JustAGuy

Temporary skin, which Mistress Kang will be peeling off via 100 lashes.

Ms. Fang, I feel like I need to do a lunch or dinner and Domme session now. I'd love to discuss/debate with you. For one thing, I know it's cliche to talk about how Batman vs Superman sucked. The thing is, it SUUUUCKED (LOL!) I don't know what it is but I cry easier at movies than at anything in real life. I cried in Wonder Woman when (spoilers I guess) Steve Trevor died, mostly because it sucked for Diana, and also because it was so fucking beautiful to see that instead of crying about it she psyched her up to blow off that layer of warped steel that had trapped her and let her kick Aries' ass. I don't try to second-guess where movies are going so I don't usually outthink them too much, but I didn't know where the plot of WW was going. I knew that Diana was naive about thinking she could defeat one villain and end all war, but I was honestly interested to see what was going to happen when she had to confront it. Respect. Haven't seen Black Panther yet but I'm even more psyched now. Sometimes I get a little misty when a movie just does stuff SO right!

Adam, you really should check the devotee's forum, there's some continuation there. Jessy links it above.

Respectfully, Mistress, you gotta go with the DOS sounds: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CxlXhEmYm2I It's sort of awesome to see the German text though. Wahnsinniger Schloss? I didn't know there were tentacle mating sounds in MM! I did know Weird Ed would murder you if you microwaved his hamster and then gave him the remains. I didn't really get into the Zork games until they started being released in anthology collections. I remember thinking it would be crazy to try and map the Zork mazes when that goddamned thief would pick up and move your items. I did really enjoy the later games like Zork Nemesis and Zork Grand Inquisitor, though the series was on borrowed time at that point. Oddly I never played either, though I heard a lot about both and I had a gamer magazine from back in the day with some screenshots from Loom that just seemed gorgeous. Mistress Zito did chime in a bit earlier. I asked her about video games once and we didn't have a lot of games in common. I hope she doesn't mind me revealing that at the time, she'd been playing one of those games where you oversee like a little village or something. I wanna say Animal Crossing but that's probably wrong. She said every time she went several days without playing, the characters would break the fourth wall to complain and the town would look run down. I thought it was so funny that these video game characters were literally trying to guilt-trip a sadist (and I mean that as a compliment) like the wonderful Ms. Zito!

AD and LW, I wish both of you guys the best...sometimes we don't realize how lucky we are just to have our health!

Who was the first Mistress you sessioned with? Miss Chi (pro Domme in Leeds, UK) Who was the last (most recent) Mistress you served? Mistress Sophia Katz For both Mistresses (if they are two different people): What is her name? Miss Chi How old were you? In my 30s How did you find her? Google search Why did you choose to serve her? I was going to be on vacation there, worked up the courage to finally see a pro when away from home. I wanted to see an Asian Mistress...I feel like a bit of a creep for ethnicity being part of it but at the time I wasn't sure that I'd ever do it again and I had a lot of fantasies about Asian mistresses Where did you session (city? country? dungeon? apartment? hotel?)? Ms. Chi has (or had, it's been years) her own dungeon space that is a converted residential space. It's actually rather lovely...she doesn't live there but somebody could...it has quite a comfortable bathroom space, a nice kitchen for making tea and a room for sitting and sharing a cup, and I presume comfortable space for her to be at ease while waiting for clients to arrive. Less play-space than the Fortress but perfect for a one-woman operation...it's difficult to imagine the Fortress ever having such nice "non-play" facilities in NYC. I can easily picture Ms. Chi watching televised cricket in a leather corset while waiting for a client to arrive (with a robe handy, of course, in case the person knocking at the door is just the postman!) What is her name? Mistress Sophia Katz How old were you? Early 40s How did you find her? I decided to try and see every Fortress Mistress in one marathon "goodbye session" (HA!) Why did you choose to serve her? This last time? I've had this long-term plan to try and wean myself from the Fortress, and realized I had never soloed with Mistress Katz. On more than one occasion, I'd had multi-Mistress sessions where Mistress Katz' words and attitude were clear in my memory days later even as other parts of the session got jumbled and mixed. Where did you session (city? country? dungeon? apartment? hotel?)? The Fortress, Pink Room If these are two different Mistresses, how do they differ? Do their differences reflect your own growth/changes in BDSM? Tough question to answer. By pure coincidence I'd last sessioned with Mistress Katz when I finally got around to responding to this thead...somehow the differences between Mistress Kang and Miss Chi would be clearer to explain. Miss Chi and Mistress Katz were actually similar in a lot of ways in session. I remember Miss Chi enjoyed mocking me...I asked her if she was enjoying debasing me, and she laughed and told me it was a stupid question, and asked if all Americans are that stupid (being dominated in a British accent is, by the way, extra fun!) I told her it was just me. She gave me credit when I was witty though...during a moment of some duress, I answered a question with a cry of "yes Mistress" and she asked if I meant it or was only trying to answer what I thought she wanted to hear. I said, "a little of column A and a little of column B, Mistress." I clearly remember her pausing and saying, "that's a really good answer." The thing is, I think Mistress Katz is much the same. Sharp sarcastic wit, and willing to acknowledge a clever sub because it doesn't undercut her authority for the sub to have a wit of his own. I'd cite an example but I fairly recently wrote a long review of a session where Mistress Katz' peanut-humbling prose was in full display. Anyone who has served her, or dominated alongside her, knows what I'm talking about. Not that I can claim to know either Miss Chi or Mistress Katz really well as real women outside of session, but what I THINK I know shows a lot of difference. But it wouldn't be right to talk about here, and it's more my impressions than fact anyway. As far as my own growth/change in BDSM, as difficult as it is to believe I am probably less of a wimp now. Miss Chi definitely gave me my interest the violet wand...in the second of our three sessions she produced it, and it was obviously her favorite part of the session. I was terrified of it, and I think she was getting off on my fear more than any pain I endured. I asked Jessy about getting one...eventually the Fortress did get one (not that I think it was directly down to me asking) and I've had a chance to play with it in NYC. But overall, I've always expressed a willingness to take some corporal (not my favorite but something every Domme I've ever sessioned with enjoys to some extent) and my core "faves" are much the same. I suppose I've got some little kinks since sessioning with Miss Chi that I didn't have then. I can thank Mistress Zito for my need to be debased by a smirking girl in glasses, Mistress Von Dietz for introducing me to the joys of being fucked with a boot, and Mistress Kang for teaching me how boot worship doesn't need to be passive for the Domme.

