AioriaRegulus

It is all perspective and summarized by that last line. It is what enables one to take pleasure in activities that “normally” would be associated with unpleasant experiences. Trust is key… trust that the floor holds you up and you need defy nothing… trust that the furniture supports you and you need brace for nothing … trust in what your phone gives you and it will cost you nothing… trust in where the wind carries you and from the air you need draw nothing… trust in the laughter you deploy and it will not surprise you.

Yes! Just like wine needs a little time in the glass for the best taste. Patience has its rewards.

I wouldn’t sneak a peak. That would require I get up and move when I should/would be kneeling in wait for my mistress to come. The suspense is the ecstasy.

*LONG POST* Last week I once again had the privilege of engaging with Mistress Lovely. As with my previous sessions with her, it was another wondrous experience. I will not recount all the specificities of how she once again showed why she is reaching deific levels in her craft, but it bears saying that she can open doors to blue oceans that you would never think to explore. To be clear, it wasn’t going past any of my limits, but rather leading me to realize that they were broader than I thought. In this particular session was pain. While I have historically enjoyed some mild impact play, this session reached levels (and areas of my body) that I didn’t know I would find sublime. Mistress delivered impact to areas of my body I never thought I would’ve been comfortable with. However, not only was I comfortable… it sent me into a deep subspace where every contact felt like ecstasy. This is not the first time that Mistress showed me that my boundaries were wider than I thought (read my post regarding hot wax play)… not the first time she found a chink in my armor that I didn’t know existed and tore through it like a hot knife through butter. I took the week to ponder why this is, and I can only come to the conclusion that Mistress is masterful at creating scenes where she not only asserts her dominance and will, but also makes me feel safe as a sub to her will. In the world she creates at that moment, the intense sensations of impact play become anticipated and trusted. The body stops thinking of the impact as a threat, and begins to anticipate them with trust. This causes the release of endorphins (the body’s natural chemical for pleasure), enabling a sweet submission built on my trust in my Mistress. As the impact play progressed, short breathes were replaced by long exhales of surrender… the tension in my muscles softened… and the yelps from contact became a symphony of ecstasy. All this is to say that if you are someone who is keen to explore their own boundaries, you will find an illuminating guide in Mistress Lovely. Whether you’re new to the scene or well travelled in it, I am confident you will expand your horizons and enjoy engaging with her. As for me, June can’t come fast enough.

Love this. Clearly a great time! as for suggestions: https://dininginthedarkexperience.com/new-york/

“Let’s get something to tie me over” ”Can you help me plug that hole?” ”We should wrap it up”

Anal stretcher comes to mind as you can imagine. Depending on size of a sub’s mouth and vs your shoe size, may be a unique gag….

I believe that to be spot on Mistress. A carefully curated selection of authors that spurs discourse discovering a deeper understanding of submission. Thank you Mistress.

Thank you for the comment Mistress. This sub is elated. I think Mistress hit upon the crux of what it truly means to have quality attention to the level of what the authors had in mind. To pay deliberate attention, one must not act deliberate. Let go of the notion to catalogue or optimize something. Submit to the river’s current and trust where it takes you. Only then can you truly have quality attention and share that experience to the fullest extent with the observer.