I often find myself tossing and turning late at night enveloped in fantasy. For me it mostly adds to the fun, even when it's agonizing. After all, part of the reason I come to the Fortress is for sensational and sensorial agony. I would guess that, over the course of a life, most of us experience different kinds of unrequited or unsatisfied feelings and desires now and then, whether physical, emotional, or whatever the case may be. Session offers a unique space where that kind of feeling can be held and explored. In effect, you're off the hook. You know the limits of the relationship, so you get to experience the nuances of that unfulfilled desire in all its tenseness and intensity, in all its agony, all its yearning. In the Fortress I've learned, for example, that there are some shades of fear that contain trust and comfort; some shades of devotion that contain anger; some shades of desire that contain revulsion. The heightened and yet contained space of session—especially in the Fortress, the space and experience of which are so well designed—allows us to explore so much of the emotional landscape.
It's true, of course, that you are a client, and that is an important aspect of the relationship, but that doesn't mean it isn't a relationship. Most relationships have limits and boundaries, but we often neglect to set them clearly in intimate relationships (friendship, romance, sex partners, etc). The way I see it, at least, the Fortress, partly in its limits & boundaries, gives us a chance to savor things we might otherwise not be able to savor, even unfulfilled desire.
That's just my experience, of course! And FWIW I didn't find your post strange or ridiculous in the least
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Sometimes when I see Mistress Rey I leave my belt on the chair for her to use at her pleasure. She has a particular technique with a belt. It hurts like hell, and it's sexy as hell, too. I really love how satisfying she finds it. Makes the pain that much more pleasurable.
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