Why did I not know about all this when we had dinner! I had an IBM Compatible (remember when THAT was a meaningful term!) but loved Zork and especially Maniac Mansion. I loved Maniac Mansion so much, I even loved the much less remembered Zak McKraken and the Alien Mindbenders!

HA! You've personally given me plenty to be scared about.

Did anyone else see that topic and think the Fortress itself was going to be down for awhile? Don't scare us like that!

Ms. Zito - are you interested in suspending a sub or being suspended? I was only suspended once...it weirded me out a little, but I really want to try it again. The idea of getting pegged while suspended is mind-blowing to me. Other goals: End a session by going solo with Ms. Rey, whom I've session with in a multi-situation and who I saw solo but during a longer session where she wasn't there at the end. Maybe session with Ms. Fang, who I believe is the only current Mistress I've never session with, though Lord knows there are too many wonderful Mistresses to try and see already! Go into a long session with Jessy and let her do whatever she wants. Test my trust and my ability to swallow fear. Do an all-day session with Ms. Zito roleplaying as a therapist, watching all the Fortress Mistresses punish and humble me without joining in herself. At the end, wrap up with a one-on-one session where she tells me what she's learned and decides what I need to work on and how I should be rewarded or punished.

Spending the day with family, I "won" Christmas by getting my 3-year-old niece the complete set of "Paw Patrol" figures and vehicles! Of course, my big Christmas treat will be Dinner & Domme with Mistress Katz in a few days!

Oooh, Elizabeth Hurley for sure. Yes! Why is anyone talking about Charlie's Angels? It's all about Payback!

Only one can be first. It won't be me, but when next I appear, I will be willing.

Jessy, I'd be happy to eat pork for your pleasure! Might not have quite the effect though, as I'm a lapsed Irish-Catholic. Curious what a race play session with a Chinese-American Domme and a White or Black sub would involve.

The new pics are awesome! I have a new bucket-list item...I can't die until I've been "taken" by Alexia Zito wearing that Hello Kitty corset!

Take care of yourself Lonewolf! The Fortress Ladies will surely heal your spirit if you can just keep your body strong.

On this note, I do remember hearing a sub screaming and Jessy laughing in the other room during a marathon session where I was going to be sessioning with Jessy later. And I just remember being sad, because it crushed my illusion that I was going to be Jessy's entire day!

Bit of backstory: Zito and I took time out of a session once to discuss whether "Rogue One" is a good Star Wars movie, and I once bought Jessy a "Chinese Star Wars" shirt, so they both think I'm a huge Star Wars nerd. (Not true. I'm a bit of a Star Wars nerd, but mild by comparison to some). So during a session with both of them, after I've taken two mad minutes and am both physically and mentally exhausted, I find myself lying on my back and just trying to recover. Jessy says...something...it may have been something like, "you're going to do far more suffering." And I say, "What? I thought you said Star Wars suffering." Not being funny, just being out of it. So Zito says, "Of course you did," in this perfect voice of annoyance at the biggest geek in the world. And I say, "Hey! That's mean!" Well, I thought it was funny. Two minutes of solid corporal torture, and I thought it was "mean" to accuse me of being a nerd.

So jealous...I wish I got an invite to that party!

I actually do that, every time. I figure I owe it to my Mistress to be as clean as possible.

She Stoops to Conquer

Better Off Dead

I had sessioned with every Fortress Mistress but Ms. Fang...damn it Jessy, I'm trying to leave but you just make it harder...