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Just wanted to see how the Fortress folk have been doing as I haven't logged in here in a while. I got my 2nd Moderna shot on May 20th and I felt a little sick for a day, but other than that I was fine. I earned my AA in January 2020 and am now pursuing my Bachelor's in Literature. Haven't done anything kinky in a while, miss it.

To someone with a feeding fetish, I found this hot. Megan Fox force feeds Machine Gun Kelly donuts in his "Bloody Valentine" music video.

It is interesting about comic book characters with fetish-inspired backgrounds. I just finished reading Eric Stanton & the History of the Bizarre Underground where it briefly goes into Spider-Man's origins. Erotic cartoonist Stanton shared a studio in NYC with Spider-Man and Doctor Strange co-creator Steve Ditko and, according to the book, there is some speculation on how much of an input Stanton had regarding Spider-Man's development. This is especially in regards to Spider-Man's tight outfit and red mask resembling a bondage hood. Stanton mentioned in an old interview that he didn't really contribute much to Spider-Man, but said that the idea of him shooting webs from his wrists was his idea. Ditko denies that Stanton had anything to do with Spider-Man, and there is speculation that both he and Stanton downplayed his contributions. https://www.amazon.com/Eric-Stanton-History-Bizarre-Underground/dp/0764355422

I was very interested in magicians when I was a kid. It is its own separate art, but some magicians are also escape artists (like David Blaine and Criss Angel) and I always enjoyed seeing people trying to escape from straight jackets and chains underwater. I guess that was my first exposure to bondage without fully realizing what it is. Also, vanilla porn never quite "did it" for me and as I discovered femdom sites as I explored the late 90s web. I also have a huge tickling fetish. I had a love/hate relationship when I was younger as I was always tickled by my friend's older sisters. They would tickle so much that it hurt (literally) and it wasn't really that enjoyable. I remember a family incident when I was around 14-15 when I was visiting the home of one of my mother's friends. Her son was getting married and her future daughter-in-law was there. They were talking about wedding plans and what not, and I made a comment like "Oh my god, who cares?" and she gave me a mock serious look and said "James, I'm going to get even with you." After dinner, I was laying on my stomach in front of the TV with my head on a pillow and arms folded underneath it. I felt as thought a ton of bricks fell on top of me as I couldn't move at all. She must have weighed about 200lbs. (she was taller and bigger than me at the time) and she sat on my lower back completely immobilizing me. She didn't say a word and just put her hands up my shirt and started tickling my armpits. I couldn't move at all and I couldn't scream because my chest was pushed towards the ground and it hurt to laugh. I managed to blurt out, "How much do you weight, a ton?" BIG MISTAKE as she just moved her fingers to my sides. It was probably about 3-5 minutes, but it felt way longer than that. I managed to build up whatever energy I had and just rolled her off of me and she was laughing hysterically from it all. She said to me, "Well, are you sorry?" and I was hyperventilating from what happened. I see this incident as making me realize that I had a tickle fetish, as deep down, I loved what happened to me and the humiliation factor as it happened in front of giggling ladies (my mom and her friend).

I admit that I haven't seen it, but I heard about this new Netflix series called "Bonding". Scene people / sex workers are not giving it positive reviews.

I haven't been active over here lately on account of recently going back to school, but I found another one: It's a Netflix movie, Gerald's Game, based on Stephen King's 1992 novel. It features a married couple going away for the weekend at a secluded cottage to "spice up" their marriage. The husband suffers a massive heart attack and dies instantly after handcuffing his wife to the bed. There's nobody around for miles to hear her screams and she can't reach the handcuff keys and her phone. She is haunted by hallucinations and has to fend off a starving stray dog that wandered into the cottage. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gerald's_Game_(film)

I just watched the first season of USA's "The Sinner" which was really good. Basic plot is about a young woman who stabs a man to death while out with her family on the beach in a random attack. Bill Pullman plays the detective who tries to get to the bottom of what happened and thinks that it's not as random as it appears to be. The detective has a sub-plot story about his unhappy marriage and his secret rough sex with a hooker pal of his. He likes to have his fingers stepped on and engage in erotic asphyxiation (choking) during sex. It's not explicitly said what happened in his past, but he feels like he has to punish himself for something and gets his frustrations out over his failing marriage and lack of progress with the murder investigation by rough sex.

