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Hey Johnny, Robert Deniro was known for really getting into his roles. In Raging Bull he went from being in such shape he to pass for a top middleweight fighter to becoming a fat slob in his depiction of Jake Lamotta. Taxi Driver I loved. I think 200 years from now when history teachers want to teach students on the seedier insanity of nyc in the 70s they should show this film and maybe Midnight Cowboy. Ive had some experiences as a kid young man during the end of that era and I've found those movies to be pretty accurate.

Mistress Kang, what a keen insight into human nature you have which is definetly a cause in your success. I'm interested for curiosity sake how one would end up on the "banned" list. It would be interesting to hear stories. It's a bit of a loaded question so I understand that if I'm being too nosy or inquisitive and its not answered. Again congratulations to yourself and your great staff on the wonderful job they do!!

Johnny O what's up. How the shit are you? You're one suave fucker! Lol. There is a cool story with that scene where Hoffman was talking about staying up all night in preparation to appear stressed and exhausted and get into his role to Olivier. Olivier basically told him "Dear boy, why don't you just try acting." Lol Pretty cool movie.

Knew it was a matter of time before that was posted. One of my alltime favs. Hoffman and Olivier are genius!!

I always had a different definition of " high maintenance". I always considered it a negative description meaning bitchy and materialistic. High maintenance ladies would have nothing to do with a slob like me and I'm very cool with that.

That was an excellent and accurate article. You all do a great job!!

Looking up at you ,mouth wide open saying please please please I can see you too looking down with that stern,dominant yet somehow playful look. You are soooo hot Mistress Jung!! Like I said CANNOT wait!!

Awwww Mistress Jung, don't know if I can wait that long!! When I finally do see you my guess is there will be a lot of begging and pleading going on

Which one Mistress Jung ? What you said in the post or the tattoo ? The tattoo ,as much as I love the quote, could play problematic in my life outside the Fortress. Cannot wait to do the other stuff though

I love the way Mistress Jung described it here as well. Golden is something that if you told me 20 years ago that I would be into I would tell your nuts. But I really like it. It's very intense ,sexy and downright dirty. I love to play ad if its punishment but at the end ,end up begging for it. It's total submission. And contrary to what I once thought it doesn't taste that bad. It's basically warm water. It's a lot of fun and even more so if your playmate is as enthusiastic a giver as you are a taker

I don't even think I could do that.I once had an ex girlfriend ask me to spank her.I was so inept and fearful of hurting her she told me," Someone needs to go back to spanking school". lol I can only imagine how the experts would rate me. Plus ,like yourself I'm just not comfortable doing it. When I "topped" in my private life its always playful roleplay situations that really amount to kinky foreplay. In a professional environment I feel real comfortable in the submissive role. I like giving up control and enjoy giving to whomever I'm playing with.

This has to be my all time favorite post on the Forum. I should get this tattoed on my back

Being your favorite anything excites me. By the way, I feel like we are two kids fooling around in class. The rest of this thread is kind of serious deep discussion on the psychology of bdsm and were talking about dirtbags lol.

Mistress Jung, dirtbag kind of implies that I wear dirty clothes and don't bathe. I shower at least once a week if I need it or not!! But please call me dirtbag if you feel it fits and makes you happy its all part of the " psychological domination".

That's the exact attitude I'm trying to eliminate.----- Thada fine boss I'll take glass a dat---- A glass of what??? ---- A glass of lemonate . I think that was Chico Marx

Awwww Mistress Jung, dirtbag is kind of harsh. I much prefer "reformed hoodlum". Sounds more dignified

Felt the same except I was scared shit !!!

They're quoting Nietche and I'm quoting "He who smelt it dealt it" .Ignorance is bliss. Just liked to have alittle rough, dirty fun

To the whole thread ?????????? I must be a fucking idiot

I love the Mistresses attitude about sharing their "toys". Life should be so simple!

I'm glad. I think you were happy to see how easy it was too make me all red with your ass kicking

Wow, John those are some experiences. As far as sleep paralysis goes, I tend to believe there are physiological and psychological explanations rather then supernatural. But it is an eerie feelings and also you never know. I can definetly see how one could attribute it to that. As far as the occult. For me, and only speaking for me,, I wouldn't fuck with that shit for a few reasons. 1) It's probably all bullshit. 2) If its not bullshit you're playing around with dark forces and who needs it. I've seen enough dark shit in my lifetime , I need to laugh, have levity, and be healthy not Fucking around with demons. Occult influences in music it seems are all over the place. Go to YouTube and type Stairway to Heaven and Hotel California backwards and there definetly some wierd shit going on. I think a lot of that satanism comes from the hedonism of the time. It seems selfish philosophy and any philosophy,religion that doesn't have helping/ kindness to others in its root isn't worth a shit. Plus it seems drugs have a place in these subcultures SD a path to enlightment. Horseshit,Alestier Crowley died supposedly a dope fiend and his last words "I'm perplexed". In the words of Richard Pryor " Boy , I got some advice for your ass, better lay off that narcotic, that shit done made you null and void". So for me clean living, help others when you can, show kindness and what is more spiritual then that.

I think the website and forum helped me a lot. You can find someone who has similar interests who you can connect with and have a great time. Lately, I'm awestruck by Mistress Jung . She intuitively knows how to handle me and is so much fun and so sexy that its always great. Plus, and a big plus, she seems to get a genuine kick out of the activities we engage in ,and for me its a joy to see her happy. I really discovered her by reading her posts on the forum, looking at her sexy pics and being taken in by her. So if you search , e-mail and look at the forum you can find someone who is like- minded and who you can connect with:)