Outcast

Congratulations Mistress Lahiri . I hope you enjoy all the new discoveries and fun ahead Your new pics on the page are GREAT !!!

The old "stink" eye. I catch that one even when I'm not staring!

Yes, Mistress Chen, you certainly left me a slobbering, drooling disaster of a man and I had GREAT time being turned into that condition So much fun !!

John082 and Kitchen ,thank you so much for posting because it seems a lot of our life experiences are similar and its nice knowing your not completely alone in the universe. For me, getting older also means caring less about what others think and getting closer to your nature. I love the popular culture references too, esp of the MTV which was my early teen rub a quick one out material(esp if Martha Quinn was on!!) And the Richard Pryor flick where he plays the old man. He has to be the funniest man of the 20th century. I also was lucky to date a few open minded "Lolas" who were adventurous and loved to explore fun things in the bedroom. Really cool posts that hit the nail on the head.

Welcome Mistress Haru What great pics !! Nice Irish lass

That scenario sounds so familiar lol. Esp the drooling, slovbbering mess

I don't think I would rate high on the sadist scale because I don't really get sexual pleasure from other's pain. I'm not much of a masochist either. My threshhold for pain is low and its something I just endure for the sake of fun. I enjoy more so being submissive. On the s/m scale my score might be low but on the kinky freak scale I'm probably off the charts

Yes don't want the cold shoulder at Dahmer's. It's really tough. I want to have some specials named after famous cannibals, like the Idi Amin liver and kidney pie special.

Oh no , horrible lol

I thinking of opening a theme style restaurant to accommodate the new trend, I'm calling it "Dahmer's".

I don't think this would work for me. When I was 9 or 10 I dressed as a girl for Halloween and it was cute. Today Ide be a very scary looking woman with hairy shoulders and tattoos ( not nice ones like to Fortress women sport, but cheap drunken mistakes you do in your teens). Not a good idea

Bunny ears and cheetos huh? Lol I think.I missed that video. On a long drive my friend took off his shoes while I was driving and I had him immediately put them back on because his feet smelled like corn chips. So I haven't developed the Cheeto fetish yet:) I believe the internet showed me a lot of things that broadened me sexually. When I saw golden for the first time I really couldn't.believe people do that. I thought, " How nasty, how degrading , how fucking HOT!!" I was so turned on. And in my relationships since then, about 15 years ago , I would put feelers out to see if my partner was game. It's a very.sensitive,personal thing to bring up. But suprisingly enough my first experience with golden was as a giver. She was more submissive and liked it somewhat rough , and she wanted to try it. I found it really hard to do the first time . My heart was pounding and I could see she was nervous too. It was fun ,not just because of that ,she wad really cool and unfortunately had to go back to England where she was from. Another g/f was almost going to give me golden one time but she got shy and chickened out. I wasn't sure how she was going to react when I talked about it with her. She was a divorcee in her 40s and she told her ex husbands were kind of duds sexually and I think she enjoyed the fact I was kind of adventurous and "different". I don't think she judged me, she was really cool and whenever I would explain to her to please tell me if anything I do (foot kissing, rimming,spanking) is not cool to let me know. She would always smile and say" No, I really enjoy everything you do." Point being she wad kind of prudish when I met her and grew into a perv just like me Another thing about fetishism that gives it a bad name. I love feet, but that's not to say that I don't realize there is an owner to the feet. Like feet sticking out of a wall don't appeal to me. I love feet because I love women. Thier bodies are so beautiful and that part of it is no different. Plus the want to be submissive .Like in an earlier post Mistress Chen said Freud talked about foot fetishists being submissive. Kneeling in front of a woman and kissing her feet is basically saying I want to serve you and make you happy. I wrote a lot,because I got caught up in fond memories of days gone by and by writing about them you can relive them. The good thing is at the Fortress I'm getting more fond memories for future days gone by. If you read it thanks for listening and to the editor in chief, if I wrote anything painfully stupid here please edit or throw out the whole reply . I'll definetly understand. Thanks

Mistress Kang, this is a very cool and thought provoking post. Personally, I have always found some activities that could be labeled "fetish" enjoyable since I could remember. I've been lucky to have opened minded partners for the most part who didn't mind when I kissed their legs and feet. But starting this late in life (40s) I've discovered other things that I find really fun ,without getting too graphic, thanks to you ladies. I've also found things I know for sure aren't for me. Some things I'm not too crazy about but will endure for the sake of not being a party pooper and stuff I absolutely love Either way its cool to explore these things with understanding sane people.

Mistress Chen, a sexy Sith Lord would be my choice for you. A stormtrooper has to wear that mask/helmet and that wouldn't be right to hide your pretty face!! I can see you as a Sith Lord using the force to stop your victims from breathing " I find your lack of faith disturbing." Lol

I thought it was an good movie too Mistress Jung. I know some people from that neighborhood weren't happy because although it was based on true characters the movie is fiction and the author claims its a true story. It was a cool depiction though. Another movie that reminds me of Manhattan is " The Basketball Diaries".

Off the BDSM track. Coolest revenge scene in a movie, Young Vito Corleone getting his family's killer in The Godfather Part 2. Second best scene for me is the bar scene in Sleepers where a child molester runs into his victims about 13 years later. Cool scenes!!

And I loved your face and laugh as I was doubled over in pain from getting hit " not in the gut", made it all worthwhile. I don't know what my face looked like rolling dice, but I imagine you saw the inner scheming gambler glint in my eye. The love of the thrill, with high stakes involved

ummmph *choke* thanks I needed that !!

That sounds like fun ,but only for number 1,if you please