Over a decade ago I used to be regular at Byte over at The Delancey. I don't think that event is around anymore.

Mistress Kang, I'm glad you enjoyed your trip. Visiting Japan (Tokyo, Kyoto) is on my bucket list of things to do. Have you eaten kobe beef and fugu (pufferfish) from Japan? Though there are a handful on restaurants in NYC that serve fugu, I've wanted to have it in Japan. There's an imported snack shop fairly close to me that sells the many varieties of Japanese Kit-Kats like Green Tea, Strawberry, Vanilla Ice Cream, Cheesecake... Why does Japan have so many different kinds of Kit-Kat?

I've been meaning to schedule another session at the Fortress soon, so can't wait to try this new room. I want to be tickle-tortured on that bed.

Sort of related, but I have some therapist friends who tell me about the CBT they practice (Cognitive Behavioral Therapy). and I always chuckle to myself because CBT also means something else.

I've heard that the correct way is over, but I really couldn't care less which way it goes.

I was sad hearing about Bourdain's death this morning. It's being reported as a suicide. https://www.cnn.com/2018/06/08/us/anthony-bourdain-obit/index.html

t's not an Asian place, but I like Whiskey Tavern. https://www.yelp.com/biz/whiskey-tavern-new-york I don't really go out to Chinatown all that much, maybe I should. There are plenty of Chinese, Japanese, and Thai spots in Brooklyn that I always go to. There's a very small dumpling place, Kai Feng Fu, where I LOVE their steamed dumplings. https://www.yelp.com/biz/kai-feng-fu-brooklyn

This place is in Coney Island, NY. Anyone know of any other spots w/ kink-sounding names?

This doesn't involve session activity, but pretty funny. This goes back 10-years-ago when I had bought a T-shirt that said "NYC Sub" on the front and "Proud to be Submissive!" on the back. It was at a munch (gathering of BDSM folk in vanilla setting) and one random dude approached me and thought that I was a professional eater. He took "NYC Sub" for meaning sub sandwiches. Another time while wearing the same shirt at a McDonald's some dude behind me commented "That's a really weird slogan for a restaurant."

Thank you everyone for the well wishes. Yes, this was a great relief.

I have good news! My skin biopsy turned up negative for cancer, just some minor sun damage. I have to be more careful when I go out in the sun from now on (sunscreen, wear hats).

Just wanted to let everyone know that I went in for a skin biopsy on my scalp the other day. I noticed a small patch of skin that was turning red and felt rough to the touch as my scalp is usually smooth. I will update when I get the results back. The waiting part is the worst even though dermatologist said it didn't look serious but he "had to be sure."

While it doesn't portray kinksters in a positive light because the dude's a psychopath, there's also Dee Snider's Strangeland (1998). Basic premise is about a guy into extreme body modification (modern primitive) kidnapping young people via the internet so that he can perform extreme body mod acts on them. Some scenes feature flesh hook suspension and various S/M gear like sensory deprivation hoods, pillories, and torture racks. Not the greatest film, but there aren't many out there like it and it has a killer soundtrack (Manson, System of a Down, Megadeth, Pantera). A few years ago I met Dee Snider at a convention and had sign my DVD. https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4244/35432657972_ed4670c156_o.jpg

Anybody hear of the dad who tried to attack Nassar in court? I don't have kids but I really feel his anger and pain here.

I'm sure they must have some sort of regulations or "code of conduct" they adhere to. Yeah, that's what I meant by "a step or two below", that they stop short of killing you. lol

I really don't think this is for me either. It seems like a step or two below what goes on in the Hostel films. Especially when I read that some former Marines couldn't handle the place, and they go through some pretty intense training, not for me.

Anyone hear of this place? I watched a docu. on Halloween attractions across the U.S. and they featured this place. McKamey Manor is a haunted house attraction made for "extreme adventure seekers" in San Diego, California. It reportedly has a waiting list of 1000s of people wanting to get in and they only select a handful each year after putting them through "pre-trials" of what awaits them. Patrons can expect to be tied up and gagged, being made to eat their own vomit should they throw up, waterboarded, and they use a "no safe word" policy. Would any of you want to experience this?

I miss Kim's Video. I found many obscure flicks down there.